Tonight I Wanted To Go Take A Walk Out Of Guilt For My Overeating But I Had To Stop Before I Even Left

Tonight I wanted to go take a walk out of guilt for my overeating but I had to stop before I even left the building because I was so painfully full 😭🥴 I must've eaten 1000 to 1500 calories over my daily recommended supply and I won't be able to sweat any of it off. My pigging out wasn't even deliberate, but I guess my subconscious has other plans for me 😅

Sometimes at the peak of my horniness, there's something about watching 300lb fatasses jiggle their bellies that makes me wanna gobble down a gallon of weight gain shake to look just like them. Fattened up nice and plump. My whole body wobbling with every step I take. Hips too large to fit narrow doors. A lard-laden gut so comically large that even trying to suck in would be out of the question.

Right now I'm considering wiping out an entire tablet of hazelnut milk chocolate out of sheer horniness - which would equate to about 1200 calories - although I've never publicly admitted I was anything else other than a feeder, whether that be on apps or irl.

I'm definitely down a slippery slope ... 🥴

The streamer

“Okay everyone, thank you for coming to the stream! Thank you all and that you to my sponsor “locked in” for supporting the stream. Use my code for 25% off this weekend!” Emma said as she ended her broadcast for the day. Streaming had been going really well lately. Her returning viewers had slowly been increasing and soon she would be able to make a push for partner. Ever since her sponsor reached out, everything started working out for the better. Her relationship to the company was rocky at first, but she grew to appreciate them.

When they had offered to pay her to drink their sodas on stream, was thrilled to finally start getting the recognition she deserved. Unfortunately, she didn’t read the fine print and to her surprise, several cases showed up on her doorstep instead of a sampler like she expected. They wanted her to drink one soda every hour and talk about the taste and if she failed to do so she would have to pay them back for the shipment.

“That’s crazy! At this rate, I’ll have to drink an over a case a week. I can’t do that.” She thought to herself, but her hands were tied. She didn’t have the money to pay them back so she had to do it.

The first stream was a struggle. It was hard to focus with her belly being so bloated and having to surprise her burps. To her surprise, the company’s name was not just for show. She was able to lock in with her games and was able to win more! And as she started winning more, her viewer count increased as well.

One of the downsides of this energy drink was that it increased your appetite. By the time she was done streaming, she was ravenous. It became a routine to pull up food delivery and use the money she made on stream to order massive amounts of food.

As the streams went on, her body got used to the bubbly liquid and starting wanting more. Without realizing it, she was drinking more than she had to in order to fulfill her sponsorship requirements and ended up ordering more out of her own pocket.

This new lifestyle was building a big bill that her waistline had to pay. After first week of her sponsorship she had noticed she was already getting a bit softer everywhere. She struggled to stretch the yoga pants she usually wore over her thickening thighs, and her bloated belly often pushed the waistband down revealing her developing muffin top.

She didn’t think anything of it at the time. “Well yeah, I spend all day drinking soda and playing video games. Of course I’m getting a little chubby,” she thought to herself. After a month she had become the company’s number 1 ambassador. Little did she know, her audience wasn’t watching for her gameplay, they wanted to see her binge on this soda.

That’s when the donations with weird requests started coming in. “$25.00 Burp into the microphone,” “$40.00 chug another soda,” “$50.00 have burgers delivered,” she thought these were just growing pains. Women streamers often get harassed so she simply took this as a sign she was being successful. She would do some and reject others but everything was put in perspective when she got the biggest donation she had ever received.

“$500.00 show us your belly,”

“really!? They want to see my belly?” She thought to herself. This was a couple months after her sponsorship started. “I’m definitely chubbier than before, but it hasn’t gotten that bad, right?”

After that donation went through, dozens followed it. “$15.00 PLEEEEEASE,” “$20.00 we NEED this,” “$10.00 don’t tease us, give the people what they want!” Altogether the total was closer to $750.

“Okay guys, calm down. Here you go.” She stood up, revealing a belly that caused her to crop top to ride up and push down the waistband of her leggings. Looking at herself in stream, it finally dawned on her how huge she was getting. Her chat definitely noticed as well.

Even more donations started pouring in, praising how fat she was getting. “Well, there’s worse things to be than the fat streamer.” She thought to herself.

“Oh my god, chat. Look fire fat I’m getting! I think I need to go in a diet, what do you think?”

“Noooo!” Chat cried in unison.

“Oh, do you think I’m not fat enough then? You little freaks trying to fatten me up. I’ll tell you what, highest donator of today gets to pick what I order for dinner tonight. But that’s enough of that, let’s get back to the games!”

I love the term "overfed"

Like being described as "overfed" just sounds so external. It's not something I did, it's something that was done TO me. Like I'm a helpless dumb pet whose owner doesn't know any better and keeps feeding and feeding because "he just looks so hungry". Really I'm just too eager and thoughtless and greedy to regulate my food, but my owner is too softhearted to say no when their pudgy little pet begs for more. Maybe it starts with treats here and there, maybe something off their plate if I beg real pretty, but soon they're just feeding me bigger and more frequent helpings in an effort to keep their pet full and happy. And I just mindlessly eat and eat and eat everything they give me, and before they know it I've been "overfed" into a plump little ball of fat.

It's like that, you know?

My horny thoughts are getting more and more feedee-oriented ... 5 likes in the next half an hour and I wipe up 1k+ calories of snickers bars and bread and end up regretting the consequences next time I see my squishy belly in the mirror 😅

Edit : I didn't get the expected number of likes tonight so I kinda chickened out, but I did eat myself full with an unreasonable amount of chocolate bars for a single person. Post-nut clarity is already hitting hard ...

December 2023 - May 2024

my boyfriend keeps telling me that i’m starting to round out, but i think it’s just the bloating… 😵‍💫