Something That Feels Very Funny Is When I Get Really Into A Character, Like I Love Them So Much I Wanna

Something that feels very funny is when I get really into a character, like I love them so much I wanna talk about them and interact with other people who feel the same way, so I enter fandom spaces to do just that and THEN I get hit across the face with how fucking horny for them people are. I really need to learn to anticipate that.

Happened to me with Hawks, and also with Endeavor.

Not a complaint; I don't get it, but as I said, it's just really fucking funny. It feels so unexpected and I like bemusedly watching people lose their shit over stuff I will probably never understand. I encourage them even. Like yes cutie tell me more about the Flame Daddy or whatever and how you wanna peg Hawks. Fascinating.

Uncreative writing

"Morally wrong characters must face direct consequences/condemnation" is probably the worst writing advice ever, and I'd argue it ruined so many interesting characters and hindered talented writers more than any other advice.

I finally listened to "What could have been" and more than anything else, I associate it with Dabi and Endeavor. All of it. Every word, from "I am the monster you created/You ripped out all my parts" to "I want you to hurt like you hurt me today and/I want you to lose like I lose when I play/What could have been", without forgetting of course "I couldn't care what invention you made me"

And the part that hits the hardest, because he isn't there yet

"And worst of all, for me to live, I gotta kill the part of me that saw

That I needed you more"

Turns out we can still submit for a few weeks!!!!!!!!

Literally heartbroken that I didn't finish my Hawks one-shot in time for Hurthawksweek2022. Ashamed of myself.

Oh god

HE LOOKS SO GOOD, SO SOFT. I gasped and zoomed in on his face immediately.

Give his forehead a little kissy kiss

The term "sapphic" is so, so, so beautiful