So Many Fucking Things Happened This Stream And I Am. Processing. Everything. (Spoilers For The Stream

So many fucking things happened this stream and I am. Processing. Everything. (Spoilers for the stream and a LOT of rambles!)

Okay so first of all MARSHBRUSH REUNION?? THEY DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP I'M SO HAPPY THEY MADE UP OH MY GODDDD 😭😭💙💙

FAN LOVES WOMEN IN STEM HE LOVES HIS WIFE Y'ALL THEY ARE SUCH A FUCKING HEALTHY COUPLE I ADORE BOTH OF THEM SO MUCH IT'S JUST. AUGH I LOVE FANTUBE THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY

MORE PAINTBRUSH IS ALWAYS MUCH APPRECIATED (PLUS SOME CRUMBS OF ASSORTED SHIPS, YA LOVE TO SEE IT)

GOO SAYING HE SHIPS SILVERBRUSH AND ALSO THAT HE'S IN LOVE WITH DOUGH WAS NOT ON MY BINGO CARD BUT POP OFF KING

Speaking of Goo. Okay holy fuck I need to take a second because sure okay the happy exciting stuff is cute and all but hooh. THE ENTRANCE FIRST OF ALL YOU DIDN'T NEED TO GIVE ME A FUCKING HEART ATTACK DUDE. I THOUGHT FAN WAS ABOUT TO BE MURDERED LIVE ON CAMERA. MY HEART STOPPED WHEN HE SAID "Did you hear that..?" JESUS FUCK, GOO. Also just. The whole.. thing. Him trying to explain and getting the words crossed and making everything sound significantly less dire than they actually are?? And getting flustered and upset because he keeps forgetting and not explaining well and no one is taking him seriously??? I'm actually gonna be sick or cry you guys have no idea how much he means to me holy SHIT.

Initially it was like "oh good lord they've sent Goo to announce the deaths and I don't know whether or not to laugh or cry" and admittedly I was laughing a LOT. Then it got to the end of the stream when he finally SAID the word "die" AND YOU COULD HEAR PAINTY QUIETLY PROCESSING HIS WORDS IN THE BACKGROUND?? MAN. THAT HIT LIKE A TONNE OF BRICKS. SHIT DUDE.

Also back to happy stuff 'cause I forgot something - Bot mention! Seems Fan and Test Tube are keeping it under wraps for a bit which.. debatably fair ig? Hope we get to see more Invitational contestants though, that'd be fun! :D

Watching Thaf's stream and drawing the jolly rancher man :)

So I've been compiling images (and composing myself), I think I'm ready to give my two cents. This'll be broken up into parts because only 10 images per post, so look forward to uh.. a lot! :,)

(MAJOR SPOILERS FOR II EPISODE 17 UNDER CUT)

We're starting with the Purgatory Mansion crew! And ohhh holy FUCK do I have a lot to say about them. First of all just. Fuck. God. Fan rambling during Test Tube's death, trying to keep himself composed?? And his denial of her death, just.. broke me. Painty having to be the one to snap him back into reality and TELL him that she's dead?? AUGHHHH 😭😭

ALSO THE PHONE?? MAN. THAT. THAT HURT.

SPEAKING OF PAINTBRUSH!

Okay I just. I genuinely this this was THE most gut-wrenching scene of II. Period. FUCKING PROPS TO JAZZY MOTHERFUCKING OLIVER CAN I LIKE. MARRY HER?? (/PLATONIC)

Okay so if y'all know me I'm pretty sure you know by now Paintbrush is my favourite OSC character. EVER. Their entire arc, their story, it just. It means so, so much to me. They're the entire reason I discovered I was nonbinary in the first place. They helped me find ways of dealing with anger in a healthy way. This fuckin' paintbrush has done more for me than I think.. ANY other fictional character in the history of ever?? This scene?? I genuinely nearly threw up from how hard I was sobbing.

Also can I just say how glad I am that Jazzy is voicing Paintbrush?? Like I don't think I've mentioned this enough but her vocal skills in this scene were PHENOMINAL and she SERIOUSLY did Painty justice. Good lord when they started crying I screamed out loud. Just. Lightbulb sacrificing herself for them, the whole "you need to be the leader now" thing?? Painty watching whilst all their friends die around them and they just have to sit there?? They can do nothing about it?? FUCK.

Them trying so hard to fight for her?? To SAVE her?? I just. I can't.

Not to mention just. This. Fuck. I'm a hardcore lightbrush shipper through and through so to me this is the equivalent of a child just trying to support their parent through the death of the other parent, but. Even if you see them platonically this hits DEEP. Their best friend, their rock, the silly to their serious, just died in front of them. The only things remaining being her lifeless corpse and a crab that she once gifted to them in memory of their friendship. Plus the symbolism of their flame dying out when Lightbulb dies?? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO FIGHT FOR?? ADAM ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME.

Yeah can you tell I love these guys?? (I'd post the image of Painty BEGGING Bow to tell them how to get back from death, but 10 images per post limit fucked me over :P)

(Hotel folk next!)

I'm. I'm gonna throw up. Afterthoughts will come later I'm crying too hard at the moment I'm sorry.

Okay in light of the trailer, I have my predictions for who I think may die SPECIFICALLY NEXT EPISODE. (Spoilers ofc 💙)

Already dead - obvious, they're (most likely in Toilet's case) already dead. Either by MephoneX, or by other means.

Oh you're FUCKED. - Soap is likely already dead, Yinyang and Goo didn't appear AT ALL in the trailer as far as I can see, I still retain my theory that Fan might die, and I just feel like at least one of the PM residents is gonna die (and if it had to be anyone then why not Apple, y'know?)

Yeah I can see it - I feel like at least ONE of the Bright Lights is gonna die, so Lightbulb, Test Tube, and Painty are there because it's one of them if not Fan. Considering Salt seems to have a major interaction of some kind with Paper, I feel like she's a possibility. Trophy and Tissues I can just. See it happening? Can't really explain it. Finalists there because if a dogfight happens, one may not live :Sadge:

Maybe? - These are all just characters that I feel are kinda just a... 50/50. No strong feelings either way honestly, some are just.. more in the background, to the point where they probably won't be important enough to be killed? Others... I don't know. I just don't think they'll kill people with ties to already dead contestants, but these people have looser connections than others.

Probably not - As said above, I don't think they'll kill Baseball, Taco, or Paper specifically because they have ties to already dead contestants, and witnessed their deaths personally (and/or they were the ONLY ones to see them die). Marsh.. I feel like there's more to be explored with PM and I don't think they'd kill her off YET. Same with Cobs and the Meeples, maybe in a future part, but it feels too soon.

Yeah, no. - It's Box. C'mon.

I'M GENUINELY SHAKING BTW I'M SO SCARED FOR THIS 😭😭

BRIAN KOCH WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU.