Me Having Crushes On Fictional Characters While Also Being Uncomfortable With The Idea Of Romantic Relationships

Me having crushes on fictional characters while also being uncomfortable with the idea of romantic relationships is literally so mean of my brain to do

That's right, you look in my eyes

Straight into my eyes and just say

"I want you, eat me like a main dish"

and

Yeah, I got the sauce, put it on you

Want to eat it like an entrée

Sit at the same table

I blame this post for the dream I had last night where I made out with my neighbor.

I'm so tired. Whenever I try to talk to someone about a crush, it doesn't make sense. They don't understand. Talking about it makes me so repulsed, because I know they don't understand. Referring to them as crushes feels so wrong, but I'm so confused, idk whether to call them squishes. I just wish someone understood. I wish everyone I talked to about this stuff knew my identity.

I don't know what I was expecting but wow this is long

It's even more

✨Diabolical ✨

For being on a non-normal cycle

My period is

Diabolical

For not coming till the day I leave for a very hot climate

Addicted to Ring the Alarm 50% because of the chorus where they do this move twice in succession

And then BM comes in with his low voice

WHATCHU WANT WHATCHU NEED ILL DELIVER