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All I can think of when I’m trying to add the bio is:  Hi, I’m broken.  Don’t make sudden movements when we’re in close proximity. I may lose my shit if we have sex. I will probably cry hard for no apparent reason.  In public.  And there’s a 60% chance I’ll ghost you without warning.  Oh and I like hiking, reading and food n shit.

I’ve just impulsively installed Tinder. Someone talk me out of this.

I’m ruined 😭😭😭 

Yoongi and OC and their unconditional love. He's so hurt and sad but still finds strength to comfort her and be gentle with her. He's the only one she needs.

And the scene in the dining room. The knife, chopsticks, black fog, Yoongi in his full Creator mode, damn. It was so hot. The irony is that the smut in previous chapter made me anxious and and fight scene got me turned on.

I didn't expect anything good from Jimin, but Taehyung?! I'm so angry and disappointed. I thought that he will come crawling, begging for forgiveness and he acted like nothing happened. Like OC’s life wasn't in danger. He should know that if Yoongi decided to feed her his blood that it was necessary to keep her alive. I can't believe how weak he is, and how easily manipulative.

I can't believe that OC still wants to talk to him and she even deffended him. I’m shocked. He and Jimin can get lost for what I care. I will never forgive them that our poor OC blames and hates herself because of them. I want to give her the biggest hug and tell her that it was never her fault. Thank god she has Yoongi and others to do that.

How do you do that Sibi? huh? How does it feel to play with our emotions?

↳ Index [Chapter 18 - Chasma]

• Chasma (Latin, chasm)

Warnings: violence, like a lot of violence, graphic cursing, big sad, fear of abandonment, suicidal thoughts & self-hatred, lots of hurt & comfort moments sprinkled in between, there is more hurt than comfort though 

Wordcount: 11.5k

a/n: :(

You wake before Yoongi. He has his back turned to you. His legs are pulled to his chest and his hands are between his knees. He looks small like that and on other days you would have called him cute. But this morning it feels wrong to call him cute. You feel like you don’t deserve to call him like that.

You don’t think you have ever seen him in so much distress before.

Last night ripped you apart.

How he touched you with shaking hands, how his voice almost broke with every word he spoke, how he cried so miserably.

It is burned into your memories and haunts you.

You feel awful. You feel so fucking awful that your stomach aches and you feel close to throwing up.

Czytaj dalej

I forgot what I was doing 🥴

JUNGKOOK FOR CALVIN KLEIN

.・゜゜・・゜゜・．.・゜゜・★

cw: soft dom! mingyu x slight pillow princess! reader, fem! reader, pwp, oral (fem and male receiving), slight overstimulation, praise, mentions of cum, npr

18+ minors do not interact !

boyfriend! mingyu who is completely obsessed with burying his face in your sopping cunt until your fingers are weaved between his locks and you’re coming multiple times in a row. he won’t let up, not because he’s being mean or punishing you with overstimulation—although occasionally, that is the case—but because you, his sweet, pretty girl, deserves nothing less than his tongue lapping restlessly at your folds. It’s embarrassingly easy for him to get pussy-drunk, grinding himself into the bed as he goes down on you for well over an hour. By the time you plead out desperately for his cock, he’s already left a thick puddle of his cum on the spot in the bed he was fucking his length into. 

kim mingyu is a simple man of simple pleasures, some of which include your cries and sputters, your trembling thighs and heavy pants, and the infrequent, though appreciated, indiscernible blabbers of praise you manage to let out through drooling lips. when you can actually manage to form words, that is. 

you are his pillow princess, whether you bestowed that title upon yourself or not. The chances of you going down on him? slim. giving him head is a rare occurrence; in fact, you’d have to beg him to let you try, plead with him to stuff his considerably large length down your throat. you’d have to convince him you need him there so bad, that you want him to feel just as good as he makes you feel, but even then, his responses are rehearsed. 

“but baby, i don’t need all that, let me treat you instead,” 

“‘wanna do all the work for you, honey. you deserve it.” 

“you really want me to fill your mouth up baby? first you have to come twice on my tongue,” 

“I’d rather come in you, sweet girl.” 

“s’too big for your pretty little mouth, don’ wanna hurt you,”

at first, you thought he didn’t want you to give him head at all, or that he assumed you would be bad at it. But, when you finally begged enough, your pretty boy caved and it became apparent very quickly why he was holding off for so long. from the moment he lays back, one arm tucked behind his head, the other pressing his thumb onto your swirling tongue, he knows he’s done for. watching you crawl over him, leaving kisses and licking stripes as you make your way down his torso, makes his pre-cum leak freely from his flushed tip. 

mingyu has his lip caught between his teeth, eyes glossed over in a haze. the very moment your velvety lips wrap around his head, he’s groaning out, arms and legs dropping limply onto the mattress. you have absolute power over him in that moment, and both of you are very, very aware of that. all of your insecurities dissipate as you realize he’s falling apart, melting like putty in your hands. his chest that previously rose and fell calmly is now puffing up with air he pushes out through his nostrils and the noises he’s letting out? other-fucking-wordly.

he eventually regains feeling in his hands and they rotate between holding your throat, your cheek, and simply sliding along the ridges of his abdomen. all the meanwhile, it’s him who chokes up on his words, slurring his speech. 

“please, please, please…” 

“your mouth feels s’good on me, fuck,” 

“doin’ so good, so fucking good, all for me…” 

“if you do that again, i’m not gonna last—shit.” 

“just like that, yes, baby… oh, god, you’re gonna make me—“ 

when your tongue swipes deliciously over his tip, he drags out a strangled moan, shooting his hot load into your mouth and down your throat. knees locked, toes curled, and hips bucking up into you, he throws his head back to ride out his orgasm. 

a few seconds later, his hands fly to your hair to lift you off, but in a small act of defiance for all the times you were overstimulated by him, you grab his wrists and pin them at his sides. he lets you do this because it’s so, so fucking hot to watch you have a sliver of control for once—both of you are well aware he could overpower you if he wanted to. instead, though, he laces his fingers with yours and takes what you give him like the good boy he is. it takes less than ten minutes for him to come each and every time you give him head going forward but thankfully, his stamina doesn’t betray him. he recovers while he returns the favor, devouring you and drinking up your juices as his cock that never fully softened, swells up all over again. 

⋆ ★

@teasemekookie OMG can you not....

Imagine

Jungkook and you are in shower. Warm water flows down both your bodies. He wraps you in his arms. Eyes closed he sings only for you with the sweetest voice.

So that tadc episode, eh?

hi I just wanted to say I love your "did it for all the dyke's tag" so much it's such a mood

you are so welcome, my dear anon. i don’t thirst for these men but what i can do is recognize when they are being inspirational for all the dykes (me) with their fashion and style choices. 💕

Senya (千夜) - Bucchigiri?! - Episode 4

Doodles before bed

OH MY GAWD I AM A MESS.

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