Fat Humiliation - Tumblr Posts

Feedee/gainer affirmations :

None of my clothes fit anymore.

I'll never be skinny again, even if I try.

I'm making myself ridiculously obese.

I feel my rolls thickening day after day.

I'm addicted to gaining.

I have wrecked my body.

I feel the pounds adding up to my frame.

I'm stuck with a permanent weight problem.

God, what have you been eating?

That belly is just pure flab. You should be ashamed of letting go and turning into such a little porker.

Anyway. Shoving food into your mouth all day long isn't gonna do your body good, and your weight problem is going to snowball into poor health when you should be at your physical prime. Your heart will start pounding at every small effort, that fleshy mound of a belly isn't gonna get any smaller and will probably get in the way of your every movements. Your thickening thighs will start chafing, your back will ache, your joints will too, all because you chose to give in to gluttony and sit on your widening ass as much as possible. Truly pathetic.

You can call yourself a feeder all you want : deep down, you know exactly what's happening.

Everyday, you open Tumblr to get off to fat bellies. You stare at dozens if not hundreds of softening bodies.

Slowly but surely, desire has turned to awe. You've grown hypnotized by these thousands of young, attractive people packing on the pounds to become obese. It's become your new normality.

Not so long ago, you were just a fit lurker.

Unfortunately, that's not the case anymore.

It's too late, you won't get away with this.

It's starting to show.

Take it from me. The hours I've spent on this website looking at growing bodies have made my once slim body ridiculously pudgy.

It's gotten me a slight double chin, enlarged hips, growing love handles and a cute yet substantial pouch. I've put nearly 30lbs of pure fat onto my body without even realizing it.

But most importantly, it's made me crave more. And even though you won't admit it, it's already started to do the same to you.

Let larger bodies inspire you.

Let your gluttony take its toll.

Let go.

I won't give into the feedee side of this fetish before I get top surgery but it's hot to think I probably won't be able to resist the urge to grow much fatter for more than a few years.

I don't give myself five years till I tiptoe into gaining and don't realize how much of a slippery slope it is, al least not soon enough to escape obesity. My desire for excess pudge is too strong for my own good.

Sometimes at the peak of my horniness, there's something about watching 300lb fatasses jiggle their bellies that makes me wanna gobble down a gallon of weight gain shake to look just like them. Fattened up nice and plump. My whole body wobbling with every step I take. Hips too large to fit narrow doors. A lard-laden gut so comically large that even trying to suck in would be out of the question.

Right now I'm considering wiping out an entire tablet of hazelnut milk chocolate out of sheer horniness - which would equate to about 1200 calories - although I've never publicly admitted I was anything else other than a feeder, whether that be on apps or irl.

I'm definitely down a slippery slope ... 🥴

My horny thoughts are getting more and more feedee-oriented ... 5 likes in the next half an hour and I wipe up 1k+ calories of snickers bars and bread and end up regretting the consequences next time I see my squishy belly in the mirror 😅

Edit : I didn't get the expected number of likes tonight so I kinda chickened out, but I did eat myself full with an unreasonable amount of chocolate bars for a single person. Post-nut clarity is already hitting hard ...

Tonight I wanted to go take a walk out of guilt for my overeating but I had to stop before I even left the building because I was so painfully full 😭🥴 I must've eaten 1000 to 1500 calories over my daily recommended supply and I won't be able to sweat any of it off. My pigging out wasn't even deliberate, but I guess my subconscious has other plans for me 😅

Feeder turned feedee? Once you go down this road, you won’t be able to stop. I started out as an FA and doubled my size once I dipped my toes into gaining. I thought only 20 pounds would do and here I am years later, unable to stop.

I'm currently experimenting with my feedee side, but I wanna make it clear I'm not yet committed to gaining, and it'll probably be that way for quite some time. My fantasies are just starting to revolve more and more around me getting fat, and my horny thoughts do win from time to time, playing with fire, I know 😅 but for personal reasons, I'm not going to fully engage in feedism until a couple of years at least. However, I know that I won't be able to repress this yearning forever, and even if I tried to, I know my family history of obesity and natural love for food are going to catch me sooner than I expect! I'll probably start blowing up in the next few years, that is if I can fight the urge until then 😂

Today I was wearing a pair of jeans I really like, and I had ajusted them with a piece of lace because I don't own a belt. They're definitely much too large for me (34s) and so I showed my questionable ploy to my friend, who knows about me being a feeder. She teasingly asked if it was a goal of mine to fill them out in a near future, and I can't stop thinking about it🥴🥵

I had lost a bit of weight over the past months (about 15 lbs) and it literally took me three weeks to gain it all back and more 😅 I don't think I've ever been that round in my life. I'm pretty sure I'm overweight now. It's gonna take me another year to slowly lose it, that is if I don't gain more in the meantime. Extremely embarrassing, yet so hot 🥵