Disturbediary - J. - Tumblr Blog

miserable at best

i dont understand why i try so hard and God still doesnt give an inch. i want ONE consistent job, just one STEP towards stability and it’s ripped from me and im told to move onto the next thing without time to mourn and grieve what couldve been. i am so tired…

this blog should have a cohesive theme and im sorry she doesnt im stuck in a perpetual inbetween

of clowns and angels

from last years halloween

photo is mine i tag my stuff with #j.photos

i'm always testing out new social media, trying to see what sticks, i really want a sight to just blog on and vomit my thoughts and occasionally photo dump and i feel like the answer is literally right here... lol

start a collection of brine, because all you do is cry, wood ticks whisper to console you

only the hot girls still use Tumblr

Same-sex marriage is officially legal in Greece starting today! One win for Human Rights in this mess that our country is. One more big step in our LGBT+ history! Rejoice for your fellow LGBT+ people in Greece and wish us all the best! 💙

she said she can’t feel her face, right now i can’t feel my heart

One thing that we don't talk about enough with fashion trends like dark academia, cottagecore, etc. is that sometimes the pining for those clothes is pining for an era when clothes were sturdy and dependable. The aesthetic aspect of it for me - and the vintage clothing - is in no small part about high quality materials that are fitted to *your* body and will last.

In this essay I will ...

lol but no really! I bought pants from Torrid that had houndstooth pattern, and I didn't think to check the material (i couldn't see the picture very clearly) and was so disappointed when I got them and the houndstooth wasn't stitches, but just ... a pattern on some ponte. Like. The POINT of houndstooth is that it is a clever way for fabric to be made durably.

I'm really sick of living in an era of expensive look-alikes that don't last over a year. Fast fashion makes up something like 25% of global carbon waste. I just want something that is made out of fabric without any petroleum in it. I know it costs more but that's also why we need to pay people more jfc

01-06-2023, 3 PM