I Love U Oomf

i love u oomf

I LOVE U OOOOMF

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i can’t go back to “what’s your favorite movie?” when i know we both felt our souls intertwine

why do i know its coming? why is the end inching closer, closer? it's killing me, my love, its taking the air out of my chest and tearing it open. it reveals my heart to you. yet you do not care. you won't take it, you won't even look at it. it would be easier if you just spat on it. you have spat on it. and you don't even know. i know, though. i know where you lie.

for once in my life, the past is past.

no photo of me before you holds the weight it used to.

no single day was ever as bright as mine are now.

now.

now, i am looking forward.

you have plucked me up, brushed me off, patted my head, and turned me around.

i am facing away from the past, looking the same direction as you. forward.

just like that, you have slipped out of my grasp.

i hold yet a fragment of you.

i must hold it firmly, for it cannot leave, yet i cannot hold it too tight, for i wish not to crush it,

i wish not to crush you.

yet you are still crumbling in my fingertips and soon there will be nothing i can do.

you have already decided to slip through by the cracks of my palms. i was never good enough to keep hold of you.