I Remember When I Was In High School Crushing On My [now] Husband. Life Is Really Crazy Because WHO LITERALLY

I remember when I was in high school crushing on my [now] husband. Life is really crazy because WHO LITERALLY WOULD’VE THOUGHT??

I legit had to tell myself to stop liking him because there was just NO chance on earth he would ever like me back and I really took that L…

Now fast forward, I’m his everything and he really can’t see life without me. THAT’S WILD and people really don’t understand Lol

He loves me like I’ve begged other people to love me. He loves me without me asking. He loves me with initiative. He steps first and leads me, and I love that so bad. THIS MAN GOT BAPTIZED AT MY CHURCH on his own accord. He told my homegirl he knew he wanted to marry me because he couldn’t fathom a world where another man could be able to provide for me instead of him.

i feel like sometimes i completely lose touch w reality

The existential dread and flip flopping Christians deal with on a daily basis is not discussed NEARLY enough, and one day I’ll write an essay about it.

Wanting to be and accomplish human and carnal goals and in this life versus wanting to just give up on the human experience, throw your hands up and ONLY focus on the life after this is actually tormenting sometimes.

Bojack Horseman

Season 5; Episode 6

the sea is the earth’s most haunted environment. the density of ghosts per square metre is unparalleled. every tide is a time machine. every whale song is a spirit box

What a way be

What a life to live

Saddled up with sure things

Everything to give

Solace in a daydream

Destruction in their arms

Gambling on playthings

Falling over charm