My Heart Requires The Moonlight

my heart requires the moonlight

Updates

So in this post I'll be updating my progress with @adambja tapes and my overall journey to become the best version of myself and manifest my dream life + my fairy companion ✨️

Day 1: It was the first day of me listening to the tapes. As usual I decided to make my attempt before going to sleep because I knew if I woke up for it at night, the sweet sweet urge to choose sleep over my dream life would be too strong :)

So all I did was get comfortable on my back, palms up cause I knew I'd fall asleep on my side and layed there until I my body fully relaxed and felt the urge to move. That took like 20 minutes and I started to see shape behind my eyelids + barely felt my body. I could have and should've pushed through of the urge to move and I'd have started feeling more symptoms but I chose to move and get comfortable due to the fact that I had to wake up early for work and needed to get some good nights sleep :) It's okay tho! Right now I have a full weeks break and now I can fully focus!

‘she is a hopeless romantic who doesn’t believe in love,

My Manifestations

Hi Again! Foxy here :)

Now keep in mind these aren't manifestations I have gotten YET but they have been my main focus throughout all these years that I've been part this community. I know a lot of you would rather hear about things I have actually manifested but the reason I'm gonna talk about them a bit is because these are the ones that actually kept me motivated despite my lack of results or current circumstances.

As for how my journey began? It was subliminals :) Probably as for most people in this community at first I didn't really understand it. I didn't try to look into it or understand it. Because of course as most people I assumed that it was just music. It's funny to think about it, knowing what I know now. It was a first limiting belief that I realized that I noticed I had. Since we were kids we were always conditioned to believe that we had to work hard to achieve things we want and success. But that's not true. And that's what I realized when one day subliminals came across my feed once again and I realized why not look into it? The more I read about it the more I realized that maybe it is possible. I mean we only use very small part of our brain so why wouldn't it be a possibility? Like I like to say "If there's an idea, there is a possibility of it being true". And that's how I discovered it.

What did I want to manifest first?

Unfortunately back then I was very insecure. And I'd brutally pick on any flaws I thought I had, so my first subliminals were appearance related. However at that time I also was very unhappy not just with my looks but also my life. Mainly my family. As some of you may relate I had (and still have but maybe not as much because I am older) very strict parents and especially because I am a girl it felt like my only goal in life was to study but going out and having fun with friends out of question. And it got especially worse because we had just moved to a different country and I needed to learn a new language and find new friends (you can imagine how that felt for my introvert incredibly social awkward self😂). And because of that reason alone one day I thought "If there are so many subliminals appearance related? I wonder if there's different kind". First thing that came up was "Wake up in desired family" subliminal. And you guys don't even understand. Back then our community was pretty small so all it had was maybe 15k views but at that time it looked like a lot. There were even that many comments or success stories because everyone were considerably new to the idea. But on this specific subliminal there were maybe 5 success stories. All very similar. One day they went to sleep, felt like they went flying and then woke up in their desired family. Again at that time I didn't really understand the concept but those 5 success stories made me so full of hope?? Each of those people said it took them like 2-3 months so that's the time I set for myself in my head too and guess what :) I indeed achieved certain crazy results I'm gonna talk about in a separate post.

Unfortunately for me... as I mentioned before I was insecure. So those couple months I was focusing on leaving and waking up in my desired life (again I didn't know much about the whole shifting idea or exactly what it was but maybe that's what helped :) The less we know the better). Aaaaand of course I got insecure and decided to start listening to appearances subliminals at the same time and that set some kind of mental block that I'm only now starting to get out of. I dont think me listening to those subliminals is what stopped me from getting any results. It was my mindset. However once I realized that it was too late and I had no motivation to restart the journey :( Such a shame now because I was so so close but it's okay now.

Before anyone asks I did try looking for that subliminal channel and those subliminals. Unfortunately I believe the whole account got deleted.

Now onto the 2nd thing. Once I realized my mistake I stopped listening to appearance subliminals and decided to try something else. I came up to a "Manifest a fairy" subliminal :) Yes, say what you want. Like I said "if there's an idea, there's a possibility". For all I care, unicorns could be real and I am open to it :). And yes, my fairy would have been and will be a wish granting fairy. I saw her as a solution to all of my problems. Not only mine but my best friends. And thanks to my best friend and her spiritual companion I was told that it would actually happen! That I'd one day see my fairy :). However, how soon it'd happen depended on me. It could have taken days, weeks, months or even years but it all depended on my mindset. And here we are 6 years later because I went through another dark episode of my life. But it's gonna happen soon I feel it! More about my best friend and future life time fairy friend on a separate post! Because yes, I had certain results even with that👀

I do hope someone will be interested in some of this cause this does boost my motivation somehow haha

That's all for now tho! I'll try to make a post later tonight about my tape results the other night! Next attempt is tonight😌 And whether anyone is interested or not I shall make another about my first insane shifting results too! 👀👋🏻

𝔇𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔯𝔲𝔫 𝔞𝔴𝔞𝔶 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔠𝔬𝔱𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔢 𝔣𝔞𝔯 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔰𝔬𝔠𝔦𝔢𝔱𝔶?

ℭ𝔬𝔷𝔶 𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔲𝔪𝔫 𝔠𝔞𝔱𝔰 🐈‍⬛🍂