Ghost Memories (Karina X Reader) Preview

Ghost memories (Karina x reader) preview

angst <3

MAYBE BUT JUST MAYBE i’ll make a fluffy ending

Depends on what you guys want !

Anyways this is a reminder that isn’t the whole story, this is sort of a teaser, a preview of the oneshot I wanted to write (might do it in 2 separate parts), this is more like the overall plot, hope you enjoy <33

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You didn’t get treated well by her, and look where you are now, you miss her obviously, but you can’t, you can’t just forget everything, and you notice every time she glances at you, but it’s impossible, you find yourself unable to look at her in the eyes without remembering,, her, everything about her, even if you try to deny it, you miss it

And slowly you start forgetting, you grow up while people tell you that life goes on, after all they’re right, there are other fishes in the sea. You can’t live in the past, you can only wish a brighter future,, well that’s what you keep telling yourself

Slowly you don’t remember quite her scent, nor her habits, or even her face properly, she’s not in your life anymore, why would you try so hard to revive memories that are ripped to shreds now

She’s not with you anymore, and you know it

But deep down you still get that ghost feeling

Sometimes you find yourself wondering what she’s up to

You know her image, as much as you want to forget it, will haunt you

But after years, you realize that you have to face reality, the vague thoughts you may have of her are slowly fading away, they’ll always be there obviously, just like spirit would haunt you, simply, they become more and more blurred in your mind

Have you forgotten ?

Who are you now ?

Is it really over ?

And most importantly

What would happen if you met her again ?

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What makes you complete

Yeji x reader hurt/comfort scenario

Warnings: separation anxiety, mental exhaustion, insecurities

Word count: 1,5k

Summary: one late night you find yourself completely lost in thoughts, waiting for your girlfriend to come back after a busy tour, but the longer she’s taking to come back, the more worried you get, to the point where your thoughts are sickening. Exhausted from your worries, you end up nearly falling asleep when she finally arrives. And when she picks you up in her arms after all that time waiting for her, you completely melt under her touch and confess what has been on your mind while she listens carefully to every of your word, now determined to make you feel better. Because after all, she’s the reason, why now, you are complete as a person

Before we get started with the story, I just wanted to say that this is officially the first real oneshot I’ve posted on here, finally!

All credits goes to me for the writing

Obviously this is work of fiction and fiction only, I do not know the idol personally and would have no clear idea how they would react in this situation, this is just a scenario coming from my head based off what we, as fans, can see Yeji as when she shows herself on camera

Basically I wrote this during the summer but I didn’t like the writing that much so I decided to rewrite it and post it on here :)

Quite honestly I’ve been really busy with going back to school that I didn’t get the chance to write properly in a while but now that I did, I feel motivated again to post more often, a lot of ideas are in my head right now and I just need to put them on here!

Remember to take care of yourselves lovelies, hope you’ll enjoy and remember that if you ever need someone to talk to, you can always come to me <3

It was already dark outside while a violent storm fed your worries around your girlfriend’s well-being. She was supposed to arrive in the afternoon but since this morning, you had been left without any signs of her. You had tried joining her multiple times but with no success, left there all alone with your thoughts. You tried being rational, telling yourself she was probably busy and it was better to not bother her, thing is, you couldn’t help yourself to think about the worst case scenarios possible

What if something had happened to her ? An accident isn’t as uncommon as it seems ! Or what if she chose to ignore you on purpose ? Maybe you weren’t the right one for her, after all you did feel like she was being distant in the last few days. Or what if you’re just crazy ? Maybe you’re the problem here..

As you desperately tried to stay calm, you felt yourself becoming breathless, struggling to think properly, and you found yourself ridiculous for it. How could you be in such a pathetic state, you were mad at yourself for becoming that vulnerable over nothing,,

You did really feel alone these days, it had been a long journey with your beautiful girlfriend but you still couldn’t bring yourself to tell her how you felt. As dumb as it could be, you were scared to be left without her, and sadly, that’s exactly what was happening just right now

You always wanted to be the best for her, her warm personality brought the brighter side out of you and you couldn’t be more grateful as you tried to constantly show your support for her idol life, not wanting to be an obstacle in her dreams

If only she saw your state

You felt somewhat bad, after all, shouldn’t you be thankful for everything Yeji brought you ? If it wasn’t the sparkle she added to your life, it was definitely her warm embrace that made you feel oh so safe

And there was the problem

She was missing

And you were left there, scared

You never bothered telling her how much you struggled when she was away, thinking it was just a little detail even if in reality, it was nearly killing you from the inside

You have no idea why you turned out like that

Maybe it was because you had never felt as loved as you did with Yeji, but you had never felt that frightened as well, because you always told yourself that at any moment, she could completely disappear, and you would have to do everything all over again, just as if you had never met

Was it destiny that made you cross her path ? She was so soft yet so confident, she was the best thing that had ever happened to you, even on shitty days, you would smile thinking about her and looking at the sky wondering if she was doing the same when both of you couldn’t be together

If you felt that happy

Then why ?

Why did you feel so,, empty inside ?

It had been weeks you hadn’t felt her touch

You were craving it

It was making you crazy

She was often far away from you, this sensation was nothing new. The feeling of something missing inside your heart. Your mind from time to time, felt as dark as the sky that very night, not any stars to brighten up the environment, simply anxious tics and thoughts crossing your mind here and there, making you slightly shiver

It was actually quite cold in the house, maybe because you were just wearing a t-shirt, hers, after coming back from school and your hair was completely wet by the raging rain. Or it was because she wasn’t there

Quite honestly, you had given up on seeing her today, something that wasn’t planned must’ve happened and you would get answers tomorrow, who knows maybe you would even wake up right next to her ! Well there’s nothing wrong with hope now is there right ?

You stood up from the couch you were lazily laying in to go towards your bedroom, your head aching. You managed to climb upstairs before dropping dead on your bed, completely tired, not only physically but to the point of mental exhaustion. You laid down, trying to sleep

After a few minutes of looking at the ceiling above your head, barely blinking, you realized resting wouldn’t be as easy as you thought

Restless, you took your phone out of your pants’ pocket as well as your headphones and you put your playlist on shuffle while closing your eyes, ignoring the dark that filled the room you were in

Suddenly, after a long while, you felt familiar hands running up on your body

The second she arrived inside, she went looking for you and immediately thought something was wrong when she didn’t find you downstairs

As you weren’t answering her last messages, she got slightly worried and ran upstairs while trying to be as quiet as possible in case you were already asleep

You stopped your music as you opened your eyes to meet hers, the one you had been missing deeply where you were past the point of being excited of seeing eachother again, as if you were completely giving up on love

You wanted to tell her how much you had missed her presence, you wanted to express your genuine happiness and gratitude towards her

Simply, you couldn’t

It was like your brain had stopped thinking

You were too tired to care, too tired to try, too tired to make an effort, to tired to even think the slightest

Your mind went blank

You could barely sense anything, completely confused

And as Yeji was about to go for a kiss, she looked at you deeply in the eyes and immediately understood, even if you barely shared how you felt with her, scared to be a burden, she could basically read you like an open book, you had your secrets of course but she was no ordinary person, she was Hwang Yeji, the one and only love of your life

Instead of troubling you with questions you probably wouldn’t be able to answer, she wrapped her arms around your waist and pulled you into a tight hug, letting your body rest in her warm embrace as she rubbed your back and quietly hummed to reassure you

After a few minutes without saying anything, she finally spoke in a low voice in case you were not in the proper state to understand her words

“look baby, I’ve missed you so much, im finally here, please tell me what’s on your mind, I promise I’m not planning on leaving anytime soon alright ?”

You opened your eyes again and met her worried gaze

Your heart melted

How could you even resist ?

For one second, without any hesitation, you started talking about everything that had been going on in your mind

Your gratitude towards her kindness, the fear of her leaving, how you didn’t feel loved, the thoughts of not being good enough for someone like her, how much you had missed her, the state you were in not so long ago, the way you felt she was being distant and much more

She listened to everything carefully, making sure to hold you as close as possible while giving you quick pecks on the forehead from time to time

It took you time to stop crying completely as you snuggled in her chest, you felt so free but yet so tired and dizzy that you almost fell asleep mid-sentence

As you finished ranting, she made you sit on your bed while she took off her hoodie to put it on you, making sure you were comfy. She then opened her arms again for you to snuggle in, whispering sweet nothings in your ear as you shut your eyes, finally comfortable after months of suffering

“Do you know how much I love you ?” She started with a sweet voice

“Yeji.. thank you” you whispered, half asleep

“Of course love” she whispered back, looking at you lovingly

But you were already on your way to dream land, peacefully snoring as you were resting in the warmth of her bigger body

She promised herself to not leave you for the next weeks, even if that meant taking a break from her job, she loved it but you were her top priority and she was glad she was able to make you feel safe

She looked at you lovingly, a quiet chuckle escaping her mouth at the cute sight of you. After a while of watching you peacefully rest, making sure you were at ease, she slowly but surely drifted to sleep

Everything seemed to be much better now, even if it was in such short period of time, you were calm again

After all you didn’t need much

Because Hwang Yeji

Your guardian angel

The one you fell so hard for

The one who changed your life

The person whom you love most in the universe

Was the reason why you were you

She was the other half of you

She made you complete

CHAERYEONG’S AOTM

AYOO DID YALL SEE IT

she looked so good what the hell😨

Shes so close to become my bias i swear

I think im gonna write something like a oneshot based of the song with her in it🤨

Anyways I hope you are all doing well lovelies, I personally slept for like 4 hours but yeah, reminder to take care of yourselves <33

Writing for Loona

Hey yall! short post, don’t worry, bigger works are coming back

Sorry for disappearing once again ! I just wanted to say Im working on multiple things right now and I also wanted to announce that Im officially writing for Loona now too! So don’t hesitate to send me a bunch of requests :))

Hello dearests,

first of all, yes I’ve disappeared again, honestly I did write a lot in the past few days and I have tons of ideas that I want to post!

Add to that the Ryujin request + the Yuna angst scenario + the Karina angst scenario which I’ve posted previews to show you all a bit what it would look like!

A lot happened in my life recently like really I don’t know why but a lot of shit just happened and pls bare with me you know😭

Also school is starting soon, like I have to go there for half a day tomorrow to get my things etc then I’ll officially start on tuesday😨

Anyways I do want to be more active here and I honestly just need time to write everything because my brain keeps coming up with new things such as enemies to lovers scenarios with itzy and also aespa☝️☝️

So I hope you are all doing well, Im personally trying to get better and I’d like to thank my 21 followers as of right now (it may not be alot but still im happy ok😒) take care of yourselves and have a great day/night (its literally 1:31am rn and i have to wake up at 7:30 tomorrow)

Also look at Yeji just looking absolutely pretty rn

Hi hi hi!! I have a request, can you make a long fluffy bulletpoint fanfic, where it's a soulmate au with itzy, like how they met, etc!! Is this confusing,sorry i'm bad at describing things lol, lmk if you don't understand what i want!! (人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+

Hello ! Thank you so much for requesting, I think it’s pretty cute ! I just need you to specify certain things in your requests so that I know exactly what you want <3

1) by bullet point, do you mean like this ? :

You met at whatever place

You grew closer

You realized you were soulmates

Happy ending

If you know what I mean😭 I’ve just wrote bs but like is this how you want me to write it, points by points ? My bad, english isn’t my first language☹️

And also I mean I’d add way more description than that, that’s just a dumb example yk

2) dumb question maybe but do you want a different scenario with each member or all the members together (ot5 x reader) ? I mean do you think it’d be possible to have multiple soulmates ? Maybe that’d add spice but tell me what you want and I’ll do it !

If possible, can you specify what you desire for (and so answer my questions) in the inbox so then I can answer your request better ? Thank you :))

I hope you all have a great day lovelies, take care and remember I love you all <33