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Okay So, If Sanders Sides Had More Feminine Or More Commonly Feminine Names (some Might Not Be) But If
Okay so, if sanders sides had more feminine or more commonly feminine names (some might not be) but if they were women or more feminine presenting and had more feminine names, I feel like it would be a little less like keeping the first letter the same but how it fits on them- like how Logan’s name is Logic? Kinda like that. So here’s my ideas and why:
Elisabeth (Logan): A very strong name, and the English queens who had these names are VERY popular and were very powerful queens. They were both very intelligent and it just seems like it would fit with him. Although one may argue that the royalty names should go to Roman and Remus, I feel like this fits better for him.
Chloe (Roman): Speaking of royalty, when I was originally thinking about names for Roman and about history facts I liked, I remembered Cleopatra. Chloe feels very similar to it, not quite the same but similar enough to me and it seems like a very creative name. Cleopatra I feel is often underestimated in the movies and media she’s in, but truly she’s very intelligent. I feel the same goes for him, in different ways of course.
Marigold (Patton): It’s a beautiful flower and gives off positive vibes to me. Like someone very calm and collected and everything is just okay. It just gives off calm Patton vibes.
Eris (Janus): Eris is a Greek mythology goddess of discord (disagreements) and it seems like Janus. Janus often is there in fights, or has a way of creating arguments based on what could be good for Thomas or good for others.
Diana (Virgil): Kinda an out there name for him, but if we’re going off the theory that his real name is Virgilius (can’t spell) then boom- anyway, this can be taken two ways. Diana, Roman goddess (Greek version being Artemis) or Princess Diana, both being very powerful people that had a lot of leadership and in their own ways did what others wouldn’t. Did what they thought and felt was right.
Pandora (Remus): Pandora was a Greek mythological women who was given a box, told not to open it, and opened it and let out a bunch of bad things but had kept hope. I feel like Remus let’s out a lot of uncomfortable thoughts and that it could be kinda similar? It also just seems like him.
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Happy Father’s Day to Patton and Janus Sanders, the divorced dads ever
I don’t know if it’s because I made that Hamilton inspired Sanders Sides Au four years ago, but Janus reminds me of Burr from the musical quite a bit. More specifically in “The World Was Wide Enough” at the end where he shouts “Wait!” and the lyrics that follow it.
Prologue
Matches and Figures
Words: 702
TW: Anger and Mental Health
“Far from the ones who abandoned you”
His mind started to spin, the room was dim and his inherited anger was no help. Nobody, not even his dad, would help with his feelings. In fact, they only made it worse. It didn’t help that he wasn’t allowed to display anger, be seen and not heard. The room was becoming darker and darker, before it could not be seen at all. His furniture was gone, and it was like he was in his own mind. The orange shapes around the room were only making it worse, they would move even if he wasn’t and were always out of reach. He wanted to scream, tell his dad off about keeping him so sheltered, even break something, but now there was no door. Unable to get out, and it’s not like anybody would be coming in.
“Chasing the love of those humans who made you feel wanted”
He thought about his distant memories, maybe they were dreams but nobody was there to confirm nor deny. A little girl, brown curly hair, just old enough to stand, walking towards him. He thought about who she was, had it already been 13 years? Does she know about him? Does she hate him? It wasn’t making his anger any better, the shapes multiplying. He sat with his head in his hands, covering all but his eyes as his fingers bent. Even worse, she stared at him, her blue eyes staring directly into his, when he shut his eyes and imagined her, the room was white. Just the two of them. In an instant, she was older. This hadn’t happened before. Thirteen now, she stared at him, she had round glasses and such a familiar face. She wore a long, dark blue dress and a white cardigan. Her hair was still brown and curly. She was angry, so angry. Is that why she was visiting him? Not many come to visit unless they’re so blinded with rage- he’s the only one who knows how to deal with it.
“You tried to be tough, but your armors just not good enough”
He had his old glasses on, broken still from his last bout of rage. A friend, his only friend, told him there wasn’t a point to wear his anymore and to get contacts but he was putting it off. Since he could remember, he couldn’t see out of his right eye- he was more insecure about it as a kid when it was still healing. She was walking towards him, a bit of a stomp to her step as she was so angry, and it seemed directed toward him. He opened his eyes in an instant, shocked, confused, and less angry. His furniture was back, the vanity, his bed, the picture of him and his father- it was all there. It was okay- for now. He couldn’t shake her gaze, she wasn’t there anymore, but she was so familiar. He took his glasses off, they were too similar and he couldn’t stand his own reflection to remind him of her.
“Atticus, dinner.” He heard his dad call, he always seemed annoyed lately. It wasn’t like when he was a kid- what changed?
“Got it dad, one second.” He wiped his face, had he been crying? That’s right, everything did change. God, it had been several years already, he’d be over it already you would think, but apparently not.
He walked out towards the hallway and down into the adjoining kitchen, tapping his finger across the wall as he walked and stared at the pictures he grew up seeing.
There it was, the reason for the mood, the abandonment that felt sudden and rocked the core of the entire house. His best friend's older brother, someone he had grown up with, someone he looked up to, and he just left. Hardly a word to him, no goodbye, and shook his father more than he had seen before. The other roommate of the house, basically his uncle, had pulled out a match that night and burned photos out of anger. How were they allowed to be upset but not him? Virgil had left him too, you know?
Song name: Shiny from Moana
WOOOOOO! First fanfic I’m ACTUALLY posting! Hoping this won’t be a kind of thing where jobs check your social media- I use a pen name so maybe it’ll be hidden haha. I like to write and I think this would be a nice prologue, an idea of what’s to come, and an introduction of a character and issue.
If you couldn’t tell, this character is a side who has a parent who is a side, so I’m going to explain how that works. It’s more of just they appear, if a new emotion happens, then it’ll just appear, and depending on what it is, it’s like a child to different sides. So, if a new side is needed, it’ll just appear out of thin air and be there. As this fanfic series goes on, I’ll explain it a bit more, I just don’t want to spoil all the plot twists.
Here, think of it like how Encanto has all those new doors when they’re old enough, when there’s a new side, a new door is there too. And depending on what it is, like how the twins are twins, it could be the “child” of a side. Nothing like the uhm, way. Can you tell I’m very sensitive to specific words I don’t want to say?
This is LIKE a human AU but not too- I’m so scared to actually post my first AU especially since I’ve seen so many AUs where one of the sides has a kid and they get judged HARD. I promise it won’t be like that. It’s more of a “oh look, a child has shown up, I’ll take care of it” thing because they know that if a new side is needed, it’ll happen. AHH PLS DONT JUDGE.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED LEAVE FEEDBACK PLS
(If you need more explaining about it, lmk)
Chapter one is in the making! It’s more Roman centric, and has a flashback :)
Let me know if there’s something you want to see in this series, or change, or explain- I’m looking for opinions with my writing so I can improve
Prologue
Matches and Figures
Words: 702
TW: Anger and Mental Health
“Far from the ones who abandoned you”
His mind started to spin, the room was dim and his inherited anger was no help. Nobody, not even his dad, would help with his feelings. In fact, they only made it worse. It didn’t help that he wasn’t allowed to display anger, be seen and not heard. The room was becoming darker and darker, before it could not be seen at all. His furniture was gone, and it was like he was in his own mind. The orange shapes around the room were only making it worse, they would move even if he wasn’t and were always out of reach. He wanted to scream, tell his dad off about keeping him so sheltered, even break something, but now there was no door. Unable to get out, and it’s not like anybody would be coming in.
“Chasing the love of those humans who made you feel wanted”
He thought about his distant memories, maybe they were dreams but nobody was there to confirm nor deny. A little girl, brown curly hair, just old enough to stand, walking towards him. He thought about who she was, had it already been 13 years? Does she know about him? Does she hate him? It wasn’t making his anger any better, the shapes multiplying. He sat with his head in his hands, covering all but his eyes as his fingers bent. Even worse, she stared at him, her blue eyes staring directly into his, when he shut his eyes and imagined her, the room was white. Just the two of them. In an instant, she was older. This hadn’t happened before. Thirteen now, she stared at him, she had round glasses and such a familiar face. She wore a long, dark blue dress and a white cardigan. Her hair was still brown and curly. She was angry, so angry. Is that why she was visiting him? Not many come to visit unless they’re so blinded with rage- he’s the only one who knows how to deal with it.
“You tried to be tough, but your armors just not good enough”
He had his old glasses on, broken still from his last bout of rage. A friend, his only friend, told him there wasn’t a point to wear his anymore and to get contacts but he was putting it off. Since he could remember, he couldn’t see out of his right eye- he was more insecure about it as a kid when it was still healing. She was walking towards him, a bit of a stomp to her step as she was so angry, and it seemed directed toward him. He opened his eyes in an instant, shocked, confused, and less angry. His furniture was back, the vanity, his bed, the picture of him and his father- it was all there. It was okay- for now. He couldn’t shake her gaze, she wasn’t there anymore, but she was so familiar. He took his glasses off, they were too similar and he couldn’t stand his own reflection to remind him of her.
“Atticus, dinner.” He heard his dad call, he always seemed annoyed lately. It wasn’t like when he was a kid- what changed?
“Got it dad, one second.” He wiped his face, had he been crying? That’s right, everything did change. God, it had been several years already, he’d be over it already you would think, but apparently not.
He walked out towards the hallway and down into the adjoining kitchen, tapping his finger across the wall as he walked and stared at the pictures he grew up seeing.
There it was, the reason for the mood, the abandonment that felt sudden and rocked the core of the entire house. His best friend's older brother, someone he had grown up with, someone he looked up to, and he just left. Hardly a word to him, no goodbye, and shook his father more than he had seen before. The other roommate of the house, basically his uncle, had pulled out a match that night and burned photos out of anger. How were they allowed to be upset but not him? Virgil had left him too, you know?
Song name: Shiny from Moana
WOOOOOO! First fanfic I’m ACTUALLY posting! Hoping this won’t be a kind of thing where jobs check your social media- I use a pen name so maybe it’ll be hidden haha. I like to write and I think this would be a nice prologue, an idea of what’s to come, and an introduction of a character and issue.
If you couldn’t tell, this character is a side who has a parent who is a side, so I’m going to explain how that works. It’s more of just they appear, if a new emotion happens, then it’ll just appear, and depending on what it is, it’s like a child to different sides. So, if a new side is needed, it’ll just appear out of thin air and be there. As this fanfic series goes on, I’ll explain it a bit more, I just don’t want to spoil all the plot twists.
Here, think of it like how Encanto has all those new doors when they’re old enough, when there’s a new side, a new door is there too. And depending on what it is, like how the twins are twins, it could be the “child” of a side. Nothing like the uhm, way. Can you tell I’m very sensitive to specific words I don’t want to say?
This is LIKE a human AU but not too- I’m so scared to actually post my first AU especially since I’ve seen so many AUs where one of the sides has a kid and they get judged HARD. I promise it won’t be like that. It’s more of a “oh look, a child has shown up, I’ll take care of it” thing because they know that if a new side is needed, it’ll happen. AHH PLS DONT JUDGE.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED LEAVE FEEDBACK PLS
(If you need more explaining about it, lmk)
NO WAY! I DIDN’T THINK OF THAT!THATS GENIUS
AND DIDN’T HE THROW IT AT ROMAN WHEN HE WAS GETTING UPSET WITH HIM? AND IT HIT HIM IN THE EYE— Pick your poison on YT has a theory about Orange being blind in one eye— blinded with rage

Why is the ball SPECIFICALLY orange? Sir-
Oh my fucking god it’s a “ball of rage”.. 💀