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The murmurs of the night <3

pairing : yyxy (loona) x reader

Word count : 2,2k

Genre : hurt/comfort, fluff

Warnings : implied overthinking

Hi hi hi !! I've been so busy lately sobs </3 but here is a (short) post that I hope can make it up to you all :)) Thank you for being so patient with me ! I have bigger works that I need to finalize ehe ! I hope I can get to write more often ! But that's besides the point ! I hope you enjoy the following story :D

The ceiling above you was getting boring

You have been looking at it for a long time now. It's been, minutes ? Hours ? You don't have a single clue of even what time it is now, the only thing you can clearly understand as of right now, is that no matter how much you wish to fall asleep, you just can't seem to find the strength to close your eyes and drift away to dreamland

Ironic isn't it ? It shouldn't take much to just lay down and let yourself rest, yet, you can't bring yourself to do it, it's like there's something restraining you, and it's getting tighter by each second that passes, so much that you can feel yourself running out of breath, even if you're barely moving in your empty bed. The stress of fighting against the part of you that isn't willing to let your mind rest is tiring you, so much that you can feel a tear caressing your poor cheek

It's cold, a cold breeze that causes you to not be able to stop that shivering manner of yours, a cold breath coming from the thoughts that have been worrying you lately. Why couldn't today be a normal night ? Why did you have to cry today ? That was only draining you more, and yet again, you just couldn't fall asleep

"what to do" is what you kept asking yourself on and on, not knowing how to handle things, how to handle your poor figure sitting down, your hands covering your face from the embarrassment that someone could ever find you in that state

When it comes to scientific manners, the cold is described as in an absence of warmth, and for once, you can say you agree with the boring lessons you have to go through everyday at school. There is something missing, something that would help you get warmer, a whole bunch of blankets wouldn't be enough to compare to the comfort that something gives you, you miss a certain someone

You miss them, you miss their presence, you would do anything just to have them talk to you, you know you shouldn't feel like this, you should be grateful to even have them in your life, but you do feel lonely, you feel like you may not be as important as you've always been to them, you feel as if you're failing, you are scared

Scared of waking up and knowing they're not there anymore, scared of breathing without sharing the same air as them, scared of eating at a restaurant alone, without them to accompany you, scared of loosing yourself through their absence, scared of falling asleep alone, you just cannot do it

It's rather difficult to explain your own feelings sometimes, we're all mysteries after all, even for ourselves, even if we'd like for everything to make sense, it sometimes just doesn't, and it's something we have to learn to accept, or else, we'll always be stuck in a spiral of infernal questions, lost in a crowd of thoughts that can stab right in the heart you at any given moment with no warnings

Life isn't made to always be fair

You miss them so much, but you feel so scared to even look at your phone, and realize that they're once again not texting you, that they're once again busy together, without you, without even thinking of you, you just want them to be there

The people who you keep thinking of are your lovely girlfriends

They are awesome people, truly, though they haven't been very present lately, you are conscious of their tight schedule, yet, you are terrified they don't want to put in efforts in your relationship anymore, you would do anything for them, but would they do everything for you ?

...

Your dear girlfriends

As much as them not being here breaks your heart, thinking about them automatically makes you smile

Sooyoung is such a kind girl, she always assures you are feeling safe and the thought of being away from her is genuinely terrifying, because her being there means you being alright, she has a way to make you calm, even if she makes you incredibly nervous. She always looks out for you and defends you no matter what may happen, she loves to bicker with Hyeju about who gets to protect you the most, and you can't help but grin whenever you witness their "fights". Sooyoung feels warm, warm because you know there's always a spot available in her arms, for you to slip in and for you two to stay that way for hours

Jiwoo is your happy place, a sunshine really, she colours the days that are too bland, she brings such a bright energy around her, that just the thought of seeing her makes you smile more than anything else. She clings onto you endlessly, and you would never complain about it, since it makes you feel so loved, making you feel like you matter. When she takes your face in her soft hands and kisses you, you feel at home, you feel like nothing else matters in the world. You feel at ease with Jiwoo, at ease when she brings you close to her and swears that she will never leave your side, her words staying in your mind for days after you and her talk

Chaewon is like an angel, she doesn't need to say much for you to feel at ease, her beautiful self makes you question regularly how lucky you got to be to meet someone as amazing as her. Chaewon is such a loving girlfriend, even when her mouth stays closed for a long while, her lovely glances are comparable to thousands of love letters, she brings you peace when you need it. Life might be a mess sometimes but when Chaewon is around, it feels like paradise is being brought to you, her way of holding your hands, by gently grabbing them and rubbing her thumbs inside of your palms to remind you that she's here, or when she kisses your forehead to help you forget about what's troubling you. Chaewon is peaceful, you find an indescribable source of comfort in her, so much that if things are going wrong, your first reflex is to think of her, and suddenly, things seem to be stable again

Hyeju is not always expressive about her soft feelings, but sure thing is, she is trying to be the best for you, reminding you that she loves you whenever she thinks about it, so that you never forget just how much she cares about you. Even when you get scared to lose her, she'll kiss you on the spot to make you accept the truth that she simply cannot leave your side, she cares about you much more than you could ever imagine. Her protective gaze over you as well as her way to always have you in her arms and the few words she says to express her love for you is enough to make you feel like you matter. With Hyeju, you feel like you belong, because you do, and you will for as long as you desire, because Hyeju promised to never leave you

...

Thinking about them made you feel a bit of hope again

Suddenly the empty feeling faded a little bit, of course, not at all erased, it's still there, smudging your heart, but at least you get to feel a little better

Missing them so much, you just give up on worrying that you might bother them and you roll over the bed to text them. They obviously won't answer tonight, but at least it'll make you something to wake up to. Wearing Hyeju's hoodie and Sooyoung's sweatpants, you feel a bit warmer remembering it's theirs, giving you just the courage you need to open your phone

Opening your messages, you click on the conversation you share with the four of them, curious of what the new messages they sent are about

Jiwoo

Where's Y/n D: !!

Y/n !!!! Come onlineeee <3333

Y/nnnnn

Y/N SOBS

Chaewon

They might be sleeping woo

Jiwoo

Yes yes, but like-

I miss them :<

Sooyoung

I miss them too

Hyeju

Then let's wait for them to wake up

It's not that long

We can do it

Right ?

Chaewon

I mean, I do really miss them

Hyeju

Me too wonnie, but they're probably asleep

And that's only a tiny glimpse of everything that was being said about you

So you were worrying over nothing ?

Crazy how many things the dark of the night can make you believe

It'll start by a few shivers, becoming more and more bothering, going down to the bottom of your spine, making you feel nude, from how cold you feel, from the absence of warmth around you. You then start getting dizzy, a headache that hurts more than what it sounds like, isolating you from the rest of the world. And there it comes, the night, between the four walls of your room, the darkness becomes able to mouth words, little innocent worries that soon turn into fears you cannot forget about, forcing you to stay awake, wanting to sort things out, even when it's not possible. Facing the empty sky of your ceiling, you can only imagine what it would when it's filled with stars, them, the people who make you feel important, who complete your universe

You can strangely feel your tears coming back, but this time, out of pure enthusiasm, the euphoria to know they care, and they are there, even when you are apart, separated from having lives that are too different

You choose to answer your dear girlfriends, to notify them of your restlessness

Y/n

Hello :)

Jiwoo

Y/NNNNN !!!

Hyeju

Baby, I'm so glad to see you

But shouldn't you be asleep ?

Chaewon

Hyeju is right love

Is everything okay ?

Sooyoung

You know you can always tell us

What does it cost to be honest ?

Y/n

I just miss you all so much

...

...

You wait for an answer

But nothing

"Huh ?"

You try hard to not think harsh about it

But why did they suddenly disappear ?

Did you do something bad ?

You stare at your phone, ignoring your surroundings, feeling yourself falling back to the state you were a while ago

"No, no this can't be !"

Why do you always have to feel that way ? Why do little things hurt so much

"How am I going to even fall asleep now ?"

...

It's strange, the night seems to be taking over again

...

You feel ashamed even

...

"What made you believe you could stay happy" this thought resonates louder and louder in your aching head

...

You close your eyes

Just to forget for a second

Even if it won't do much

...

"It's so warm" you think, you can feel yourself laying down on something that seems to be the warmest thing you have possibly ever touched in your entire life

Confused, you open your eyes again, only to be met with the sun shining right in your face

that's right

your sun

Jiwoo is here :)

To your left you can see Chaewon sitting on the bed, stroking your hair gently, and to your right, you can see Hyeju admiring how beautiful you look, not wanting to interrupt your sleep

And around you

Sooyoung's arms

...

They're here, they're finally by your side !

This wasn't all a dream, they really did stop answering for a while, just because they were preparing themselves to come see you in the middle of the night

"Hey cutie ! How was your sleep ?" Sooyoung asks you softly

You answer her that it was great, and you try to get up to get a hug from everyone, though, sooyoung keeps you close to her

"nono, today you're resting baby, stay here okay ?"

And well, who are you to refuse Sooyoung after all ?

"Sooyoung is right, stay there, if you need anything you can always ask us" Hyeju smiles at you, coming closer to kiss your cheek before sitting back to the place she was at

Chaewon takes your hand in hers, kissing it, before murmuring "beautiful, how could I ever fall for some this much"

And Jiwoo, her, not even a word yet, just screams and whines from not being able to kiss you because Sooyoung is keeping you away from her

“I’m so glad to be here” Jiwoo said while climbing up on the bed, joining Sooyoung to cuddle your sides

“Me too, it’s so glad to get back to our angel” gowon agreed

You smiled at them, not even knowing what to say, them being right here, was so, magic :)

“We tried to come as fast as we could yesterday night but when we arrived, you were already asleep like a baby” Hyeju laughed

“You were so cute, I had to resist the urge to wake you up and ask to kiss you on the spot !! Sooyoung made me wait until this morning”jiwoo whined

“mhh ! but now that I’m up, why don’t I get a kiss ehe !” You replied giggling, and jiwoo obviously did what you desired, soon followed by the rest of the girls, making you feel like the most important person in the world, because, in their eyes (and in mine bc ily all), you are <3

This is only the beginning of a new day

And yet you feel so right already, you just, feel, like everything is back to normal, the loves you just cannot get enough of are back, and that dear night that loves to keep you company through the dark is finally gone, letting you enjoy some kinder words from the ones you love, murmurs that remind you of your worth, and of how perfect you are :)

The end 0:

I hope this was enjoyable aha ! I wrote this in the middle of the night ! It's just a short lil fit because I thought it fit my mood well :) I will now drift to sleep myself, I wish you all to have an awesome day/night, take care of yourselves lovelies :D <3

And yes I will answer requests and inbox messages v v soon ! Thank u to everyone sending me stuff :))

which member from the groups you write for would call their s/o their ‘silly little bunny’?

THATS SO CUTE WHAT <33

I love requests like that, please send me more ong !!

Who would most likely call you their silly little bunny

Itzy

RYUJIN

this girl absolutely loves teasing you and messing around with you, so yes, it includes little nicknames that may sound a bit ridiculous, but are in fact very sweet. You mean the world to Ryujin, and she wants to protect you from any sort of harm in the world, as if you were a little helpless bunny. She insists a lot on the “my” part, as she can be pretty possessive, she likes reminding you, and herself, that you are hers

YUNA !!

This girl is a giant goofball, and such a sunshine ! She loves coming up with nicknames for you, especially affectionate ones like that !! She thinks you’re the cutest, so of course she’d compare you to a little animal such as a bunny ! She’d probably call you it whenever she’d be holding you in her arms, she likes the feeling of having her love close to her, and giving them pet names is her favourite pastime <3

As for Lia, Yeji and Chaeryeoung, their nicknames would probably be bunny or little bunny alone, and wouldn’t sound as teasing as what the other members would call you !!

Aespa

NINGNING

In my opinion, she would absolutely love calling you that !! She loves comparing you to all sorts of things, and in her head, you look exactly like a bunny ! Cute, wanting to held it, adorable, making her heart melt, the list could go on !! She would definitely call you it in public and wouldn’t realize it sounds a bit embarrassing, she’s such a sweetheart, she just wants to display all of her love for you <3

AERI

Then secondly, I think she would like calling you it !! Your relationship with her is incredible because not only you are lovers, but you are also best friends. That includes a lot of teasing between the two of you, and it’s a habit of yours to find each other nicknames, she’d probably love that one so much that she wouldn’t stop calling you it !!

As for Jimin and Minjeong, they’d probably stick to more traditional names such as baby, darling or my love, but they wouldn’t mind finding unique nicknames like that, it’d just be less likely to happen !!

Loona

HEEJIN

Most definitely she would, as it is the animal associated to her in her group, she has a strong attachment to it, and she tends to associate it with you !! She shares a love for her group as strong as the love she has for you, so she would love to call you her bunny !! Plus, she’s such a tease, so adding the silly little part would definitely be something she’d do, just to get you to blush and to annoy you a little !!

CHUU !!

We all know how much of a sweetheart chuu is, she gets all sorts of nicknames for you !! Anything you do is adorable in her eyes, so anything else that is cute, will automatically be associated with you !! She’d often say “everything that’s little is cute !!” if you complained about the nickname, she just loves showing you affection and her adoration for you !!

OUR SWEET LOVE YERIM !!

She is so so so pure, she could look at you in the eyes and you’d instantly melt ! She sees all the little details about you that people don’t seem to notice, and she pays attention to your reactions a lot ! She calls you silly due to how shy you get when she teases you, she calls you little to emphasize your cuteness, and she calls you her bunny because she thinks it represents well the happiness you bring her :)

As for the other members, they are all relatively teases !! So they would probably tend to call you it too, but these 3 members would never keep that nickname out of their mouths that’s for sure !!

Hope you enjoyed <3 !!

Who would most likely randomly kiss your cheek !!

Itzy

CHAERYEOUNG

She can be quite a shy person, she loves loves LOVES the thought of giving you affection, but sometimes, it takes her all of her courage just to look at you in the eyes without blushing !! So sometimes, while you were not paying attention, she would just feel a rush of love for you and would come closer to you and kiss your cheek ! She would most likely look away or pretend she didn't do anything right after it, because this cuties loves you so so much and gets all blushy, and she would also try to resist the urge to kiss you again and again and again and forever <33

YUNA

Silly little sunshine who loves spontaneously making you blush, seeing you shy after she's done teasing you or showing you affection just makes her want to do it again once more, and that, until you get annoyed ! So she would most definitely do that to you to surprise you, and because she can hardly look at you without taking you in her arms and kissing you because of how adorable you are to her ! Being with Yuna equals being met with the sweetest love in the world, and showed at random times, which makes you fall for her even harder than before

YEJI

Yeji can sometimes be more quiet when she's tired, or when she's preoccupied, she loves sharing long kisses with you, and having you in her arms for a long while !! But whenever she's been busy and she sees you doing something and not noticing her presence, she comes to you and kisses your cheek, just to remind you of how much she loves you ! She could do that all day really, she just loves showing you affection in unexpected ways :D

Aespa

JIMIN

Jimin is more quiet when it comes to affection, she doesn't always explicitly show it, most of the time, she'll have an arm around you and will make sure you stay close to her, kissing you from time to time. Though there's times where she likes to just admire you in silence, looking after what's most precious in her eyes, and during those times, she often feels a rush of adrenaline from how cute you are, and randomly kisses your cheek because she can no longer resist !! Jimin is not always the most affectionate, but she does love showing it to you at unexpected times, she doesn't always think before doing it, she just does it because of how much she's in love with you

NINGNING

Little goofball, if she could be kissing you all day, trust me, she would !! She loves being close to you, wether that's you laying down on her, you guys cuddling together, holding your hand and of course, kissing you !! She absolutely adores coming up to you and kissing you to get your attention, or just to see your cute little reactions, she would definitely be the type of person to call your name so you'd turn around and she'd have the perfect opportunity to kiss your cheek and have you smile because of her

Loona

CHUU

She LOVES showing you affection, she's so clingy you'd think you're going out with a puppy sometimes !! She'll always insist on being close to you, and she will find any sorts of excuses and occasions to kiss you, especially your cheeks !! She loves them because she thinks they're so soft, and she can admire your pretty smile as she kisses them, which is why she does so very often, and that, at random times !! Wether that'd be to cheer you up, to tease you, or just because she felt like it, she'll always find a moment to do it to you

JINSOUL

THIS GIRL IS SUCH A TEASE ?? Literally she loves giving you affection for the sole purpose to see you shy (well of course to make you feel loved too !!) BUT GOD DAMN !! She will always go out of her way to surprise you with her love, and to make you feel happy (and blushy) as often as she can :) So that of course includes, kissing your cheek, something she does very VERY often, like anywhere you guys go together, she just goes like *smooch*

HYUNJIN

Little meow meow sometimes struggles expressing her strong feelings towards you, she might have trouble saying just how much she loves you, so she tries to show it the best she can despite being bad at words, and sometimes, awkward in her actions !! What happens the most often is walking with her, your hand in hers, when you suddenly catch her looking at you, and that's when she kisses your cheek, before looking away and pretending she hasn't done anything

CHOERRY

The most loveable lover on earth, she will always shower you with affection, there's nothing in the world that can make her happier than seeing you smile when she's showing you all the affection she has for you !! One of her favorite things is kissing your cheeks, because she feels all the occasions are good for it, you're busy and she misses you ? Time to kiss cheek !! She just came back from practice and you're falling asleep ? Cheek kiss it is !! You ask her for affection ? CHEEK KISS ALL THE WAYYY :D !! She loves surprising you with all kind of affection, it makes her feel closer to you, and your reactions are always the cutest ever <3

THE END <333

I hope you enjoyed :) I barely had time to write today, so have this lovelies <33 AND THANK YOU TO THE PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS !! I love requests like this, I want more :D

I am back :) !!

Hello lovelies <3

Yes, it’s me !! I’m still here !

Firstly, I wanted to apologize for such a long period of inactivity, I have had a lot happening in my life, and quite honestly, I was scared to disappoint because I couldn’t put as much effort in my writing due to being really, really tired

It’s been a while, and I truly did miss all of you ! I missed updating you guys about my life, and I had so many ideas of drabbles and thoughts to share, I was just too shy to come on here and speak my mind :(

I want to say a special thank you to everyone that has waited !! You all mean the world to me :) and thank you to all the lovelies that have started following me while I was absent, you truly do all melt my heart <3

I still do feel unsteady, to be honest, I’m v much in need of love and support at the moment, so don’t hesitate to fill my inbox and dms, I’ll be more than glad to answer !!

Once again, a big thank you to all of you, I love you, a whole lot :) <3

Hii my lovelies !! So glad to see all of you again !! I missed you guys a whole whole lot !!

As you’ve probably guessed, gaypeople4itzy’s return means… DAILY UPDATESSS !! Yes yes yes !! The awaited daily updates are finally back :) so so glad to be here to write them again !!

Once again, I really did miss all of you !! Thank you for still being here and the notes on yesterday’s post :) <3

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Warmth

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wanted to offer you guys some fluffy content now that I am back !! I have seen this fluffcember or something going on around here, so I wanted to try it :>

May you all enjoy <3

Hands intertwined with hers; you walked in your favorite restaurant, which had always held a special place in your heart, especially as a little kid. Jiwoo had been quick to notice your frowns and yawns earlier today, work had been getting to you a lot, you needed rest

Which is why she took you here, a place that had grown up with the both of you. Living in your hometown had that advantage, you could be reminded of so many memories just by going somewhere ten minutes away from your shared home. The smell, the music, the bowl of candy at the entrance, everything was exactly like you remembered it, it felt so familiar, so warm

Warm just like Jiwoo, a confident hand taking yours, leading the way while following the waitress to your assigned table. She had always been this sweet, even when you were both younger, in your very first dates

She was shyer back then, blushing at your every movement, attempts at flirting were made more often than you could even realize, she always made you feel good. Despite her many acquaintances and her tendencies to befriend any living creature, she had always made sure you know just how much you meant to her, you were the center of each other’s life, like a cozy bed when you most need a nap, you were the person each other wanted, at any given time

Jiwoo has known all along how to please you, how to make you smile, she would never fail to bring you somewhere that would leave your mouth wide open, she needed to make you the happiest, no matter the cost

So, when you came home yesterday, tiredly making your way to the couch where she was sitting, eyes barely open and whining silently, she knew she had to do something about it. Who was she to not take care of you when you were this exhausted ? Immediately carrying you to your bed, she took you in her arms until you doze off

And when you woke up this morning, Jiwoo had already called your workplace, saying that you could not make it today due to feeling ill. Proud of her half-lie, she promised to make today such a good day that you would never want anything other than that,

And god she was right !

The joyful music in the restaurant instantly put you in a cheerful mood, that and your girlfriend’s cheek kisses. Briefly after, you had already ordered your food and had Jiwoo recall many memories you two had made together when younger,

Truly a perfect night

Love was clearly in the air as you got the fuming plate of food in front of you, if you hadn’t felt hungry throughout the day, you definitely were now, and Jiwoo was more than happy about it !

Was it because the place was full of people that you felt so warm or was it because of how close Jiwoo was to you ? You weren’t really sure, and really, it didn’t quite matter as you felt her eyes admiring you, making your heart jolt even though she had always done that, and you had been together for who knows how many months

Nostalgia combined with her gentleness made you nearly tear up, tonight seemed unreal, like it was some sort of fever dream. You felt so out of this world, but for good reasons, feeling like you were floating among the stars, you hadn’t been feeling this relaxed in a long while

Walking out of the place, not without thanking the chef, Jiwoo took both of your hands in hers before leaning in to kiss you, making every minute of today worthy

She was a home like nobody else was,

She was just so warm

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