Have You Ever Wanted Something So Much It Hurts?

Have you ever wanted something so much it hurts?

And I don't mean wanting something someone else wants, so the fear of disappointing them makes you crave it just so you don't let them down.

No I mean craving something you want .

Have you ever experienced that?

I have never till today. And I'm so scared I'll lose that, but even my fear of disappointing people with what I want isn't gonna stop me this time cause I've never wanted something like I want this. So I'll keep trying till I get it.

There's no other option.

There's a beauty in being forgotten. If only I could find it.

" I'll love you till the stars die", she says.

The stars are already dead.

They say we're made of stardust of beauty and myth. I think I was made with the tears of the damned instead.