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me right after crying the whole night away:

First blog!

Ive had Ana for a long time but I tried recovering and honestly fuck that, I've lost about 6 pounds (probably water weight?) in a single week and I'm so proud but scared of loosing motivation, my body is aching and I love it!

SW: 153

CW: 146

GW: 120 (or lowerrr 😋😋😋)

5'6

i believe in u skinnies!

Greetings

Hi everyone! At first, I didn't intend on actually using the account to post anything but now I changed my mind and decided to make this my personal blog, so that way, I can post some things that's happening in my life and maybe have a chance to talk with anyone who have similar situations like me or anyone intesested. So, I'm Melody, and 17 years old and I'm an asian. And I'm gonna count today as my first day of blogging. I hope I get to talk with anyone.

So, I have a younger brother called william. As asians, since our mother language not being english, william and I were 'forced' to learn english by our somewhat strict asian parents. At first, I didn't very much enjoy it, but later on, I found myself enjoying learning it. The problem is william. He's not fond of studying, like at all. So, he only feels obligated to learn it, and slacking off. My parents are not having it. Every weekend, when william has english classes, they tend to throw tantrums. Seriously, it's affecting me and I can't take it. I'm really sensitive when it comes to family issues. What I think they 'should' do here is, instead of yelling, making a scene, comparing kids and stuffs, they 'really should' mame a stretagy plan on how to get him interested and actually start learning. Them throwing tantrums is seriously not helping at all. If it were me in his shoes, I simply wouldn't be ae to take it, the pressure is too much. I really hope they stop. I tried comforting them but they won't understand my point. So, I just can't help but hope they realise it sooner.

That's it for today. I have many other things or cases, but since today's the first day, I wanna keep it somewhat brief and not too much to take in for someone out there who actually reads this. I'm not sure if people will see this or even bother to read but still this blogging will be the only thing that keeps me sane during the crazy things that's happening in my life. Thank you! I wish whoever's reading a great day and happiness!

~Melody~

Book recommendations

The last post was my song recommendations and I wanna do something similar to that in this too, which is books! As for me, I’m a book lover, I hope there’s someone who loves books like me, find this helpful. Maybe you’ve read everything but let’s get to it. 

1. Think and grow rich by Napoleon Hill

( I gotta say this is the greatest of all times one. Very helpful for us. Many people already knew this but I just had to put it in the list.)

2. Being a happy teenager by Andrew Matthews 

( Just as the title suggested, I’m pretty sure I don’t have to explain further. This book helped me a lot growing up. Definitely a must for teens like myself.)

3. Making friends by Andrew Matthews

( Another book by my favourite author. This is for those who’s socially awkward or when you’re having trouble in social life. It helped me make a lot of friends when I also used to have social anxiety.)

4. Don’t sweat the small stuff and it’s small stuff by Richard Carlson

( People overthink small stuff which they shouldn’t. In this book, you’ll see why you shouldn’t and how. I used to overthink all the time and honestly still do, I really needed this.)

5. How to win friends and influence people by Dale Carnegie

( This one is a must have. I’m guessing a lot of people or book lovers have read this masterpiece, if you haven’t, I recommend you to check it out.)

My book recommendations list ends here, but if you want me to make another one and if you love this list, just let me know. It would mean so much for me. Also, I usually read these kinds of books but if you want novel recommendations or something similar, let me know. Thank you, I wish whoever’s reading good luck and good day. 

~Melody~

Dreams

Hi, it’s me, Melody! What I wanna talk about this time is, dreams. Some teenagers have dreams about what they wanna do in the future and  some simply doesn't have one.Dreams do play an important role in peoples’ lives.  It’s totally fine if you don’t have one now, I believe you’ll find yours someday. 

As for me, I wanna be rich, like crazy rich, like a millionaire. Well, that’s actually a really common one if you think about it but still let a girl dream. Besides, it’s not entirely impossible for us, is it? There’s also another one; it’s to travel around the world. I’ve always wanted to visit those beautiful places that exist in this incredible world. That’ll be a great luxury. Imagine spending a night in an expensive suite and enjoying the scenery of the city. Everyone would love that, wouldn’t they? Okay so, before I get carried away with my daydreaming, I’ll stop this here and talk about my current reality. 

After I graduated from high school, I was actually lost about what to do. But then, I ended up choosing my university major as an IT student. Simply because there weren’t any other better choices that interest me. Back then, I was thinking, maybe I’ll become a game developer and apply for a job at a company. I got that idea solely from my love towards otome games (which are anime simulation types). But everything changed when my parents wanted me to continue their business in their stead. I had no interest in their work and I was strongly against the idea. They finally gave up but everything I’ve thought about until then crushed and I became lost again. I’ve decided to become a freelance software developer or something along the line at least. So that way, I can still fulfil my dream of traveling while I’m also able to work no matter where I am. My career path is pretty much unclear but I refuse to give up on my dream. I hope one day I’m able to do as I wish and  see my dreams becoming a reality. 

Thank you for reading till the end. I wish for you to find your dreams if you don’t have one yet and for those who has one, I wish you achieve it as soon as possible. Spreading love and kindness to everyone. I hope you have a good day!

~Melody~

Day 1

I thought why not do the 30 days writing challenge, it’ll be fun so here it is.

day 1 : describe your personality

Actually, I don’t know where to start with this. As a teenage girl who’s currently going through a growing up process, my personality changes a lot. Sometimes I went from 0 to 1000 real quick, which I mean like “I’m a fabulous queen” to “I’m a living failure who has no purpose in life”. It’s nothing too surprising though, I feel like most people can relate to this too. If I have to describe myself, I’m kinda savage and rebellious with my family, can seem cold to strangers, but actually nice with friends and bubbly. I have trust issues and family issues so it usually takes a lot of time to get to know me or for me to warm up to people. I have a positive mindset most of the time and is self-motivated and I’d say I’m pretty good at healing myself. I’m an ambivert, I’d like to stay quite but that doesn’t mean I don’t like participating in conversations or discussions. I like taking the lead in life and everything but I can be a good follower too. I’m also a feminist. I think that’s about it, I’m still changing and nothing really is set in stone. Sometimes, I even give myself a complete makeover ‘cuz I’m bored. So, these are common facts I can think of at the moment, about me. 

I wish whoever’s reading a good day and happiness. Spreading love to people. 

~Melody~

day 6

30 days writing challenge

day 6 : single and happy

“Nobody can love you more than you can love yourself.” I think this is so true. We don’t need someone to feel full and happy. After all, you’re the one responsible for your happiness. Of course, sometimes I feel like I want a girlfriend or a boyfriend, since I'm also a teen and all. Besides that, I do believe what I mentioned above. Plus, my past relationships brought nothing but headaches for me. Well, being single means freedom, less headache, and more time to invest in yourself. Single or in a relationship doesn't’t really matter when you’re happy. I enjoy my own company and my standards are kinda too high. Also, I do believe self love is the best love you can give yourself. 

My blog is a wave

Upon this blog I rebuilt from the past I knew it wouldn't at most last With the new followers coming by And some others leaving with a sigh The waves go from twenty-two Back to a stable twenty they do I don't really mind this kind of thing Even there is nothing for me to sing At last this blog is smaller than it was One-hundred was too much of a buzz

Oi, I’m in the big mood to turn blogs into these kinds of creatures for each “Like” there is, but maybe less reblogs since I don’t want to break a promise.

We can have them in either: -Sketched -Colored in by pencil -computer colored -sprites

Just put the request in my ask box and it’s all free!

The Day Has Come

Wow, these last 24 hours have been amazing! It was a really scary decision to make... but I'm glad I did. Others told me that I was too young- that I wasn't ready! After all you need to think about exercise, food, protection. Ultimately I had to decide for myself.

Yep, that's right.... I adopted my very own human. She is really sweet! I had to check out the house just to be safe... and it looks like we are good to Go!

Last night was a little rough... I had to check on her to make sure she was still breathing she was so quiet! Earlier I had seen a dog too... but he was a sneaky one... I paced the perimeter just in case he came back...

Anyway, I hope you are just as excited foe this adventure as I am!

Finch, out!

This is me if you even care

Question for Tumblr. Can I bring Tumblr humor to Twitter?

tell a friend to tell a friend, he's back!!

...okay i think im in the spirit to write again

i be taking requests like headcanons or like short drabbles? maybe i need to update my pinned message and turn into my masterlist thing!!

teenage girls use tumblr teenage boys use reddit

i have my worries about the eventual sequel to hi-fi rush. only 50 of the original 105 staff members are on it, and i have no clue if the pubg company will give them the same amount of freedom or not. i'll believe in it when we actually see the project if it ever comes to fruition

that being said. if they play their cards right they have the opportunity to make a really emotional story out of this whole mess. the first game is literally a commentary on the games industry and it'd literally be so fucking awesome if they made the second game about this whole situation. robbie daymond please save me