Scrolling On Tumblr And Watching Youtube Until My Brain Leaks From My Ears And I'm Sick And Tired Of

scrolling on tumblr and watching youtube until My brain leaks from My ears and I'm sick and tired of the content I'm consuming and the crushing weight of the Big Sad starts to finally chew through the denial and distractions

why do I even post no one likes Me

cognitive dissonance is a fucking trip

Just saw an ad for fucking Kellog's cornflakes wherein a shirtless blindfolded man tied to a bed is like "Wait.. are you... eating??" and it pans across the bed to reveal that his partner is, indeed, too distracted to have sex with him bc she is chowing down on corn flakes. Now I've been caught up in wondering whether:

a) John Harvey Kellog would despise this ad; the mere proximity of bondage-play to his brand name and beloved anti-porn flakes is unforgivable

b) John Harvey Kellog would enjoy this ad, because it shows a young woman forsaking the temptations of the flesh in favour of eating a wholesome and nourishing bowl of cornflakes

it's fucking horrific how family members think consent for non sexual intimacy isn't real. I struggle with physical contact unless it's someone I'm romantically involved with, so hugs and pecks on the cheek from family are a no no. unfortunately this doesn't seem to stop them, since apparently their needs are more important than My boundaries.

as a perisex person I think it's horrific what medical malpractice intersex people go though. it's horrific how people view intersex people as "wrong" or "broken". it's horrific how the trans community alienates you.

from the bottom of My heart, you guys are neat :)