Update: Currently Losing My Will To Live

Update: Currently losing my will to live✨

Stressing about an exam next week bc I had to study for one tmrw (I have two exams tmrw sobsob) so I didnt stud for the one next week which is an oral one. And I know I shouldnt stress so mich bc I can just retake it soon after should I fail but god damn I just wanna hang out with Jeanist and Edge and do silly things :/

Headcanons time bc I finished studying for today and am enjoying a bath

Starting with

Shinya

I read something once about him growing up in a sorta like bad community and got rescued and I loved that and my headcanon adding to it is that he speaks some almost forgotten very beautiful kind of Japanese that he loves to show off or lets it slip when tired/unfocused

Also that he loves scalding bathes

He definitely says "Hoo haa" a lot especially when practicing cool moved in front of the mirror. "I'm a ninja hoo haa!"

He's a ninja hoo haa

I bet he loved spicy food

Especially soicy Ramen because he soent his first paycheck on Katanas and similar

I picture him and Jeanist sidekicking together for an OC I haven't quite developed yet

I imagine him doing many night patrols for some reason maybe bc I associate it with stealthiness

Tsunagu

Tends to always ignore the absolute blareing red light warnings his body sends him

He's sick? Well he's gonna ignore that and end up more sick because he's not letting himself heal

He doesn't drink enough. Needs constant reminders.

Gives out wardrobe duty as a punishment. That means organizing his wardrobe (or whatever he has at the agency) in any way he chooses. If it's a good day it's just by color and you'll learn 20 new types of blue.

Absolute simp for Shinya and is very happy whenever they're home and Shinya can drop the tough and stooc act and just be a happy little bean

Totally owns a wolf plushie has sonewhere as decoration

Did sunmaries of the notes I have have with chat gpt bc frankly idk how else to even get dtuff done let alone get it into my lil brain

Never ever getting tired of this its so prettyyyyyyy

CW// spiders

I'm adapting a new rendering style :)

[ID] A digital drawing of Best Jeanist from BNHA, specifically his design from an A.U.. He has four eyes and four arms. He's also dressed in a black, lacey, goth outfit with spiderweb patterns embroidered in the sleeves and collar. He has one hand lifted to eye level, from which is hanging a tiny black spider. [end ID]

Can't wait for my oral to be over on Wednesday and for me to be hopefully fine as always when I have a whole breakdown while trying to study. I don't even want a good grade anymore I just wanna pass. So glad I don't study medicine or sth imagine me, someone breaking down over English, did medicine-

Stressing about an exam next week bc I had to study for one tmrw (I have two exams tmrw sobsob) so I didnt stud for the one next week which is an oral one. And I know I shouldnt stress so mich bc I can just retake it soon after should I fail but god damn I just wanna hang out with Jeanist and Edge and do silly things :/

So I did a grayfilter thing on this and I CANNOT BELIEVE how much blue I picked like??? Yall know how these grayfilter ones work HOW DID I RANDOM PICK SO MUCH BLUE. Im a little disappointed by that tbh I wanted sth crazy. Shading and lightning got all the exciting colors😭