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Pairing: Max Verstappen x Fem!Reader
Summary: Seeing your boyfriend play with his nephews stirs emotions inside of you. While it may be the first time you and Max have acknowledged it, it may also be the last.
Warnings: tooth-rotting fluff, like one mention of alcohol, mentions of an unknown future, parenthood, lmk if I've missed anything!
Word Count: 1.0k words (3 mins reading time avg)
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The sun dipped below the Monaco skyline, its rays streaming through the expansive windows of the apartment you shared with Max.
In celebration of his successful '23 season, you both agreed that throwing a rather modest dinner would be the perfect way to bring everyone together after a demanding year.
You'd dumped the last of the dirty plates into the sink, thanking Vic as she was already some steps ahead of you, cloth and disinfectant spray in hand as she wiped down the table.
Casting a quick glance around, you confirmed the absence of any stray cutlery, leaving only everyone's respective cups.
However, both your mind and your movements abruptly hit pause, as if your heart had taken the reins, softening at the sight of your boyfriend playing with his nephews, attentively listening to every word they were saying, whether it was meaningful or mere babble.
You smiled as Luka got up and wrapped his small arms around Max's neck, his hand rubbing up and down his little back.
Your eyes even threatened to well up a bit at the wholesome scene. As you brought your fingers up to your face, Max's gaze lifted to meet yours.
You fake-coughed, pretending to shield your mouth, averting your eyes and busying yourself, desperately trying to regain your previously lost train of thoughts.
Max couldn't help softly smiling to himself, but his moment of retrospect was interrupted by a few taps on his cheek from his nephew, who was determined to recapture his uncle's attention.
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As the evening progressed on, you constantly found your mind plagued with thoughts that unravelled a potential future with him, one that included the laughter and chaos of children.
Yet, a persistent counterargument resounded in your thoughts, reminding you that neither would be ready, both still traversing the barely begun stages of real adulthood.
The internal conflict tugged at your emotions, creating a fine line between the yearning for a future adorned with parenthood and the sober acknowledgment of the unadorned present. As the dinner gradually transitioned into an intimate gathering with hushed conversations among the group that remained, you politely excused yourself.
Max's arm, once comfortably wrapped around your body, now gracefully descended onto the sofa behind you. With your hand placed flat on his thigh, you leveraged yourself up, slipping out of his gentle grasp.
He let maybe five, ten minutes pass by, granting you some alone time should you have needed it.
But eventually, he placed his beer bottle on to the corner table, crossing the lounge before pushing open and then shutting one of the doors to the apartment balcony.
Lost in thought, your mind had barely registered the sound, your body jolting when his hand pressed into the slight dip of your waist.
You sighed when you recognised the touch a few seconds later, turning your head to meet Max's rather sympathetic eyes.
"Sorry," he quietly apologised. You shook your head, dismissing the need for one. Turning to face him, you wrapped both your arms around his torso, gently resting your head against his chest - a hug he warmly welcomed.
"Want to tell me what's going on in that big brain of yours?" He asked, and you could practically sense the smile creeping onto his lips. He had an uncanny knack for knowing when you needed to unload your thoughts, and his intuition was always eerily accurate. You sighed, feeling his grip on you loosen as you pulled away. Leaning against the railing behind you, Max took one step closer, then another. Pursing your lips, you realised how pathetic this may possibly sound when vocalised. "Just watching you with your sister's kids. It got me thinking, I guess."
Your boyfriend already had a strong inkling as to where this was heading, but he patiently granted you the time and space to elaborate.
He arched an eyebrow. "Thinking about what?"
You lightly shrugged, pressing your bottom lip up to your top. You hesitated for a moment before the next words left your mouth.
"You know, family and stuff. Kids."
Max studied your face for a moment. "Kids, huh?" He said with a knowing smile.
You avoided eye contact, answering with a simple, "I don't know."
He chuckled softly. "Is 'I don't know' code for 'I do know but I'm scared to share my answer' because you think I don't know mine?"
Caught off guard, you silently cursed that eerie sixth sense of his, tensing as you looked up into his eyes. They were light, despite the depth of the topic.
You frowned. "Well, do you.. want children, I mean?"
There was a warmth in his gaze, one that offered you comfort. He looked over your face, his shoulders slumped as if the walls of undiscussed territory had crumbled without much of a fight.
"With you, yeah."
Your frown deepened, but this time, a different emotion flickered in your eyes.
His admission was unexpected, and a pleasant shock washed over you. The corners of your lips twitched as surprise softened into a tender smile. For a moment, your gaze lingered on his face, searching for any sign of jest or hesitation, but you didn't find any.
"If you're ready, then so am I." He added.
And just like that, the hours you spent wrestling with your own thoughts now dissipated into the evening breeze. You held back the surge of emotions within you, searching for the right words.
"Really?" you managed, but not without a quiet sob escaping at the end.
Max chuckled, rolling his eyes as he pulled you into him, embracing you for the second time tonight.
"So fragile," he teased, and you smiled despite the tears streaming down your face.
"Shut up," you retorted, your voice a mixture of laughter and tears.
There was a moment's quiet before your boyfriend spoke. "On second thought, why do I need a baby when I've got one right here?"
It was your turn to roll your eyes now, your voice muffled as you tried to argue.
"Babies cry a lot more."
"Hmm, between you and a newborn? I'd say it's pretty even."
You lightly slapped Max's stomach with your hand; his laughter eventually melting into a warm smile, and he pressed a lingering kiss to the top of your head.
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Pairing: Lance Stroll ร Fem!Reader
Summary: Asking the driver of the team you work for to attend a wedding with you as your fake date is possibly one of the dumbest ideas you've had ever.. but also one of the best.
Warnings: angst, Reader being very torn, lots of obliviousness, fluff, emosh, implies smut but none of it, little bit of back and forth but issa good ending ofc :')
Word Count: 4.1k words (15 mins reading time avg)
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"What is it?"
Tom crosses his arms over his chest, glancing back at Lance and eyeing him suspiciously through the car door window.
He's occupied with his phone but his foot is tapping impatiently against the floor mat in the car.
"Now would be a great time to spit it out," you regain his attention through gritted teeth. Your patience was wearing thin, you had somewhere to be and your ex was holding you up frustratingly slowly.
He lets out a sigh, his eyes darting over your face. He seems on edge.
"I was on Instagram yesterday," his gaze fell to the concrete pavement underfoot and you shrug.
"Congratulations." You retort sarcastically and Tom brings one foot forward towards you, "did you really think nothing was going to come of it?"
You furrow your brows, "come out of what?"
He tuts, finding your stubbornness to read between the lines all the more familiar from when you used to date.
"You and Lance on a 'romantic getaway', maybe you've fooled everyone else but you haven't fooled the press." He air-quoted with his fingers and you felt like the wind had knocked the breath out of your lungs.
"I-I don't see your point." You raise a subconscious barrier, certainly overcome with the realisation that agreeing to speak to him was a big mistake.
Your jaw clenches and you resist the urge to look around you, as if you were going to find a camera blinking back.
"It got online, Y/N. Started from Daisy's Instagram story to the most trending topic on Twitter." He explains, with a level of smugness in his voice that you can't help squinting your eyes at.
He caught you in a lie, but right now, that was the least of your worries.
Fists form by your sides and panic begins settling into your chest. "And how did it get on Twitter in the first place?" The distaste in your tone when you bit back was surely evident.
Bit by bit, you start to feel a sense of chaos enveloping you, like you've somehow misplaced the capacity to hold everything together.
He shrugs mutely but the quirk of his lip makes you think he had a bigger part to play in this fuck-up disguised as a Monday morning.
As your gaze falls, you avoid meeting his eyes again, even when he nudges your arm to recover your waning attention. Detached, you're occupied in crafting a plan to get through the remaining six hours you have left with Lance.
Once that time is up, you'll be free from any scrutiny, whether it be from the media or your family, and finally be done with him.
With all of this.
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You shouldn't have been so disengaged but you couldn't help it, your thumb endlessly scrolling through Twitter, confirming what Tom had been telling you earlier.
You'd seen only one or two tweets unrelated to the topic since you opened the app a few minutes ago.
You swallow, locking your phone and looking up from your lap. You try to involve yourself in your siblings' conversation but fail miserably, your wandering mind not allowing you to do such a thing as ignore this mess.
Lance is laughing at a video Kevin is showing him, and you wonder if he's seen anything about it yet.
He'd been on his phone in the car after your conversation with your ex had ended, and the object had been with him ever since. You were at the very least surprised nobody had even messaged him yet.
Unless he was playing dumb.
"Y/N, what time you heading out?" Your mind is in a bit of a scramble when your mother perks up with a question, meeting her eyes, you can't help but stutter.
Lance steps in.
"8 o'clock. We're both heading back to the factory." You're grateful but he eyes you questionably, you've had tougher questions than that come at you this weekend.
He smiles at the irony but you don't return it, looking away.
His eyebrows knit together and he presumes whatever your ex had told you was what'd gotten you in a distant mood, he makes a mental note to ask you about it later.
You can feel his eyes trained on you until your brother whisks him away into another conversation.
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The ride back home's quiet, with the radio airing fresh songs whose lyrics you're not entirely familiar with. However, their tunes are infectious, prompting your fingers to rhythmically tap along.
Lance fidgets with the leather material of the steering wheel, glancing at you every now and again.
After a while, he stretches his hand to the volume knob, reducing it. You sigh inwardly, knowing that he'd picked up on your subdued mood at breakfast, which meant the upcoming conversation was quite a predictable one.
"What did your ex want to tell you?" Lance asks, his voice curious. You press your lips together, absently twisting your cuff bangle around your wrist.
"Nothing." Perhaps if you avoided the topic for long enough, he'd drop it and choose to never touch on it again.
"You spoke for a while. He didn't say anything?" He persisted.
"Has Grace reached out to you?" You pivot away from his previous question by planting another in its place about the team's communications manager.
Lance seems confused as to why it's relevant to the conversation but answers nonetheless.
"Grace? No. Why would she?" You shake your head, not commenting further as you try to muster up a plan and the courage to tell him the truth.
You desperately hoped to avoid his anger, not wanting to sow any seeds of regret in his mind about joining you this weekend.
It's almost comical how rapidly things have unravelled since this morning.
As Lance parks a few feet away from your open driveway, you swiftly step out of the car, leaving him to catch up.
He manages to close the car door just as you round the gate, moving briskly to ascend the patio steps.
He jogs to try and keep with you, skipping the middle step and succeeding when his fingers wrap tightly around your wrist, keeping you from reaching into your bag for the house key.
"Y/N, what's bothering you?" He asks curtly.
Your jaw tightens, the conversation with your ex was replaying in your mind like a relentless torture, preventing you from forgetting it no matter how desperately you wanted to.
An uncertain feeling settles in the pit of your stomach, and you release a shaky breath, deciding to be straightforward.
"He said that-" Your words hang unfinished as you glance up at the front door swinging open. Your sister looks up from her phone, holding a plastic bottle in her other hand.
"Looks like you didn't manage to beat the traffic after all, huh?" She quips, tucking her phone into her jean pocket.
Her gaze shifts between the two of you, a hint of suspicion in her eyes, focusing momentarily on Lance's hand wrapped around your wrist.
He eases it, and Daisy casually tosses the plastic bottle into the recycling bin.
You offer an awkward smile. "Yeah, must be lunchtime at work," you explain. Daisy nods, stepping aside to allow you and Lance to pass before closing the door behind her.
"I'm going to get back to packing," you add, slipping off your flats and hopping onto the first step of the staircase.
You notice Daisy raising her finger at Lance, and you swiftly intervene, "Dais, he didn't do anything." You assert and she lowers her finger back to her side.
Despite being younger, she's remarkably swift to defend her siblings whenever necessary, often disregarding external opinions, even if those opinions are attempting to correct her misjudgement.
"Better not have," she mutters, giving Lance a once-over before heading off to the kitchen.
You release a sigh as the door creaks shut, avoiding his lingering gaze and resuming your retreat up to your bedroom to finish off packing your suitcase.
...
You delicately place your rings back into the small gaps amidst the cushions of the jewellery box, your throat tightening as the sound of Lance adjusting his gym bag reaches your ears from the distant corner of the room.
Silence hung between you both ever since he ascended the stairs a few minutes after you had entered your room.
Passing a hand through his hair, he looked up at you while you zipped up the jewellery box. You shifted to the opposite side of the bed, unlatching your closed suitcase then bending down to retrieve the laundry basket, placing it on to the bed with a gentle plop.
"Can you please talk to me? Tell me the truth or even tell me a lie, but just say something," he implores. Your shoulders slumping as you methodically fold your clean laundry into your suitcase, your actions momentarily faltering.
His voice carried a note of pleading, and your continued silence only reinforced the notion that something was wrong. It went beyond the subdued atmosphere during breakfast and the unrelated question in the car.
โThe press knows, Lance.โ You say firmly.
"What?" he responds, though he clearly heard every word.
You observe the shift in his expression, the gentleness giving way to a hardened look. Your words momentarily escape you, leaving you with an urge to resume folding, using it as a feeble distraction.
โWhat do you mean the press knows?โ He says concisely and you shut your eyes, your gaze facing downward.
โAbout this, us, I donโt know.โ your voice wavers as you try to explain..
โHe told you that?โ No name was mentioned but the contempt in his voice gives room for enough assumption to be made.
โYes,โ you confirm quietly.
โOf course he did.โ He mutters under his breath but you hear it anyway. Your eyebrows knit together subtly, โwhat do you mean?โ
He locks eyes with you, and if you said that the chill in his gaze didn't give you a slight shiver of intimidation, you'd be lying.
โWhat did I ask you when he showed up at the door? I asked you why you were still bothering with him?โ He stresses breathily, overwhelmed by the situation.
โI told you it didnโt mean anything. I didnโt know this is what heโd tell me.โ You counter.
โHe probably had a part to play in it,โ Lance assumes and you shake your head, โthereโs nothing to gain. With Tom, itโs all talk. Going to the press just - it doesnโt make sense.โ
โIt doesnโt need to make sense, how is he conveniently the only one who knows about it?โ He lowers his voice and you blink, averting your gaze. He had a point.
โIโll talk to Grace, thisโll be fixed.โ You try to assure him, picking your phone up from the bedside table.
โBy doing what, telling everyone this was a lie?โ He bristles and a twinge of pain overcomes your chest.
โGuess that was the whole point anyway.โ he grinds out the last part of his sentence in a harsh whisper, his jaw clenching. You stiffen, his words carry a sting with them.
The realisation of the situation hits you, what he had mentioned to your mother about the challenges of maintaining a relationship in the public eye had practically come to fruition.
Though a relationship was far from what you had.
โThis was all fake, wasnโt it?โ you murmur, directing the question more towards yourself than the man standing before you.
"What?" He asks, having caught only a faint mumble escaping your lips. You shake your head, swallowing your words, focused on not letting them slip out again.
โฆ
โOkay, yeah, weโre uh, weโre on our way soon.โ You conclude the call, a small sense of relief washing over you after speaking to Grace.
She'd appeared relatively composed despite you having explained the situation to her in an undeniable panic.
You slide the phone face down on to the counter in the bathroom, leaning your head on the door, hoping that no one needed to relieve themselves in the next five minutes it would probably take for you to process your own thoughts.
You wince a touch as you recall the words that last fell from Lanceโs mouth.
A lie was what it was, but it was strangely intense hearing it tumble from his lips.
Considering the feelings you only recently and barely had admitted to yourself and him, the weight of all of that felt as if it was coming down on you now.
But the bandage around your knee, the burden of responsibility, the dancing, the kisses, the way his gaze held you. Him. They all form as a defence argument inside your mind as you rattle through the weekend, it can't all have been fake.
You carelessly yearn for the weekend's routine โ his presence, sharing laughter over the words he adopted from your uncle, the pushes into the swimming pool, the undeniable escalation of tension between you.
You realised it yesterday, though you never wanted to admit it. When his lips gravitated towards yours and his grip on your waist tightened, you realised.
You realised youโre in love with Lance Stroll. How irresponsible.
...
You quickly wipe away the tear sliding down your cheek, stealing a glance at the taxi driver who thankfully remained oblivious. You were a few minutes away from the factory, Grace emailed you this morning to call you in for a PR meeting but the topic of it was naturally foreseeable.
You hadn't yet managed to build up enough courage to text Lance, thank him for the days he wasted away to fabricate a relationship, despite it not lasting long. By the time you'd arrived back at your apartment, your sister had left you a few messages, screenshots of her Twitter feed.
She had reluctantly agreed not to inform your parents. The situation was already fraught with complexity, and having your parents involved would only make matters worse.
You offer a small, not overly enthusiastic smile as you step into the meeting room and catch sight of Lance, Grace, and the familiar members of the communications department all awaiting your arrival.
While Grace briefed everyone on the purpose of the meeting, the only faces that didn't register surprise were yours, hers, and his. You kept your gaze directed downward, fiddling with the rings on your fingers, your expression revealing nothing.
"Y/N, you mentioned you had something to share," Grace prompts, and you lift your gaze, nodding slightly. You take a moment to gauge the atmosphere in the room before you begin speaking.
"Yeah, thank you. I just wanted to say I'm uh I'm sorry for this. Perhaps I was being reckless for not thinking about the damage it might do beforehand, it was only supposed to be a simple favour." You admit, accompanied by a nervous smile.
Lance glances at you, his hands diving deeper into his pockets, inadvertently tearing apart the tissues crammed within them with his fingers.
You couldn't find any faults in their strategy to handle the potential public backlash, though at the moment, there wasn't much of it. However, Grace didn't omit the fact that the fallout could arise if indirect communication between the team and the fans was completely severed.
Several team members chimed in, contributing potential pros and cons to each of the strategies Grace had outlined. After around an hour of deliberation, with back-and-fourths aplenty, the group finally settled on the most suitable course of action.
โLance, anything to add?โ He broke his gaze away and looked up at the manager, โno. Sounds good.โ
You acknowledge the fact that he seems entirely disinterested in what was happening in front of him but for good reason. You were the one who dragged him into this so in turn, it seemed unfair that he was one who had to bear the consequences of dealing with it as well.
When the meeting wrapped up, Grace allowed everyone to leave the room but you. You hoped this wouldnโt be a reprimand but you canโt deny that you had been holding a faint expectation of one.
โY/N, Iโm not that old,โ your eyebrows draw together in confusion and she continues, โbut I can pick up on a few things every now and again.โ
You struggle to maintain the conversation, your lips parting as you respond, "I-I'm not sure what you mean."
"I'm certain this past weekend has been quite eventful, full of surprises," she emphasises, and perhaps you're leaning on the side of obliviousness because you still can't quite grasp the significance of her words.
Seemingly filled with riddles, you couldn't help but think.
โThereโs a way that this entire situation could be fixed before weโd even have to step in.โ Grace concedes, her words leaving a weighty impression on you, their meaning gradually becoming clearer as her sentences unfold.
โI see the way he looks at you,โ she confesses quietly and you swallow.
Your gaze drops and her eyes narrow, โwhat is it that youโre not telling me?โ Her attention to detail leaves you slightly frustrated, yet you can't help but acknowledge that it's this very trait which helps her excel at her job.
You waver in your decision, but you'd been carrying this weight within you for nearly a week. Thus, when the words begin to spill out of your mouth, you don't feel any remorse for your lack of restraint.
โHe told me it was a lie. How can I tell someone who told me this was practically bullshit that I lo-โ You cut yourself off, the words catching in your throat as you shift uneasily on your feet, feeling tears well up in your eyes.
"Do one better. Tell him the truth."
...
The Friday morning, two days after your brief conversation with Grace left you realising that she was right. The words you needed to express couldn't linger unsaid any longer. They had been gnawing at you, a constant replay of Lance's words echoing in your mind.
She appeared rather pleased that you chose to heed her suggestion when you approached her in the office. With her help, you managed to secure permission from the chief engineer, granting you the opportunity to visit the pit garage during track time at Silverstone.
Deciding to give him some time for his laps, you instead opted to stand on the balcony directly above the track, taking in the view. As you watched, nerves arose again upon seeing the engineers guide his car back into the garage.
It takes you a bit of time to reach the garage, as it's quite a distance to cover. However, the absence of crowds and the limited presence of other teams in the paddock make your journey a little quicker. You glance around his section of the garage, trying to spot him, but it's him who spots you first.
His smile wavers, and his ongoing conversation with an engineer comes to an abrupt stop. His race suit hangs around his waist, and his helmet rests on the counter behind him.
Navigating past a couple of engineers, you approach him, and he moves toward you with measured steps. His gaze roves across your features, seeking clues about your unexpected presence, but your expression reveals little beyond a gentle demeanour.
You take a breath through your nose, forcing a smile to greet him instead of merely gazing in silence. It's the first time you've been in such close proximity to him since the wedding day, a time that holds positive memories for a change.
"I, uh," your words falter in your throat, and you clench your jaw in an attempt to gather yourself. He remains silent, admiring.
โDo you have a minute?โ You ask, a little quieter. He nods curtly, prompting you to follow him, probably to a place that wasnโt full of engineers and various personnel.
You allow him to guide you into what appears to be a communal drivers' room, presumably accessible to any driver in need. Once you're inside, he shuts the door behind you.
The confined space of the room doesn't escape your notice, but you choose not to focus on it. Instead, you concentrate on gathering your words.
Eventually, the only thing that does manage to come out is, โwas it all a lie?โ You ask in a whisper, though audible enough for him to hear.
Lance lifts his eyebrows in surprise, clearly not anticipating the direction that the conversation has taken. It seems your question caught him off guard.
As he remains silent, you interpret his lack of response as an invitation to elaborate on what you're asking, โwhat you said. There being something between us.โ
He approaches you in the small space, his lips parting as he searches for the right words. โYou know it wasnโt a lie.โ You exhale a quiet sigh of relief, the similar emotions youโd been feeling the night on the dance floor stirring within you again.
It was a warm feeling. A comforting one.
His presence evokes memories of that night at the club, a feeling of protection enveloping you as if he were a shield of safety. However, the current proximity feels incomplete, lacking his touch on any part of your body โ not around your waist, not on your arms, nor on your hips.
Perhaps, after pulling him into your mess, you deserved this sense of deprivation, as if it were a consequence of your own actions.
Several moments pass in silence within the room, a lapse in time that you're only drawn out of when he places his hand on your neck, his thumb gently tracing your jawline.
The touch pulls you back to the present, and his gaze moves from your eyes to your lips, his intention clear.
โI think I might go crazy if I donโt tell you this in the next ten seconds,โ you breathily admit and Lanceโs eyebrow quirks up in curiosity.
โWant me to start counting?โ You scoff, a small smile tugging at your lips as you shake your head. His lack of seriousness manages to alleviate the tension slightly, making the impending conversation a touch more manageable.
"I, uh," you stutter, and he senses your nervousness, granting you a bit more time even though the ten seconds were swiftly ticking away.
"I'm in love with you," you blurt out, and a slight smile tugs at the corner of his lips. His gaze locks onto yours, the tension between you escalating threefold more than the time you had left things unresolved by the swimming pool all those days ago.
"I, uh, I didn't quite catch that," he replies and your eyes narrow. You tilt your head, offering him a silent caution. He grins, "what?"
"Don't. Don't make me do it again," you warn him playfully. A soft chuckle escapes his lips, and you can't help but smile in response.
"Why? Did you not mean to say-" Refusing to let him complete his sentence, you fist his shirt in your hand and pull him towards you. Your lips crash together in a fervent kiss, and he yields to your lead as you guide him backward until his back meets the wooden cupboard.
His hands tenderly cradle your cheeks before sliding down to your waist, drawing you closer to him. You succumb to the sensation of his touch, his fingers slipping beneath the hem of your top. The warmth of his palm against your bare skin rekindles a familiar sensation within you, one you had sorely missed.
A soft moan escapes your lips as his hand exerts pressure on your skin. "Lance," you murmur against his lips, pulling back slightly, but only by a few inches. His hand shifts to your back, preventing you from retreating any further.
Guilt washes over you as you come to the realisation that you could have had this moment much earlier. "I wish I had listened to you. I wish I hadn't heard him out," you confess, whispering.
"Hey," he murmurs, his touch gentle as he traces over the skin you only ever want him to touch. His gaze meets yours, and his eyes reflect a desire that you're certain he had kept hidden until now.
โIโm way too fucking in love with you to give a shit about that.. prick.โ You chuckle softly, but his gaze remains fixed on you.
"I'd offer to take you out to dinner, but that seems like too small a repayment now," he says, and you blink, acutely attuned to his words.
โWhat do you have in mind?โ Your fingers gently threading through his hair as your hand settles at the back of his neck.
"A few things," he replies, his smile warm and suggestive.
He continues and you blush when you feel his thumb fiddling with the band of your bra. โJust me and you, what do you say to another weekend away?โ
...
A/N: AND THAT IS A WRAP! Seriously though, thank you all so much for your support during this lil mini-series, itโs truly been so motivating <33 Iโll be hard at work writing again after a lil break so this is a reminder to make you sure you take care of yourself too, and put yourself first!!
Mwah, love you all loads ;)
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