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poor old granny scorpion-shoes. no one ever saw her death coming

Με δυσκολία μπορώ να πιστέψω πως θα δίνω κι εγώ του χρόνου. Είναι αστείο πόση σημασία αποδίδουμε σε αυτές τις εξετάσεις για αυτό θα ήθελα να θυμίσω σε όλους ότι δεν σας απαξιώνει ο βαθμός που θα προκύψει από ο,τι γράψετε και πως αν δεν πετύχετε δε σηματοδοτεί το τέλος του κόσμου. Παρ' όλα αυτά, θα ήθελα να ευχηθώ σε όλους όσους δίνουν σήμερα καλή τύχη.

YIPPEEE

once you start saying “yippee!” you will never stop

maybe this is problematic but idk i think reclaiming slurs for urself is fine and good but i think when u start using them for other people without asking. especially strangers. that's not okay actually. like it's totally fine to use them for urself but i think keeping in mind that they are slurs. is important. like maybe we shouldnt be just throwing them around

reblogging this cuz i realize i havent talked about this thing on my blog and i, as mentioned previously, am a cowriter - this is fucking huge!!

things are working, things are rolling along! stuff is being written and plans are being planned! this is turning out to be something... SO much bigger than i OR dee had anticipated and AAA

also this is misrepresenting my goals, i wanna write men kissing but i also wanna write men being stabbed and. no man has been stabbed on paper YET. BUT!! im gonna stab a lot of men.

also,, this fic is my entire child and then some, and i discovered what zirtek is (through how i need zirtek now) but also this has made me think a lot of thoughts about fix-it fics and world building and...rest assured i will be talking about it one day, a certain author will not escape my wrath.

BUT. things are rolling along smooth-ish-ly! and that's !!!!!! im SO excited!!!

firmly aware that this is extremely niche but.

hey there grishaverse fandom, would anyone be interested in reading an au in which the darkling got less villainous and more properly morally ambiguous (and not crazy) some time pre-alina and actually became the person some of us thought he was in book 1? ft. reworked merzost, different ending for the alina trilogy and admittedly a lot of OCs (none of which date the darkling, he's aroace in this which means there's no romantic darklina)

(and in case you are interested, it's not ready yet but it is being written👀👀)

Doctor: $140,000 a year

Furry artist on Patreon: $160,000 a year

HOW IS IT HARD YOU JUST CLICK YOUR MOUSE AT WEIRD TIME INTERVALS!!

discourse in other fandoms: lgbtphobia or racism, ships, etc

discourse in stardew valley fandom: if you can fish without mods fuck you

Surprised no one is talking about Tulin

Or at least not that I have seen, because just Rito village as a whole was so depressing to me, and I just feel the overwhelming urge to talk about it.

This is obviously for pre-Colgera stuff, but let me tell you, as someone who did all of the other main quests before Rito village and left it for last (cuz it's usually my favorite to do cuz I like flying and archery), going to Rito village was so horrifying at first.

It's the only place so far in TotK that I feel mimicked the feeling of desolation and abandonment as well as BotW did, because in BotW, the Rito are all so friendly to you and while they live in fear of Vah Medoh, they're not in immediate danger, which makes Rito village as a whole quite sunny and enjoyable to be around, that alongside the fact that it's a relatively easy to traverse landscape and the Rito aren't needlessly cruel to you, just rather dismissive. And then in TotK, you enter, expecting the sunniness (in attitude at least) of Rito village, only to be met with a silent, snow-capped landscape with zero life in sight.

And then you go to the market and you see it's being manned by a child. And then the only demographic you see manning the village is children. And then you realize all the adults have abandoned ship while they wait for you to come help and the children had to step up to the plate of supporting the village.

And then you meet Tulin.

In the beginning, I was slightly relieved to see Tulin be with Teba - finally, I thought, a supervised child, a child that doesn't have to take up the mantel of being an adult to survive.

And then Teba talks about the Stormwind Ark's song, a song originally sung to children, who by the way still believe in the existence of the Stormwind Ark, and how all the adults believe that the Stormwind Ark exists. And Tulin dismisses it as just a fairytale.

That crushed me. Of course Tulin has grown up, he's not the same fledgling he was in Breath of the Wild, he can hold his own. He doesn't need fairytales anymore. But even Genli, who looks to be around the same age as Tulin, believes in the Stormwind Ark. Every child and every adult believes in the Stormwind Ark, except for Tulin. This child has had to take his role as protector of the village so seriously that it has disillusioned him. Disillusionment isn't a good feeling even as an adult, but a child should not have to be disillusioned, especially when it comes to a higher protecting force like the Stormwind Ark is supposed to be. Tulin should still be allowed to believe in the existence of a Stormwind Ark. But he doesn't, and he speaks about its nonexistence with such conviction, with such confidence, that it's depressing.

Which, then, puts into context why Tulin was so dismissive of Teba's tutelage. Teba still believes that there is someone who will come save them, so the man who taught Tulin to take initiative and fight for the village's safety, isn't doing anything to help the village. Instead, Tulin's tutor sits around and waits for a saving grace that, in Tulin's eyes, is not real and will not come to save them (because why wouldn't it have come already if it were real?). So, when Teba is stressing the importance of stuff such as training and teamwork, Tulin is quick to dismiss him - Teba believes in something as fake as the Stormwind Ark, why wouldn't he believe in other fake concepts? (Yes, this mindset is extremely juvenile, but Tulin can't be more than 12.)

Link doesn't start out the BotW/TotK duology as an adult but when he joined Tulin, I was so relieved that someone more experienced would be there to take some of the burden off of Tulin. And when he got the secret stone and had to vow to help Link save Hyrule, that pained me. I didn't want to have a child accompanying me in a mission to save the world because no child should have to do that (Riju included, honestly, but Gerudo values muddle that conversation a little bit). And then I remembered it's only a ghost of Tulin that follows Link, not Tulin himself, and I felt slightly better about it.

But when you look at the wider picture, pre or post Colgera, Tulin is a child soldier, essentially, and I'm surprised I haven't seen people talk about him more as a character. When people call into question how dark TotK is, I just... immediately think of Tulin. This kid is forced to live in a dark and disillusioned reality because of the wider circumstances, and he's conditioned by those circumstances to be alright with that. I don't know if this was intentional or not, but that's quite dark on Nintendo's behalf.

And when I put it this way, there's also some parallels to draw between Tulin and Link here, but that's a different conversation for another day.

I just think this part of the story is depressing, and Tulin is my favorite character. And just to reiterate the title of the post - I'm surprised I'm the first person I've seen bring it up. I don't know if this is a bigger conversation, but if anyone has anything to add, I'd love to hear it because, owch :")

This is very important research so I can figure out how to arrange my books

G... GOD DAMN BRO IT WAS A JOKE...

GOT ME KICKING MY FEET AND SHIT- AM *I* BEING ROMANCED RN?????? WHO DO I CALL??? POE-LEASE??? OFF-THORY-TEASE??

IS THIS WAR??? IS THIS A CALL TO ARMS??? GIVE ME LIKE...,,,, A FEW DAYS AND ILL FUCKING

SHODIFH

IM COUGHING UP BLOOD HERE THAT WAS A CRITICAL HIT HOLD ON--

what if i am malicious or mean-spirited? what then?

you say it like you aren't, you FUCKING BULLY

but let's ignore the fact that your love language IS BULLYING so that i can disprove those preposterous rumours of cowardice that you've been spreading around about me

meeting noel wasn't really a life-altering experience but deciding to invite him over for that first movie night that lead to a sleep over definitely was. see noel has this type of... disarming confidence that sort of scared me at first, but after a long rant about anime (and the assurance that there was something queer afoot with this guy), i decided to give this a try yknow? after all this is uni and I'm not in my home town and I don't wanna have zero friends here so i put on my big human pants and gave it a shot.

you would not believe how well it worked. see noel has this loud unabashed and pretty much shameless personality that i wasn't sure if i could work with. I'm the type of person that has a history of always being the one to compromise for the louder personality without saying anything and letting things bottle up until i literally decide to cut the other off, so i was cautious about managing my old bad habits and not letting them have a say in this new friendship.

enter stage right noel, who is loud and shameless but so so fucking considerate, who will ask and check, who is so careful about not making me feel uncomfortable (and the fact that i never feel bad about redirecting a conversation because of that speaks for itself). noel, who will initiate conversations that feel so meta because talking about your friendship with the friend involved isn't something i was used to at that point WHICH IS INSANE BECAUSE ITS SO USEFUL.

funnily enough, despite his loud energy (and i have never found anything funnier than this), his gamer rage is a "ts" that barely sounds mildly annoyed. it's endearing and utterly hilarious.

also, and i know noel being autistic plays a part in this but let me tell you, as someone that gets anxious and is a bit of an overthinker, the honesty that's always a part of my interactions with noel is so refreshing. and the fact that on top of all this, this guy doesn't even complain about living in a state of semi-constant confusion at my sarcasm. and by sarcasm, i mean that i sarcastically responded to noel telling me that I'm a sarcastic person okay? it's not just your casual run-of-the-mill thing, i live and breathe in sarcasm and this guy right here (who called me an eldritch being which feels like such a compliment) doesn't even complain. IN FACT i had to needle him into telling me to use /j or /s via texting, which he would never bring up himself ig and honestly. YOU'RE SO CONSIDERATE BUT NOT TO YOURSELF.

ahem moving on. noel is a also a fucking bully in the most loving way possible. we once highjacked a video call for a uni project just to snipe at each other with petty fake (or not so fake but meant with love) insults BECAUSE I COULDN'T TAKE THE ABUSE AND I STAND BY THIS; HE STARTED IT.

he's the guy that calls me out so. much. who loves to needle me and tease me because that's what i signed up for apparently. it took me a bit to figure out how to go about it in a way that didn't lead to me accidentally internalizing the wrong thing, but once i figured that out it was game on.

conversations with noel will span from us aggressively calling each other out, to pretending to be a victorian couple to yelling about cute animals and raving about our specific extremely interesting thing at the moment. this guy has shown me so many different and diverse fandoms, from the owl house (which i still need to finish but whatever) to bee and puppycat to anything link and hyrule related. in return, i try to keep my rants about star wars (which i absolutely love and he absolutely cannot stand to listen too much about) to a minimum (which only works sometimes, sorry). and this right here is so important to me.

I've never had this dynamic before. this mutual understanding of i scream about my thing and you scream about your thing, and we focus as much as we can and if we can't we let the other know and they can scream later or scream via text so we can see it in a few days. that is something that i will never stop appreciating, something that i just wont stop loving about me and noel.

noel is the guy that's always there when i drop drinks (milk and alcohol most notably) on my carpet because istg it never happens when I'm alone or with anyone else. noel is the guy that decided to start writing down this wild au i pitched at him, which we started obsessing over and developing for the entirety of january iirc (and this is what urged me to also start writing about it and suddenly we're writing buddies which is such a fun and interesting experience).

he's the guy that was worried that me losing my social battery meant he did something wrong (something that i hope I've disproved by now, and also I NEVER SEEM TO LOSE MY BATTERY WITH THIS GUY?? I've literally never had this happen with any of my other friends but with noel it takes so long for me to me to go mm i need alone time),

noel has also, at many points this last year, practically moved in with me and yknow what? the absolute peace and calm adoration that i felt when i got home from a uni meeting to see him on my chair drawing, there are no words for it i swear

whyz my hand doing that,,,

Exposing the fam aka ekklhsia tou dhmou aka THE REPUBLIC (??? Group chat name)

Ranking the shit we have done either together or in duos/trios @rayleighscumdump @fifteenth-entity @voidstation

1. Visiting a small town that we thought would be butt-fuck-nowhere, Ohio and running across a gay waiter

2. Going to a cheap live show where an emo rapper around our age took off his shirt when his 16yo fangirls stopped caring about him

3. Cass and Noel screaming about which fictional man they wanna fuck and showing each other porn in public

4. Reading Reddit stories in class with Lilibet and the professor finding out

5. Lilibet having a cultural shock at 5am at a Eurovision party

6. Cass and I getting hate crimed by cops at a pride function 💀

7. Lilibet and Cass collecting beach rocks while I swim in cold water

8. Yaoi saga with Noel at 5am

9. All the comic cons. Literally, all of them. We all lost each other. Lilibet danced a lot of DDR, fr

10. ROASTING books together to the point where we are starting a bad book club

11. Taking drunk Noel to his bestie/roommate by bus and him yapping about Babel by RF Kuang

12. REALLY BAD COSPLAYS, like really bad. I apologise to Lilibet's sister for seeing the goth lolita

13. My birthday 🌈🥳💀😱

14. I would add drunk me but that's a constant state of mind already. Cass says he saw me come back home, I tucked him in and waddled around

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(this already says a lot about me ngl)

HI.

really and truly where do i start. as you very astutely pointed out, we are absolute polar opposites in every way shape and form. i was really really hoping we would end up becoming friends, and would you look at that we did.

and still, for all our wildly differing tastes in clothes and music, we get along!!!!!!! you're one of the kindest people i have known and spending time with you always makes me feel so genuinely appreciated. you've got a particular charm. if we were 18th century dandies at the same club, i would want to sit and read my newspaper next to you.

and i love how much you love stories!! i love how you open your heart to new ideas and new characters and new worlds, and treat them all with so much care, as if they're dutch masters and you the museum curator. i LOVE getting lost in stories with you and exploring every possibility and every nook and cranny. look how we've moved from uncle kedin to marcial and father peter. that's remarkable!!

over the two years we've known each other, I've watched you grow and explore your interests and I've watched your writing flourish, as well as the way you talk about books. it flows!! it flows like a very well-spoken river and it also has ουμφ & βαβαβουμ and pizzazz and a sense of immediacy. it gets to the point but does so with style.

i love how much you care, about people and things and everything else in the world. i love your sense of adventure and how you can make any day interesting, and your quiet confidence and unruffled manner.

and i love you, of course. i hope we have many MANY more adventures together, i hope we tour 221B and borrow pipettes from the lab, and i hope we continue to visit pink cafés and clash with our surroundings. you're wonderful 💓💓💓

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FUCK YOU CASS I DID IT FIRST

I got so agressive trying to send you an ask i hurt myself jsyk

OH BOY OH BOY. meet my little emo brother, folks (although he's a month older than me)

when i first met Noel, i got the feeling that he was a very outspoken and confident person. let me tell you, i was RIGHT. Rei was the reason we met and i'll forever thank her for that. i couldn't have asked for a better little brother to call an edgelord.

anyways, i have to ask: how does it feel to be the most based person in the room? your music taste and style are amazing, your face when you talk about your interests is everything, and one could never be bored around you. i love how passionate you get about all kinds of different things, how you'll turn the world upside down for your friends, and how unhinged (affectionate) and unapologetic you are. i can be myself around you, you encourage me to be more unfiltered and let loose a little (or a lot, lmao)

btw, i don't smoke weed. but if there's anyone in this world that could convince me to try it out, it would be him. his chaotic energy is off the charts; being with him feels like you're in a rollercoaster ready to slide from the tallest ramp, and you're so excited for the dive. take into account that he's the one that motivated me to get into the goth scene (in St Noel we trust) and trust me, it's VERY hard to get me to try new media. be proud.

you said that we should hang out more; I COULDN'T AGREE MORE. being with you at a concert must be an amazing experience, and i'll forever be bitter with myself for not coming to Palaye Royale with you. i can't wait for the absolute chaos that's coming this year, thank you for being in my life <3

(P.S. you're a beautiful person inside and out and if anyone says otherwise i'm morally obligated to hunt them for sport)

420

This little shit is older than me, but we have established that he is me and @rayleighscumdump 's (divorce at first sight) son, because he's short asf. They mistake him for a 15yo at airports. We're college buddies, same major, same mental illness. Now let's dig in

His mind is occupied by gender discourse takes that he shares over burgers that count as cheddar overdoses (he is miraculously still alive), concert mania and whatever hyperfixation he has going on. The dude is a punk culture pioneer so he has sick taste in clothes and music, questionable ship taste though. I can relate to him a lot over the terminally online shared experiences of 2017 Wattpad.

He's a very sweet soul, very kind, very loving when he's drunk to the point of threatening my bf (<3<3). He says that his neurodivergency doesn't always allow him to understand emotions very well, which is true, but he has always been very supportive and empathetic with me. He only gets a little uncomfortable but manages well when the other person is having a nervous breakdown (the airport episode/the gay club episode/the Patisia episode). He will listen to you, and offer to kill the bastard who hurt you. He is a short king who can take an entire mosh pit up his ass AND in a fight SIMULTANEOUSLY. So there you have it, he's a ray of sunshine.

For more information, see the fanwiki descriptions for Edward Elric and Jesper Fahey. They're carbon copies.

I Love My Autistic Son.

hi person I definitely do not know, choose the number 22 now let's see what you got

*cracks knuckles and neck*

everyone, meet my arch fucking nemesis.

one day, while we were in a literature workshop i think, we promised each other we'd write a character analysis of each other. we're both too scared to do it, but i will make a stand and this will be like... a hint of that. a teaser of what could be. an idea.

I don't exactly know where to start so I'll just pick a random point: I said previously that I visit Rei's house the most. That's because I practically live at Dee's house. It became so bad we eventually started going to uni together. It became a meme. and for good reason.

Dee is the most terrifying person you will ever see, but then you'll talk with them for 15 minutes and if you do end up clicking, you'll discover that there's nothing to be afraid of. They're very sweet, but so extremely introverted. Im an archeologist and they're ancient ruins which I KNOW exist and i WILL be digging them up.

but this person. this specimen. this creature. this eldritch entity. honestly man, i dunno what to say, other than this guy (gnc) is one of my best fucking friends and i am so happy about that. this BRAIN. they are genuinely the most fun to discuss shit about. like theyre one of the few people where i will rave about my special interests and they will rave about theirs and we will be having Fun.

speaking of raving about special interests, theyre one of the few neurotypical people with whom i genuinely feel heard and properly taken care of with. like so many of my acquiantances will just not understand the mental illness cocktail inside my brain, and dee doesn't either because they just don't experience it, but theyre one of the few people who will make accomodations for me without me even having asked and that is so noble of them.

also sorry for constantly talking about how hArD my life is. except when i say im dying or wanna kill myself. then im not sorry. i am a dramatic son of a bitch and you befriended me on PURPOSE.

also the ones that get it, get it, but creating an au with you has been one of the most fun experiences ever in my life. not only was it such a fun writing exercise (WRITERS CLUB WHO?) but i loved thinking with you and it was an excuse to spend time with you and no joke i would do it all over again and i WILL do it all over again you are extremely unsafe. and while our love languages clash, once we synced up and did parallel play perfectly, it was such... a safe environment. talking and planning an theorizing with them is fun as fuck. but chilling on their couch (aka my bed) while they play some strategy war game and i play breath of the wild and i listen to them rage at egyptians, mongolians, british, scottish, or whoever attacks their faction and theyre panicking about not having enough resources while i rapidly back away from an approaching lynel is so comforting.

drawing in the same room as them and explaining fashion trends while they explained the latest criminal minds episode to me was so fun. it was so safe. i will genuinely cherish every moment with them, and i massively appreciate them. I wont get into what the situation was, but i once had to run to their house at 12.30 am while carrying groceries in my pajamas, and i wouldd do that again, for any reason.

but also they BULLY me and i am being ABUSED. >:(

no bullying from me in this post tho, i already do a lot of that irl and i will not be stopping.

also i know you will never make your own post like this about me, dee, unless you're not a coward :)

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why did i spend 5 minutes just to choose a number lmao

A degenerate by proxy.

If any of you guys know fullmetal alchemist, Lilibet here is the Alphonse of the Elric-Rockbell household. Sweet, but unhinged, and extremely long-suffering.

Lilibet is that one friend where you could talk about ANYTHING with her and it will be a nice, productive conversation. Like we talked about alt music together with rei before a concert and that shit felt So Nice and Productive and I genuinely want to have more conversations like that with her.

She is also just very fun to be around. She is the most based yes-man, who will say yes to any crazy shennanigan you bring up to her, but will also enforce boundaries when need be. She is just SO FUN and I love her extremely much.

And yes, I agree, she is very quiet and shy, but you're gonna be speaking and she's gonna say ONE thing that just sticks with you, it's either gonna be so correct it's funny, or so unhinged and crazed it's funny. Also I love all of my frends, but Lilibet is the only one I would trust with my credit card information and social security number.

I have one major complaint: ... we haven't met up more often. WE. NEED TO!! JUST THE TWO OF US, THE ALL OF US, IDC, I NEED MORE LILIBET CONTENT IN MY LIFE. *AGGRESSIVELY SLAMS CREDIT CARD ON TABLE*

oh 2 more things: she can pull of the most convincing lip bite ive ever seen and the first time i saw her i thought she was a lesbian (she is not). Idk what that says about her but it says something.

Ante, 9

You call my takes questionable, but you are one of the biggest degenerates (pos) I know irl.

Everyone, meet mom. She'll shower you with alcohol and dotes on you like a sweet heart and every experience she joins in will immediately become 10 times worse but in the most fun way.

I'll start with the sappy shit for her and her only: when I first moved I was very unsure of whether I was gonna have any friends at all. But then I met her and from the first 10-20 minutes of us talking, I immediately knew that it was gonna be okay, and that I was worried for nothing. And that has proven to be true. Her house is the one Cass, Lilibet and I all meet up at, and the one I laugh the hardest at. And that is a thing to treasure.

Also she's like "uwu Noel says he'd kill for me and that is so sweet" BITCH!! THERE'S A REASON FOR THAT!!

Anyway if Cass is extremely fun to see get passionate, Rei is 10 times that. She is also extremely passionate and extremely stressed, but she has so many thought and she WILL express all of them, and that is always fun. It is never not fun.

Back to the thing I said about experiences with her automatically becoming worse: I don't know if we're like a chemical reaction waiting to happen, but if she's either a) on her own or b) with me, whatever is happening will become a wattpad story draft, like I shit you know. So many story times of us together are comedy slice of life worthy. We almost missed our flight cuz she shoved her... personal possessions in my bag to be allowed through TSA. We stayed up until 4 am watching yaoi. We watched creepy pasta AMVs together. We made it a family tradition to watch bad soap operas together. There is never a quiet moment.

Anyway, bullying her is extremely fun. But only when I do it. If I catch any of you bitches bullying her, it is on sight.

Also her biggest red flag is that she likes Neon Genesis Evangelion and trap music. Pick a struggle.

69 bitch

Oh look, the degenerates have arrived.

First of all, I want all of you to meet my dad, he is an amazing cook and he gives me cooking advice whenever I ask for it.

Second of all, if I end up dead in a ditch one day, make sure to look for his corpse as well, I'm sure it will be nearby, because one of these coming days we're going to inevitably kill each other. And it's gonna be pretty much friendly fire, we will both have consented to it, and be like "yeah i get it".

This man is trying SO hard to get me to watch one piece and it just will not work, but this guy can get so passionate about shows he likes and games he likes and just... opinions in general and that shit is SO FUN. I love it when people are like that!! Like yes, love something so much that you want to scream about it!! And also he takes absolutely zero shit!! LOVELY!

Rei said in her post that Cass can be shy but his twitter history does not lie. AND THAT IS SUCH BULLSHIT. Cass and I went to a fried chicken joint and LOUDLY rated mishanks porn together. He is not shy, and neither am I, and we will be recognized for our qualities.

Also both of us love dunking on our families because what else are they good for?

Cass, I'm going to say this once and once only: DRAW. MORE. I still cherish that trevocard art. NOM NOM NOM.

Cass is one of my most fun friends, but we also kin like... people in the same family. He kins Hohenheim, and I kin Edward, and this is only one example. Also this is why he is my father and why I will be killing him some day, I hope all of you understand. But yeah Cass is one of the few people I can be in the same room with and laugh heartily from the bottom of my lungs without it being forced. Like leaving a house he is in makes gameover music play in my ears. But you know what? If it means I'll see him again, I'll take it.

Also this is the most personal shit I'll share about either of us on this hellsite so interpret it as you will:

447 <3 i hope this ask arrives on time

Hi Ana!!

Where to start with you...

Ana is possibly my sweetest friend that I have. Like this girl is made up of like... 99% cotton candy. She is so nice, so sweet, so kind, and so, SO very soft spoken. She is one of the few people who the way they text actually reflects the way they talk irl.

Also, and this came to my attention only after she tagged me in the musical meme ask thing, WE ARE SUCH POLAR OPPOSITES THAT WE ARE QUALIFIED TO BE PROTAGONISTS OF A GHIBLI MOVIE. She is the most sweetest flower-wearing 19th century vibes person and then you have me, the punk edgy asshole raccoon friend. And I wouldn't have it any other way!

I want all of you to know that none of you will have vibes as immaculate as Ana. Like that is just not possible. She s aw vibes and was like "yeah I can do that!" and MASTERED IT PERFECTLY.

IMPORTANT INTERMISSION: WHEN YOU TALK POSITIVELY ABOUT ANA, YOU'RE GIVEN FOOD, AND IF NOT TALKING POSITIVELY ABOUT PEOPLE ISN'T INCENTIVE ENOUGH, FOOD IS.

Back to some semblance of normalcy, I need to read more classics purely so I can discuss them with her. Like she is one of the correct people.

ALSO HER WRITING? FUCKING IMMACULATE. I have never met ONE person who can emulate classic lit from the 19th century writing and make it actually DIGESTIBLE. It's flowery, it's prosey, BUT IT'S DIGESTIBLE, AND I LOVE IT. However, I need all of you to know, she types not only with just one hand, but with one finger, and I am forever afraid of that power.

I can't wait to meet up with her more, preferably when I'm not exhausted after concerts (which was a personal oversight), but also, Ana is just one of those friends whom I witness experiecing life through a window and sigh wistfully because she is happy and god dadmmit that's all I want.

I love my friends vol. 2

yeah but what would the number mean tho?

Oh look, a victim!

So. This wonderful specimen of a person is someone who I consider to be one of my best friends.

They are my co conspirator when it comes to all things tumblr. We're in not a LOT of the same fandoms, but enough that is kinda friendship defining. They also proved to me that neither of us are immune to propaganda. They got me into the owl house (thank you forever carter that is quite possibly one of the biggest favors you have done me thus far) and I got them into critical role as a whole (you're WELCOME). I think the biggest "offender" fandom that we were both in together at the same time was Sk8 the infinity? Maybe? Idk, but tumblr had a big ass play in that.

Also do you know that meme of "writers, make sure you have a doctor friend"? Carter is the doctor friend. The amount of medical questions I have asked this man (gender neutral) in order to torture my ocs is enough to get them a medical degree. And they answer! So if any of you get mad at me for hurting my ocs, they're giving me the ammo :)

Also both of us share the emo/punk experience (tm) which... shows. Irl.

Also we are both so gay and mentally ill that neither of us understand the few straight people we converse with, so now our conversations have divulged into different flavors of "straight people are weird".

I won't get into a lot of the personal stuff but I fucking miss talking at the stairs of our highschool with this guy about ocs, that shit was super fun. We still talk about ocs and fandoms, just not at the staircase of our highschool. We do it irl at a park or sth or dms.

I think that's all I have to say? Anywho I love my friends vol 1.

... The number means nothing btw.

SUCH AN EXTREMELY IMPORTANT EDIT BTW: I would take a bullet for this guy. This is like true for all of my friends but I need all of you to know that we live 5 hours away from each other and if anything happened to them I would spend absurd amounts of money to be there ASAP. Also I'm currently trying to get them to play Deltarune with me and they're trying to get me to watch OFMD and Good Omens. Both of us are failing.

Mutuals send me a number, and I'll make a post talking about you.

STO KREVATI MOU TH THELW GYMNIIIIIII OOU NANANA

I refuse to dignify this with an actual answer exw na krathsw kapoia prosxhmata sto tumbrl.

tagged by @thalassiokhtos eyyyyyy

Prompt: shuffle your repeat playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people

Ghuleh/Zombie Queen by Ghost

Bulletproof Heart by My Chemical Romance

This is home by Cavetown

Mind brand by Maretu

Thnks fr th mmrs by Fall Out Boy

You're a worthless child by Kikuo

katharsis by TK (Ling tosite sigure)

Miss Murder by AFI

Born this way by Lady Gaga

Boulevard of broken dreams by Green Day

this shit is so emo and then you have lady gaga there i-

tagging: @greetings-humans @carter-is-a-disaster @minimalguacamole @voidstation @biopanik @rayleighscumdump @meadowsidevalley @mishapen-dear and uhh haha i need more moots