Who Are You In A Found Family?

Who are you in a found family?

the silent sufferer

you love your friends, but the truth is, you go through most of the real things alone. it's better that no one sees you like this. you'll be fine, really, because you're used to feeling this way. it'll pass. it always does. that's what you believe, anyway. you're more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you've learned without telling them how you learned it. you've come to realize that, if they're coming to you for advice, they'll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it's... that's just the way feelings work sometimes. when you're around others, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you're better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it's, "all a lie because they don't know what's *really* going on." it's not a lie. you are loved. those moments together are real. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.

Stolen from @rubbcrhose

Me, taking a burnout quiz out of fun

‘ Do you struggle with any of the following? ’

Me, ticking every box out of the 9 except the lashing out at others: ....

Me: well shit.

Angst Starters! change pronouns where necessary TW: depression, trauma/PTSD

❝ it doesn’t feel as good as i thought it would. ❞

❝ i don’t need your help. i don’t need anybody’s help. ❞

❝ nobody should talk to you that way. ❞

❝ your heart is pounding. ❞

❝ i need to sit down. ❞

❝ you need to sit down. ❞

❝ i didn’t know if i’d ever see you again. ❞

❝ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❞

❝ i’ve been waiting. and waiting, and waiting, knowing nothing’s ever gonna change. ❞

❝ slow down. i need you to slow down. tell me what happened. ❞

❝ don’t be sorry. i did it to myself. ❞

❝ i’m not like you. i have nothing left to lose. ❞

❝ i can’t help you if you don’t let me. ❞

❝ what the fuck is wrong with you? ❞

❝ what the fuck is wrong with me? ❞

❝ it’s not just a feeling. it’s the truth. ❞

❝ i don’t care what you did. you didn’t deserve this. ❞

❝ he was supposed to protect me. ❞

❝ i was supposed to protect him. ❞

❝ you don’t love me. you just think you do. ❞

❝ i thought— this was what you wanted? ❞

❝ no. i’m not explaining this to you again. ❞

❝ they always say, it’s okay not to be okay. but they don’t really mean it. ❞

❝ i needed you. and you weren’t there. ❞

❝ it’s okay to struggle. you know that, right? ❞

❝ i can’t get that image… out of my head. ❞

❝ how am i supposed to believe it’s not my fault? ❞

❝ i don’t— i don’t know what’s happening. i don’t— ❞

❝ stop. stop talking. ❞

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How are you ruined?

ruined by apathy

you cant bring yourself to care. you hate that you cant feel what you used to be able to feel. you hate that you cant be happy. you hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate. your apathy has swallowed you and immersed you in a well of nothingness. you cant feel what you cant forget. you cant see what you close your eyes to. you choose to feel nothing, and you have lost everything because of it.

@strikers-saloon

Eat her out just because you’re horny and you love her to pieces.

It shouldn’t always be you getting pleasure.

Learn a balance.

And then fuck her like you hate her.