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Ive Been Thinking, Ukai Takes A Pull From His Cigarette. Hes Leaned Over The Porchs Railing, Overlooking

“I’ve been thinking,” Ukai takes a pull from his cigarette. He’s leaned over the porch’s railing, overlooking his family’ farm at the sunset paints it over with a soft, yet burning red. The dinner plates dry in their rack, his parents prepare their futons for sleep, your hand finds his: everything is in it’s proper place. 

“That’s never a good sign,” you tease.

“Oh, quit it.” his crumbles his brow as he taps the ash from the end of his stick, “I’m tryin’ to be serious.”

“I’m sorry, bug,” you squeeze his hand tight, “Continue.”

You don’t remember where the nickname started, but you know why it stuck. Whenever you called him Bug, Keishin smiled differently than usual- with crinkles at both corners of his eyes and a sweet rosy blush that cut through his summer tan.

“We’ve been dating for a while.” he keeps tapping the cigarette, bouncing the amber embers, “And uh- my family- dammit, I lost momentum. I had this speech prepared-”

You lean into his shoulder and dot a kiss into his bicep. He still smells of the day’s work, rich with soil and sweat, but you’re sure that you smell the same. “It’s okay,” you reassure, “This isn’t a volleyball game, I’m not the boys- I don’t need some speech. I just need you.”

He groans, tossing his head back with fake annoyance, but making no attempt to hide his smile. “Aw,  there you go again. Always flustering me.” Keishin nudges your side with his elbow before tossing his arm over your shoulder. “I swear you do it on purpose.”

You both chuckle, letting the laughter dissolve into silence as you watch the shadows slowly move across the farm. He extinguishes the cigarette, even though it’s only half done, and just breathes. You’re not sure if he notices that it’s in time with you. 

You hope he does. There’s a magic in how naturally being with each other has become.

“Do you like my family?” he says after a long time.

You don’t even think before you respond. “Of course I do!” you blanche.

“Would you like to be a part of it?” 

It takes longer for these words to sink in. “Ukai Keishin,” his family name tastes different now, “Are you asking me to marry you?

“Yeah,” he laughs so gently, barely more than a puff of air, “I guess I am. If you’ll take me.”

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Why the fuck am I horny for that 😮‍💨🥺 but babe that is literally so fucking on point. You’ve been converting me to a bakugo girl and I’m not even mad when it brings this big brain content

THINKING ABT THINKING ABT *GASPS FOR AIR* THINKING ABT BAKUGOU WHOS PUPILS DILATE WHEN HE LOOKS AT U LIKE LIKE U KNOW THAT VIDEO WHERE THE GIRLS TAKING A VID AND SHE SAYS LOOK AY ME AND HE LOOKS AT HER AND HIS PUPILS GO ⚫️⚫️

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