I Cant Handle It Anymore, Its Too Much I Wanna Live And Experience Things I Ve Never Tried Before But

I can’t handle it anymore, it’s too much I wanna live and experience things I ve never tried before but I can’t get over, this whole place is sinking with me and I can’t do anything not anymore

Lately I realized that when I care about something it always crashes down and I end up sad everything I mean everything I care is falling apart and I can’t do anything I just watch

I wish there was a pause button for life

I’m sad, just sad.

Do most parents expect to be rewarded for what they do to their kids, even though their kids aren’t asking their parents to do anything for them??? Cus mine do and damn that makes me feel like shit