UGHGH I WANT HIM SO BADDDDDD

UGHGH I WANT HIM SO BADDDDDD

It iz real!!! X3

what is real ⁉️

i’m not hot enough to make up for how weird i am

sobbing because of how ugly you are is really ironic when your makeup is also coming off from your tears and your left to look at the exact thing you hate

ok so i might still be in love with my ex but yalllll, theres this dude in my art class that has a lot of mutual friends, hes super polite, super funny, even tho ive never talked to him i can easily laugh with him, hes always talking to me, and we always make eye contact, and i MIGHT just have a little crush on this dude.

HES SO MEOWOWOWWOW TOO

hes around my height, pretty blueish greenish eyes, big nose, amazing sense of humor, nice hair, and just overall WOWOWOWWWW

i sound so boy crazy its INSANE

i MISS when we were just friends who just met, i would do anything and i mean ANYTHING to go back to that. we just met the other week, we exchanged our numbers not that long after and we texted every chance we got. he was the funniest guy ive met and even though ive known him for less than a month he was my favorite, he would always tell me about his crush and ask for advice knowing them, but would never tell me who they were (the crush was me and i knew all along). he would always get me gifts and talk to me whenever he could, he told me about everything.

it was my cousins birthday party and i was texting him, he asked me about his crush and i told him to ask them the first chance he got (which i regret since i now wish this lasted longer). he asked me out that night and asked me to be his girlfriend, and we were both so excited and happy.

i just want to know what i couldve done differently ? what couldve changed the outcome ? why did it end ? its driving me insane. you are such a confusing guy honestly, why are you so comfortable touching me like that but you get so nervous when i do the same ? why do you do everything you do ? god i just want you to tell me.

i wish that phase lasted longer. where we both knew we liked each other but were too scared to say anything and stayed friends, the constant flirting and mutual puppy love, the pretending to be oblivious about who his crush was, everyone except us realizing we both wanted to be together. all of that up until before our breakup, i want to go back to that.