Damn Music Hits Different At 3am After Youve Had A Cry Session

damn music hits different at 3am after you’ve had a cry session

i need a fic with, the invisible life of addie larue but replace luc with tommy

Heaven Pt. 1

kaz brekker x neutral reader/ song fic/heaven sung by Julia Michaels

Ooh Ooh Ooh

Love's my religion but he was my faith Something so sacred so hard to replace Fallin' for him was like fallin' from grace

Unlike some in Ketterdam I had a good childhood. My family were wealthy merchants. I never caused any trouble unlike my siblings. I was quiet, I attend my studies, and listened to my father when he said to never outside of our manor’s safe walls. Then I met him and everything changed…

My father had been traveling because of business and soundly return home. My mother was with him, and my siblings were in their own homes. I felt curious to see what Ketterdam was like. So I grabbed a coat and went into the town not knowing this trip would change my life. I had spent day wandering around the shops and bookstores. As I walking along the road I heard a couple of men talk about a nearby place called the Crow Club. I figured I could get a drink there before making my way home.

It was loud in the club. People drinking, gambling, and laughing. It was in here in a way but you could also smell feel the greed that filled the room. After all in Ketterdam whoever has the most money has the most power. I went to the bar and ordered myself a f/d(favorite drink). While observing the atmosphere i sensed eyes on me. I looked behind me and a bunch men were staring. Yet I could feel someone’s else eyes on my though I couldn’t tell who. After paying for the drink I walked outside to begin my way home.

Unfortunately I wasn’t alone a couple of the men that had been staring at me followed me outside. They started to close in on me. I could see the lust in their eyes. What they didn’t know however that I trained myself in self defense and had a knife under me coat. After taking a deep breath I attacked. Slashed them with my knife kicked them off me. They were still screaming when I heard someone coming. Your e/c eyes made contact with chocolate brown eyes. They were the color of dark chocolate, the eyes almost held almost no emotions exact you could tell they held pain. It made curious what those eyes would like happy, laughing, hell even anger. You could have stayed trapped in the chocolate abyss forever. However you realized you couldn’t so you looked over the person. Immediately you saw they had cane yet the cane didn’t make them seem weak if anything if added extra intimidation to the person. You soon realized the figure was a man. And more importantly you would later learn he was Kaz Brekker.

All wrapped in one he was so many sins Would have done anything, everything for him And if you ask me I would do it again

Since that night in the alley when you took care of the men that wanted to hurt you, you had been a crow. You see Kaz had saw a fire in you one that would benefit himself, the crows, and you. You would give the crows valuable information that you had learned from over hearing you father(who began to let you into the business because of your sudden “interest” in his work). In the beginning you had became a spy and a crow for you. You thought everything you did was because you decided to do it. You were wrong for you see you had gotten quite close to Kaz. And Kaz used that to his advantage. Kaz had you wrapped around his finger and you didn’t even know it.

it’s funny isn’t it? irony.

You tell me to make friends then tell me to stop talking to them…You tell me I’m a disappointment and when I try to change you don’t say shit…You tell me you’re always be there I laugh when you say that.

Were you there at my lowest? Did you love me at my lowest? No you didn’t and yet…I come back to you, to this toxic family because I have nothing else because after all I am nothing.

I’m sorry mom, sorry I can’t be the daughter you want…and I can’t fake it anymore either.

Titans are back bitches!!!

so im not complaining about the new season of titans...but where is curran?

update: on episode three and wtf is going on this season (also no curran still)

I have the strangest urge to write a peaky blinders x umbrella academy au.