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idfk what im doing anymore.i don't even want to be here

already october. that'd freak me out if any year since 2019 had been real. luckily they haven't

i like it when there are trigger or content warnings before anything because a lot of things are severely triggering to me

i don't get why people who find very specific warnings helpful get made fun of

i think i'll never be perceived the way i want

🍁There’s a quiet strength in just existing. It’s easy to overlook, especially when everything feels awful, but simply getting through each day is a huge accomplishment. You might not always see it, but just by being here, you’re adding something uniquely important to the world. It’s not about doing something extraordinary or being the best; it’s about continuing on, even when things are tough. Your presence matters, and it has a positive impact in ways you might not notice, but others do. Give yourself credit for the small victories, the moments when you keep going despite it all. Those moments show just how strong you are, even if it doesn’t feel that way. Hang on to that thought, because it’s a truth worth holding onto as you face whatever comes your way.🍁

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i really don't like how getting better feels

no thanks! i prefer to be completely numb

Sometimes it’s not “if they wanted to, they would.” Sometimes it’s “I desperately wanted to, but I’m drowning in my own mind, battling a mental health crisis, and absolutely feeling the crushing weight of disappointing you.” 

no thoughts head full of confusion and regret

i wouldn't hesitate to trade off all my memories for some peace of mind, and i hate that

my best is never enough

im sick of begging to be understood

if im so kind, why do they always leave. if im a good friend, why do i always find myself completely alone.

can't remember the last time i didn't wake up exhausted. what does it feel like

everything i do seems to end in heartbreak