I Dont Want To WRITE I Want To HAVE WRITTEN Why Is That So Difficult

I don’t want to WRITE I want to HAVE WRITTEN why is that so difficult

assorted thoughts on jurgen leitner from various points during my friend’s listening so far :)

(they’re currently up to MAG18)

so my friend started listening to tma today :)

i will try to keep yall posted ehehehhe

if you stopped showing as much physical affection to your friends after realizing you were gay because you were afraid it would be interpreted as flirty or creepy and now you’re too afraid to touch anyone at all in any way because you’ve convinced yourself that they’ll think it means more than it does but now you’re also touch starved and really miss hugs and you don’t know what to do about it clap your hands

“When will I learn,” i say, typing the name of my latest media interest into the search bar to look for fan content

“When will I learn,” i say scrolling through the tag, admiring all the fan content found

“THAT MY ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES,” i  s c r e e c h, spoiling myself yet again via shitpost

you can gauge the popularity of any given fandom by how many animatics there are of jon mulaney’s “the one thing you can’t replace” for that fandom

I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.