Just Like That, You Have Slipped Out Of My Grasp.

just like that, you have slipped out of my grasp.

i hold yet a fragment of you.

i must hold it firmly, for it cannot leave, yet i cannot hold it too tight, for i wish not to crush it,

i wish not to crush you.

yet you are still crumbling in my fingertips and soon there will be nothing i can do.

you have already decided to slip through by the cracks of my palms. i was never good enough to keep hold of you.

your hair is the perfect spot for my hand.

it rests like a bunny in soft, tall grass.

a peace i’ve longed for - a peace you happily provide.

i love u oomf

I LOVE U OOOOMF

i’ll cherish everything we didn’t get to do.

all the dates we never went on,

the cape trip we never took.

the way we never got to dance and the way we never got raising canes.

silly, don’t you think?

no, not the raising canes.

loving every minute of what we never got done.

from "i know you by heart"

i turn over the dice,

one, four, three,

and you must turn them back - even if you aren’t thinking of me.