Have You Ever Been So Sick And Tired Of Something That Even Crying About It Makes You Feel Disgusting

have you ever been so sick and tired of something that even crying about it makes you feel disgusting because it’s not that you do not know better now. it’s just that you do not want to accept that you know.

there's a clear difference between 'turning to hatred' and 'losing feelings.' and the latter is more dangerous.

People often rush towards a state of hate but when you hate something, it's still there in your mind. However, when you lose all feelings, you can't even see the person standing right in front of you.

for the first time it feels safe to know that I don't have the ability to hate.

girls join gym and make it their whole personality. i am girls •⁠‿⁠•

"to be loved the way you love."

To be chosen by choice:

rather than desire, sympathy, likeability or coincidence.

~Sophia

There's a quote:

"People don't like love , they like that flittery flirty feeling. They don't love love- love is sacrificial, love is ferocious, it's not emotive. Our culture doesn't love love, it loves the idea of love. It wants the emotion without paying anything for it."

,,,makes me wonder if this is why most people don't understand the difference between 'being in a relationship' and 'being in love.' people made it shallow. Love was never supposed to be shallow. if you are in love, you would want it to creep into your deepest corners just for that one person.

I'll be most likely arranging the order of the struggles I have had for my success story documentary