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FUCK YOU CASS I DID IT FIRST

I got so agressive trying to send you an ask i hurt myself jsyk

OH BOY OH BOY. meet my little emo brother, folks (although he's a month older than me)

when i first met Noel, i got the feeling that he was a very outspoken and confident person. let me tell you, i was RIGHT. Rei was the reason we met and i'll forever thank her for that. i couldn't have asked for a better little brother to call an edgelord.

anyways, i have to ask: how does it feel to be the most based person in the room? your music taste and style are amazing, your face when you talk about your interests is everything, and one could never be bored around you. i love how passionate you get about all kinds of different things, how you'll turn the world upside down for your friends, and how unhinged (affectionate) and unapologetic you are. i can be myself around you, you encourage me to be more unfiltered and let loose a little (or a lot, lmao)

btw, i don't smoke weed. but if there's anyone in this world that could convince me to try it out, it would be him. his chaotic energy is off the charts; being with him feels like you're in a rollercoaster ready to slide from the tallest ramp, and you're so excited for the dive. take into account that he's the one that motivated me to get into the goth scene (in St Noel we trust) and trust me, it's VERY hard to get me to try new media. be proud.

you said that we should hang out more; I COULDN'T AGREE MORE. being with you at a concert must be an amazing experience, and i'll forever be bitter with myself for not coming to Palaye Royale with you. i can't wait for the absolute chaos that's coming this year, thank you for being in my life <3

(P.S. you're a beautiful person inside and out and if anyone says otherwise i'm morally obligated to hunt them for sport)

YIPPEEE

once you start saying “yippee!” you will never stop

reblogging this cuz i realize i havent talked about this thing on my blog and i, as mentioned previously, am a cowriter - this is fucking huge!!

things are working, things are rolling along! stuff is being written and plans are being planned! this is turning out to be something... SO much bigger than i OR dee had anticipated and AAA

also this is misrepresenting my goals, i wanna write men kissing but i also wanna write men being stabbed and. no man has been stabbed on paper YET. BUT!! im gonna stab a lot of men.

also,, this fic is my entire child and then some, and i discovered what zirtek is (through how i need zirtek now) but also this has made me think a lot of thoughts about fix-it fics and world building and...rest assured i will be talking about it one day, a certain author will not escape my wrath.

BUT. things are rolling along smooth-ish-ly! and that's !!!!!! im SO excited!!!

firmly aware that this is extremely niche but.

hey there grishaverse fandom, would anyone be interested in reading an au in which the darkling got less villainous and more properly morally ambiguous (and not crazy) some time pre-alina and actually became the person some of us thought he was in book 1? ft. reworked merzost, different ending for the alina trilogy and admittedly a lot of OCs (none of which date the darkling, he's aroace in this which means there's no romantic darklina)

(and in case you are interested, it's not ready yet but it is being written👀👀)

Doctor: $140,000 a year

Furry artist on Patreon: $160,000 a year

This is very important research so I can figure out how to arrange my books

yeah but what would the number mean tho?

Oh look, a victim!

So. This wonderful specimen of a person is someone who I consider to be one of my best friends.

They are my co conspirator when it comes to all things tumblr. We're in not a LOT of the same fandoms, but enough that is kinda friendship defining. They also proved to me that neither of us are immune to propaganda. They got me into the owl house (thank you forever carter that is quite possibly one of the biggest favors you have done me thus far) and I got them into critical role as a whole (you're WELCOME). I think the biggest "offender" fandom that we were both in together at the same time was Sk8 the infinity? Maybe? Idk, but tumblr had a big ass play in that.

Also do you know that meme of "writers, make sure you have a doctor friend"? Carter is the doctor friend. The amount of medical questions I have asked this man (gender neutral) in order to torture my ocs is enough to get them a medical degree. And they answer! So if any of you get mad at me for hurting my ocs, they're giving me the ammo :)

Also both of us share the emo/punk experience (tm) which... shows. Irl.

Also we are both so gay and mentally ill that neither of us understand the few straight people we converse with, so now our conversations have divulged into different flavors of "straight people are weird".

I won't get into a lot of the personal stuff but I fucking miss talking at the stairs of our highschool with this guy about ocs, that shit was super fun. We still talk about ocs and fandoms, just not at the staircase of our highschool. We do it irl at a park or sth or dms.

I think that's all I have to say? Anywho I love my friends vol 1.

... The number means nothing btw.

SUCH AN EXTREMELY IMPORTANT EDIT BTW: I would take a bullet for this guy. This is like true for all of my friends but I need all of you to know that we live 5 hours away from each other and if anything happened to them I would spend absurd amounts of money to be there ASAP. Also I'm currently trying to get them to play Deltarune with me and they're trying to get me to watch OFMD and Good Omens. Both of us are failing.