Because It's Nowhere Close To Being Finished And I'm Already Kinda Tired

Because it's nowhere close to being finished and I'm already kinda tired😔

I like how it looks so far and they are happy, but yeah...

What I'm replying to:

suffering

(I worked on it for 5-7 hours already (I draw slowly), I'm going to die before finishing it...)

Okay

Lizor but they're a plant

That is all go wild with this prompt lol

Not much to say about the first and third one, but the second? I decided to make like- some sort of plant parasite. Thats why the lizard looks so sick.

Below are a collection of my discord messages about this (I know that probably won't work, but this is fiction, so like- why not):

the parasitic one starts out as a seed sack. After it's eaten, it starts growing a bit more, causing discomfort to it's current host. If the creature is big enough, and it has enough nutrients to let the parasite grow to adulthood, it eventually starts absorbing and stops functions of various organs, which causes the creature to die. Through decomposed and soft flesh, it sprouts a flower, that then turns into a seed sack, a tasty treat!

If the creature isn't big enough, after the plant starts absorbing it's organs, it will become an easy target for larger predators, and it goes on the same as before.

A seed sack is something like a sporepuff, filled with popcorn plant-like seeds

Something a slugcat would likely eat! :3

Rain deer like sporepuffs, and a seed sack is similar to them...

Could be an explanation as to why rain deer are so stupid

You would not be a good mount, while your insides are eaten by a plant

Small centipedes aren't a big enough host, adult ones? Yea, they are big enough

Here's a drawing idea: yellow lizard cuddle pile :]

YOUR ART IS VERY COOL VERY SHAPED 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY

thank youuu!!! I will :3

Personal post againnn... (sometimes I just can't let things be if I don't talk about it somewhere publicly. You don't have to interact or anything, feel free to scroll past)

So, like- almost a year ago I was diagnosed with stpd, but honestly I still think this might have been a misdiagnosis of like- autism or something, because I do not have 5 or more symptoms on that list.

Like- the only symptoms that I do have would probably be social anxiety (not with my friends tho), looking "weird" and maybe talking weirdly???

looking weird (as in, dressing weirdly) might just be caused by me being trans and uncomfortable with clothes that are considered more feminine. I am really unsure about "talking weirdly".

I genuinely answered "no" to all the questions that could have led them to believe I have enough symptoms to diagnose me with this.

It just feels like they spat in my face. My mother suspected autism for awhile, they suspected that too for a bit, but then gave me this???

A lot of it is just describing stuff as "weird", which is really vague... And kinda feeds my insecurities. Like- wow, I'm diagnosed with "weird", whatever that supposed to mean...

And like- people tend to like me. All I have to do is just be friendly. I have close friends. Sure, maybe they are on the internet, but have you considered how bigoted a russian teenager can be?? I am not risking that. (I did tell one of the doctors that I was non-binary, so they did know that, but perhaps just didn't think that would be a factor in making friends? Idk)

Why won't I go to a doctor again to say something about this? It's just not worth the trouble. I don't want anything to do with them.

I feel more or less satisfied now. Hopefully this stops bother me for at least a few days.

Goodnight.

Cyan lizard gaming?