Shocked, Disappointed, And Hurt To Find That Simply Fantasizing About All The Things I Want To Write

shocked, disappointed, and hurt to find that simply fantasizing about all the things i want to write does not count as writing or increase my word counts.

wow.

I forgot to ask this when I was dying of the 'vid but.....WHO WAS NAMJOON SEDUCING WITH SADE Y'ALL?

I was like YAY I'M BACK! I'M SO EXCITED

Had a huge work event to get through and then knew I would be able to focus on writing again .....

Then I got COVID 🤦🏽‍♀️

The worst of it is over but omg y'all I *stay* exhausted.

sweet suga, handyman…🤤 | for @lesbianslovejhope​

+ mister min, sir-

so let's start with the obvious discourse: mr. hobert has been surprising me.

first he makes my emo dreams come true and then he plays songs at his pre-release party that let me know that HE HAS BEEN AT SOME COOKOUTS.

and my first thought listening to the new album was: who let him listen to wu-tang? 🤩 it's very cool to hear the musical influences in his own personal taste on an album that is different enough from hope world to be its own thing while also of course still musically be a continuing thread of that album.

i've been displaying bot behavior with "more" because i've always loved rock music and i'm a child of the 90's who is always suffering from nostalgia and this song and the video especially have that 90's rock feeling to them from that first drum beat of the song to the video itself - i remember many a rock and rap video in the 90's where the plot was basically "capitalism is the worst and we're tired of the rat race and also fuck my boss". the scene where hobi becomes the office hero by besting The Man was such a great throwback.

and i was so excited to see that because it looks and feels very genuine in his music. i think there are artists that seek to recreate those sounds bc it can be fashionable but bc those artists don't care about the music or really feel anything about it, you can feel when it's corny and misplaced and i have not felt that way with jack in the box.

omg.

i love you. i'm sorry. i'm back!!!