Im Ruined

I’m ruined 😭😭😭 

Yoongi and OC and their unconditional love. He's so hurt and sad but still finds strength to comfort her and be gentle with her. He's the only one she needs.

And the scene in the dining room. The knife, chopsticks, black fog, Yoongi in his full Creator mode, damn. It was so hot. The irony is that the smut in previous chapter made me anxious and and fight scene got me turned on.

I didn't expect anything good from Jimin, but Taehyung?! I'm so angry and disappointed. I thought that he will come crawling, begging for forgiveness and he acted like nothing happened. Like OC’s life wasn't in danger. He should know that if Yoongi decided to feed her his blood that it was necessary to keep her alive. I can't believe how weak he is, and how easily manipulative.

I can't believe that OC still wants to talk to him and she even deffended him. I’m shocked. He and Jimin can get lost for what I care. I will never forgive them that our poor OC blames and hates herself because of them. I want to give her the biggest hug and tell her that it was never her fault. Thank god she has Yoongi and others to do that.

How do you do that Sibi? huh? How does it feel to play with our emotions?

↳ Index [Chapter 18 - Chasma]

• Chasma (Latin, chasm)

Warnings: violence, like a lot of violence, graphic cursing, big sad, fear of abandonment, suicidal thoughts & self-hatred, lots of hurt & comfort moments sprinkled in between, there is more hurt than comfort though 

Wordcount: 11.5k

a/n: :(

You wake before Yoongi. He has his back turned to you. His legs are pulled to his chest and his hands are between his knees. He looks small like that and on other days you would have called him cute. But this morning it feels wrong to call him cute. You feel like you don’t deserve to call him like that.

You don’t think you have ever seen him in so much distress before.

Last night ripped you apart.

How he touched you with shaking hands, how his voice almost broke with every word he spoke, how he cried so miserably.

It is burned into your memories and haunts you.

You feel awful. You feel so fucking awful that your stomach aches and you feel close to throwing up.

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Woaaah, this was so cute. I had smile on face all the time through part 1 and part 2.

We all need sweet boy Handyman Jungkook in our lives

two point five. part two (m) jjk.

part one.

pairing. handyman!jk x reader genre. smut, fluff, friends to lovers word count. 12k warnings. jungkook’s love language is physical touch in case u were wondering!!, lots of kissing, fingering, too much teasing, multiple orgasms, jungkook might have a thing for overstimulation idk, unprotected sex, creampie hehe summary. so what if jungkook had loosened your bathroom pipes and his friends loved to tease him about you and your friendship. all he could think about was why the hell you hadn’t text him to fix it yet.  note. our fav handyman is back!! hehe thank u guys for loving him so much, i really enjoy writing about these two cute dummies. pls let me know what u think, feel free to send some more thirst asks abt him bc i will def be writing more drabbles abt them now<3

The sun beats down on Jungkook’s skin, leaving it prickling with sweat as he finishes loading up his truck. The thin white wifebeater does nothing to protect him from the heat, but he was using it to his advantage. He was currently on a job in the hills, a rich older woman wanting some help with hanging large day beds under her porch—and she brought her friends along to observe. 

Jungkook wasn’t stupid. He knew they weren’t interested in learning how to do this themselves. No, they were interested in the younger, tattooed and sweaty man grunting as he did it all himself. So he gave them a show, taking off his thicker shirt, revealing more of his body as he worked, raking his hands through his hair as he subtly flexed. He’d like to think it was an art. 

It really did pay off though. They brought out lemonade for him and even gave him a hefty tip, all of them giggling when he winked and wished them a good day before leaving. He really knew how to milk it. 

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I love them 🥺 I love them 😢 I love them 😭

And I want to give them both the biggest hug and whole fuc**ng world. They are the most precious people.

When Yoongi said to Jungkook that it's ok to cry just not doing it alone, I had tears in my eyes because it's what irl Yoongi said to Jungkook when he had hard time in the past 🤧 It's so good that they have each other, they can trust each other and feel safe in each other's company. I hope it never ends.

And when Yoongi was talking about OC, how he loves her and wants to keep her safe, and about blue colour. Aaaarghg

Great, great, great chapter!!!!

Only them could switch from deep conversion and heavy topics to talking about oral in a blink of an eye 🤭

↳ Index [Chapter 16 - Ehrlichkeit]

• Ehrlichkeit (German, honesty)

Warnings: emotional conversations, Yoongi opens up to Kookie & it’s beautiful, the unconditional love they share :(

Wordcount: 6.1k

a/n: i love them, i love them, i love them

Yoongi opens his eyes. He didn’t sleep much, but he doesn’t feel tired. He doesn’t get tired easily. It’s in his nature. You are still in his arms, fingers holding onto a bundle of his shirt just like you did when you fell asleep. Your body feels soft in relaxation.

“Hm”, he hums and smiles, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head. It makes you nuzzle into him even tighter. He pats the back of your head then looks at Jungkook. The young vampire is staring into the darkness, body tense and eyes slightly glassy.

“What’s wrong?” Yoongi whispers.

Jungkook flinches and looks at Yoongi with widened eyes. Yoongi knows that he didn’t expect him to be awake.

“Her heartbeat is really loud”, Jungkook says, pointing at his own ears with shaking fingers.

Yoongi understands instantly.

“Should we take a walk?” he suggests.

“Yes please.”

“Okay, let’s go”, Yoongi says and wiggles out of your grasp.

“Yoongi”, you whimper, half asleep and barely there.

“I’ll be back soon, princess. Go back to sleep”, he assures you, kissing your cheek.

You hum quietly, having already fallen asleep again.

The two vampires leave the room once dressed. They leave the hotel as well, walking on the empty streets next to each other. The night is cold, heavy fog hangs deep into the city and the air smells fresh. Jungkook seems to breathe easier because of it, but he still carries tension in his stance.

Yoongi doesn’t talk, because he knows that Jungkook needs the silence. Jungkook doesn’t talk because he is lost in his own thoughts.

The city turns the streetlights off after a certain time. The streets are pitch black, but to them it looks like a bright full moon night when snow lies on the world. Outlines are clear, paths are obvious and their faces are visible entirely.

The motel was close to a park. The gates are locked but the two vampires don’t mind. One little jump and their feet touch soft grass.

“Do you think someone saw us?” Jungkook asks.

“No. Not in that darkness”, Yoongi assures him, “come. I hear shuffling.”

“I think it’s a badger.”

“Yeah it sounds like one. Do you want to eat it?”

“No, I’m not hungry. You were really filling.”

“Okay.”

The shuffling of little feet drowns out in their ears again right as they cross a corner. The grass blends into an asphalt path. Yoongi can hear the dampness stick to their shoes and somewhere far away water drips from a leaf onto the ground.

Jungkook inhales and exhales in a defeated sigh, kicking a pebble into the gutter. It hits the ground after a second, making an echoing sound of impact. It sounds loud in the vampires’ ears, but was mostly silent for humans.

“How do you do that, hyung?” he asks.

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Oh, what a sad chapter 🥺😭 

I’m sorry for OC. I’m sorry for Yoongi. I’m sorry for Taehyung. I’m sorry for Jimin. I want to believe in him being a better person from now on so badly.

↳ Index [Chapter 27 - Guilt]

Warnings: nightmares, Jimin is finally bettering himself, she keeps overthinking, Yoongi is going through it this chapter hahaha not in a bad way, this is both very sweet but also has sad moments

Wordcount: 7.1k

a/n: we stan a man wanting to do better

The kitchen is filled with the smell of food. The air dances in the music of Hoseok’s playlist. The latter is currently showing off a dance move to Yoongi, who shows him his support by nodding his head as his arms are crossed in front of his chest.

“Are you getting the peppers soon?” Seokjin calls over his shoulder.

“Yeah, yeah soon. God, I was showing off my moves”, Hoseok whines, stopping his dance, “sorry hyung, it’ll have to wait.”

“Yeah, yeah”, Yoongi dismisses him but overall he looks very content with himself.

“What did you think of it?”

“It looked good”, Yoongi praises him which makes Hoseok show off a huge grin.

“You guys seem to have fun”, you call their attention.

“Oh guys, finally you’re done. The entire house heard you”, Hoseok says.

“What do you mean?”

Hoseok rolls his hips in a sexual way, making weird faces as he does.

“Eh-hey”, he says, wiggling his brows.

“You’re so gross, will you finally get the peppers?” Seokjin hisses.

Hoseok stumbles away with a cackle, soon disappearing in the pantry.

“Did you actually…”

“No. He’s gross and listened in”, Seokjin answers you, studying you from head to toe, “how are you doing, Taehyung?”

“Good thank you for asking. And you?” he says.

“Good, yeah”, Seokjin purses his lips in preparation for what he will say, “I’m glad you’re feeling better.”

“Oh uhm”, Taehyung lowers his gaze shyly, “thank you, that means a lot to me.”

“Mhm yeah”, Seokjin turns back to the stove, stirring the onion with bright red ears.

“I’m happy too”, Emma says, giving Taehyung a sweet smile, “we have to do another dance party soon. I’ll get my Banjo then”, she adds.

“Certainly!” Taehyung nods his head vigorously, “oh, I haven’t played folk in so long, we ought to do it soon.”

“Definitely”, she says, flashing him one last smile before returning to her task of dicing the pumpkin.

Taehyung looks at you with sparkling eyes. Did you see that? He says with that look, we are finally getting along. For the first time in far too many months his eyes carried honest life in them again and you are so happy that they do, hoping that it will never die out again. 

You lean in to peck his cheek, telling him that you were happy with it.

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Cutest little bean 😊

jeon jungkook, stop making my heart flutter like this

OC my baby come here 🫂

Seokjin I love you bro👏🏻

Hobi being back to his usal self🤭 although when he was talking with his vampire face 🔥

Yoongi being protective boyfriend ang giving her a new ring made especially for her 🥹

THE PINKIES 🥰

not Jungkook at the end, schemming for his “Mommy and Daddy” to be happy again😂

CAN THEY JUST STAY IN THIS LOVELY PLACE FOREVER

↳ Index [Chapter 19 - Seaside]

Warnings: big sad, but it’s a little tinier already, the fighting continues, fears of abandonment & so much guilt, OC does way too much overthinking, Yoongi has done no wrong, I tried to sprinkle some good moments in between for damage control hahahelp, this is a healthy balance of hurt and comfort

Wordcount: 11.9k

a/n: i hope that there isn’t too much happening, but i thought that we all want them to make up as soon as possible. originally this chapter was supposed to be three individual chapters fjadsf it’s better that way i think

Yoongi isn’t with you when you wake the next morning. His clothes are gone. The only thing greeting you is the little leaf he picked for you last night. You sit up and reach for it, cradling the little bowl of water in which he put it. The sunlight is breaking in the water, casting figures of lights on the edges of the bowl in golden colours. On the parts where the leaf prevents the light from shining a small black dot is painted on the edge.

“Fuck”, you press out under your breath, lowering the bowl to your lap.

You don’t feel better. You feel awful. The sleep should have helped you, but it didn’t. All it did was stop the pain for a few hours. It is back again, now that you are alone and Yoongi is gone.

You wonder if he has already left. If he has taken Jungkook and the others and left you in this tiny single person bed. You wouldn’t even be angry at him if he did. You would deserve it.

You can’t believe that he still took care of you last night. After all the shit you did. The guilt you feel because of it makes you sick to the stomach. Yoongi shouldn’t have had to take care of you. He should have left you to cry and not given a shit. 

You hear a knock on your door.

You lift your head, but can’t call out to whoever is knocking.

The door opens regardless.

Hoseok steps in.

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