Nothing In The World Belongs To Me |carmen Berzatto X Reader|
nothing in the world belongs to me |carmen berzatto x reader|



prompt: still new in your relationship, you show up to the bear for dinner unexpectedly, surprising carmen and the others.
based off this prompt from the other day :)
contains: fluff lol. really, it's just fluff. established-ish relationship (the others don't know). carmen being a little nervous and possessive but mainly cute <3 language.
âAlright, listen up,â Richie stood next to Sydney, flicking through the piles of tickets that were ringing through by the second. It was normal now, an expected task in their routine. âWe need to walk the focaccia to table seven, please.âÂ
âYes, Chef!â A chorus of nearly robotic voices rose from the sizzling hiss of the lamb searing in Carmenâs pan, lifting the spatula to tip the meat over, before giving it back to the chef on the line.Â
âAnd for table nine, weâve got a shellfish allergy, alright? So letâs triple check the cross contamination on that. T, can you handle that one?â Richie moved from his leather bound book of notes back to the ticket.Â
âYes, Chef!â Tina chimed, pulling a freshly washed pan, filling it with the veal stock.Â
âTable nine, is that- thatâs the senator?â Carmen turned to Richie, tasting the roux bubbling on Victoriaâs station, giving her a curt nod of approval.Â
âNo, thatâs table eleven.â Richie hummed, looking back at his notebook. âNine, is⌠a birthday. Booked online.â Carmen had already begun to drone him out, mind racing with a million other things as Richie listed the guests name. Until he got to one.Â
The name Carmen was sure he was hallucinating. The name no one knew- How would they know? How could they possibly know your name?Â
You and Carmen had been seeing each other for a little while. A few weeks that were slowly turning into months. A casual thing that was slowly turning more serious. Dates and meetups are becoming more frequent. Youâd even invited him over to your place a few times, heâd spent the night last week.Â
Still, Carmen hadnât managed to tell anyone. Selfishly, he liked that you were all his for now. Privacy was not guaranteed in the Berzatto house, in Carmenâs life still. He knew they meant well, they always did- he knew it wasnât purposeful, the intrusion that almost always led to a demise. Carmen wasnât ready for it, not yet, he still wanted you all to himself.Â
âCarmen?â Sydneyâs voice pulled him out of his panicked trance. âChef, are you- are you good?â Her voice lilted with that familiar suspicious quip, the one always accompanied with her lifted brows.Â
âWhat?â Carmen blinked, hands buzzing, heart thumping. He could see the window, Richieâs frame blocking most of it. âSorry, yeah- yeah, Iâm good, Chef.âÂ
Sydney watched him carefully, a slow nod before she continued calling out orders. Carmen could feel Richieâs eyes on him, narrowed with curiosity. Carmen tried to be nonchalant, crossing the kitchen back towards Tina, his eyes cutting carefully, looking out the window.Â
There you were.Â
Sitting pretty at the middle table, surrounded by friends, some Carmen recognized from your Instagram. Heâd actually logged in to the app, looked you up after the first date, consumed every photo of yours in the dark of his room. Cheeks burning with excited heat, stomach fluttering in a way he hadnât felt since junior high.Â
âAlright, walk five salads to nine.â Sydney called out. âWhereâs our runners? God, Richie, can you run-âÂ
â-I got it.â Carmen called, the urgency in his tone making Tina jump behind him. Carmen took the tray before Gary could, his hands shaking as he lifted it.Â
âCousin, I can get it.â Richie frowned.Â
âNo, I-I got it.â Carmen nodded, swallowing down his fluttering nerves. His eyes cut to your table through the window, heart skipping when he saw you. âI got it. Iâll be- Iâll just be a second.âÂ
âI donât- I canât even handle that one right now.â Sydney sighed in exasperation. âAlright, Chefs. Letâs get back on track.â She announced, shaking her head. Richie frowned, pulling out his phone.Â
Sugarâs cell buzzed against the hostess stand, excusing herself to check it.Â
From: RichieÂ
âLook at table nine.âÂ
Sugar huffed.Â
To: RichieÂ
âWhy? Is there something wrong?âÂ
She stepped back, casually turning to scan the room, eyes landing on the table. A small group of girls, younger, and amongst them- Carmen?Â
To: RichieÂ
âIs something wrong with the food? Do I need to comp it?âÂ
From: RichieÂ
âNo. Cousin wanted to go out there.âÂ
Sugar frowned, angling her body behind the large plant near the front as casually as she could. She watched through the leaves as Carmen passed out the salads, each girl grinning widely, but their eyes always cut to one on the end.Â
Carmen saved your salad for last, hoping the lowlights of the restaurant would hide his boyish blush, setting the bowl in front of you carefully. âHey,âÂ
âHi,â You smiled sheepishly, looking to meet his gaze. âEverything looks so good.âÂ
âYeah? Thanks.â Carmen nodded. âI-I didnât know you were cominâ tonight.âÂ
âIâm sorry.â You cringed softly, embarrassed heat flooding through your veins. You knew better, knew you shouldnât have done this- showed up at his restaurant unannounced.Â
âI, uh, itâs my friendâs birthday.â You nodded towards Alicia at the end of the table. âAnd I was telling them about that pasta you made me, and they really wanted to come try it.â Your nerves bubbled, rambling in nervous peals that seemed to pour out before you could stop them. Â
âYeah, no, thatâs really nice. Thank you.â Carmen nodded, giving a half smile to your friends, hoping they didnât see the way he wiped his clammy hands on his apron. âWhy didnât- Why didnât you just call me? Tell me you were cominâ in.âÂ
âI didnât want to bother you.â You muttered softly. âI honestly didnât think youâd even see us here, I swear. I didnât mean to bother you or anything-âÂ
â-Youâre not bothering me.â Carmenâs voice dropped to a coo, accompanied with a soft smile that had your head spinning. âNever a bother, but, uh, next time? Bother me, ok? Wanna make sure you get the best seat in the house.âÂ
Your cheeks flushed with heat, your friends excited giggles only intensifying the rushing heat blanketing over your body. Carmenâs own cheeks heated, tongue rolling on the inside of his cheek to hide his grin.Â
âAlright?â Carmen added, and in a complete act of shocking boldness, his hand squeezed your shoulder affectionately. A small gesture on the outside, but for Carmen, it was huge.Â
âAlright.â You grinned, leaning into his touch, your hands sliding over his.Â
âHowâs everything so far?â Carmen turned to the table, nodding at the excited gushes of compliments, not missing the way your friends cut their eyes to you with animated glee.Â
âJust let me know if you need anything, ok?â Carmen turned to you.
âI will.â You nodded, starry eyed with love sick affection.Â
âGood. Iâll see you before you leave, alright?â Carmen muttered, ducking down towards you. His lips brushed over your cheek, your perfume clouding his senses. âYouâre not botherinâ me. âM glad youâre here.âÂ
Your cheek pressed to his, a gentle, affectionate rub before Carmen parted. Both of your features painted with shy delight.Â
Carmen could feel everyoneâs eyes, through flickering gazes and lifted brows. Sydneyâs gaze lingering over him skeptically, still counting tickets. Fakâs wide grin from the corner, loading trays to take out.Â
âHey, uh, Marcus.â Carmen ignored Richieâs raised brows, a teasing, questioning remark on the tip of his tongue.Â
âYes, Chef?â Marcus muttered, looking up from the cannolis he was garnishing.Â
âTable nine has a birthday. I was thinkinâ maybe the chocolate ganache, punch it with the little circle to make it look like a cake. Add a candle?â Carmen muttered, hand rubbing across his face.Â
âYeah, Chef, I can do that.â Marcus nodded.Â
âThank you.â Carmen nodded. âAnd Chef? Let me know when itâs ready before you walk it.âÂ
Marcus frowned. âNo, itâs not- I just wanna walk it, ok?â Carmen shook his head.Â
âAlright.â Marcus nodded slowly. âHeard, Chef.âÂ
Richie smirked, leaning against the stainless steel table. âSo,â Richie hummed. âThere a complaint or somethinâ? Need me to go talk to âem-âÂ
â-No,â Carmen snapped, the possessiveness in his tone startling the both of them. âSorry, itâs- No, I-I donât need you to do that, Chef. Everythingâs good.âÂ
Richie nodded slowly, passing the dishes to Gary with a nod. âYou gonna tell me what that was about?âÂ
âNo, Chef.â Carmen clipped, an edge to his tone that was teetering on annoyed. âBut, uh, thereâs not gonna be a check on table nine.âÂ
âWhat?â Richie frowned. âDid you mess somethinâ up? Seriously, Cousin, if something's wrong itâs my job to know-âÂ
â-No, itâs not-.â Carmen huffed, eyes pinching closed, running a hand over his face in frustration. âLook, thatâs⌠The girl on the end? I-Iâve been kinda seeinâ her, ya know?â He muttered.Â
Richie gawked, blinking in disbelief. âNo shit.â He grinned. âNo shit? You-Youâre serious?â He turned to look out the window.Â
âDonât fuckinâ look.â Carmen hissed. âLook, it-itâs not a big deal, alright? Just donât-donât say anything o-or do anything.âÂ
Richie swallowed back a teasing remark, a reactive reaction from years of being with Mikey. How the two of them used to tease Carmen endlessly, until they were fighting on the front lawn, Mikey howling with laughter while Carmen was red faced with mortified anger.Â
This time, Richie held back. He wasnât sure why, call it divine intervention, a gut feeling maybe, but it felt different this time.Â
âAlright.â Richie nodded slowly. âNo ticket for nine. Heard.âÂ
Carmenâs foot tapped anxiously. âI mean, right? Th-Thatâs what I should do right?â Carmen looked over his shoulder out the window. âThat would be shitty to give her a check? Be a complete jagoff move to charge her?âÂ
âYeah,â Richie scoffed lightly. âJagoff of the fuckinâ year. Makinâ your girl pay to come to your place.âÂ
Carmenâs heart swelled at the term- your girl. His girl. You were his girl.Â
âWalk four Pappardelle to nine. Walk one Pappardelle vegetarian style to nine.â Sydney called.Â
Carmen dipped the spoon in the glaze, garnishing the plate before sliding it towards Sydney. âSo, you gonna take these out?â He muttered.Â
âNo,â Carmen huffed. âGonna wait until the cake.âÂ
âYeah, good idea, Cousin.â Richie nodded with a proud smile. âThat when youâre gonna tell them no check tonight?âÂ
âNo,â Carmen shook his head. âI donât- It would feel weird cominâ from me.â He looked up at Richie. âI was gonna let you do it.âÂ
âYeah, I can handle that.â Richie smirked. âAnd I wonât say anything, Cousin.â He stopped Carmen before he could say it. âI got you, Cousin. I wonât fuck it up, alright?âÂ
Carmen nodded slowly, a strangled thank you on the tip of his tongue. The door swung open behind Richie, and for a second, Carmen caught a glimpse of you. Smiling and laughing, leaned in over the table, no doubt giggling with your friends about him. Carmenâs heart squeezed, but this time, without fear. No, there was no dooming fear that you were mocking him, making fun of him. This time, he felt the content rush of adrenaline filled love. A change in his routine, yes. Unexpected, sure, but he was glad for it. Glad that you were there- here, with him.
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Neon Sticky Notes
prompt: ( requested ) reminding your boyfriend you love him one sticky note at a time.
pairing: Carmen 'Carmy' Berzatto x female!reader pairing: Carmy x Peach
fandom masterlist: FX's The Bear
word count: 2.4k+
note: baby gets what baby wants! God, do i hope this is what you want, my baby...
warnings: probably cursing, Carmy needs a nap, men being simps, this is short and sweet! it's FINALLY edited!!!




You knew he was struggling. Worn-out, beaten down, exhausted, run ragged, amuck, and into the ground.
It was evident in the way he carried himself; the prominent bags under his eyes, the way he tossed and turned in bed before being found on the living room couch in the morning. His hair seemed greasier then usual, his skin turning gaunt and grey, and you knew he wasn't making time to eat.
By comparison, you had a simple job, something corporate and in an office. Something that made decent money; something you were good at, something you could find pride in doing.
However, Carmy's job as a chef was different; being more than stressful, and while coupled together for years now, it was still a work-in-progress each time Carmen started on a new venture. Owning, running, and converting The Beef into something "better" should've been no different, only it was - it was totally different. Carmy was frazzled, looking deranged some evenings, as if operating on adrenaline, and you were at a loss on how to help.
So, you resorted to a natural instinct - communicating.
Carmy needed reassurance, he needed support, he needed to be loved for who he is, exactly how he was, in order to keep his head on straight. You never did mind the challenge that was Carmen Berzatto, finding him akin to a puzzle. So, on your way home from work one evening, you stopped at a CVS to grab a pack of neon, multi-colored sticky notes and a brand new Sharpie marker.
You had an idea.
When you got back to your shared apartment, you unloaded the groceries you needed onto the counters before calling Carmy. "Hey, Peaches," he answered on the third ring, usual kitchen clatter in the background, "everything okay?"
"Yeah, all good."
"Sure? Sound outta breath."
"The elevator's broken, I got groceries," you groaned, "and have been skipping the gym for a couple weeks."
He chuckled, "Never skip leg day, baby, you know it's our house motto."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, whatever - hush. I'm just wondering if you had an ETA for tonight? I have an early morning meeting, so I want to go to sleep early."
"Uh," he trailed, a muffled ruffling sounding over the line before a small clatter that made him sigh, "yeah, um, you know what? I really don't know, baby, I'm sorry. You do your thing and I'll be quiet when I get in, just leave my stuff on the couch."
"No, come to bed," you whined slightly, "I miss you."
"Awh, yeah, miss you, too, Peach. I'll be there," he promised.
You finished putting all groceries away; the dishes following, then you got started on prepping dinner. Look, you were no cook - that was all Carmy. But you weren't totally useless in a kitchen, so, you didn't mind taking over most meals now that Carmy was waist-deep in The Beef's bullshit. You played music as you cooked, poured a glass of wine, danced around, and tried to think of a list of encouraging things to remind Carmy. You ate dinner alone, and when done with clean-up, faced off with your sticky notes and Sharpie.
The first note was scribbled and stuck on the covered plate in the fridge: Bone Apple Teeth, Chef!
Then you wrote a note to leave at the door where Carm was sure to drop his keys: make sure you eat the plate I left you!
Humming, you pondered a moment before smirking and writing a third note to be left on the TV remote: I know you too well. come to bed.
Lastly, you wrote a fourth and final note to be left in the bathroom: great job today, Chef! you're killing it!
You were fast asleep when he got home. He found the note in the key bowl, smirking at your kindness and thoughtfulness. Carmy saw the messily-drawn heart and pocketed the note, toeing off his shoes and entering the kitchen. He reheated the plate you left, pocketed the second note after a silent grin of amusement, and when ready, took his hot food to the couch.
Carmy laughed when he found your third note. He left it on the table as he ate, half-watching the news segment he flipped on. When he was full and his plate clear, Carmy turned the TB off, pocketed your note, set everything in the dishwasher, started it, and then went into the bathroom. Another soft chuckle emitted as he pulled the final note in his hand - and you already know he saved it.
When he got in your shared room, he made sure to leave the notes in a random shoe box, stashing it in his closet, changed for the night, and crawled into bed with you.
This was a regular occurrence now: Carmy came home late to a barrage of sticky notes, saved them all, then crashed in bed with you. You missed each other, but understood scheduling just didn't line up right now. It wasn't like you two never saw one another, you still did - but it wasn't like it was. Time together now felt fleeting, as if you had to savor everything, so you made the most of your situation.
Was it overcompensation? Possibly. But Carmy adored your notes.
Sometimes, you'll be sat in the living room, reading a book, working on your laptop, or scrolling Instagram on your phone, while he cooks and he finds a note left on the milk carton that reads: I am UDDERLY in love with you!
Get it? 'Cause cows have udders? You were pretty proud of that pun.
Other times, he'll be up at an unGodly hour, getting a steamy hot shower, and you'll come in to pee. He doesn't think anything of anything until he gets out of the stall only to see a neon orange sticky note on the counter, saying: i love your butt! lemme pinch it!
Carmy feels himself looking forward to your little surprises. Some were funny and a little vulgar, like the note found on the eggs: fertilize MY eggs!
Some notes were more innocent, like the one he found in his shoe one morning, reading: I'm so proud of you. have a great day today!
Some just said: be home for dinner @ 8! making your fav!
Others were found, saying: you're so fucking handsome. I'm one lucky ducky! You even tried to draw a little duck.
Some notes were motivational: you're doing a GREAT job, baby!
Some notes reminded: you have a dentist appt @ 10!
Some notes were sweet: call me during your break, cutie, i miss your voice!
And others found on the bathroom mirror were playful: you look too good today, go change! A second note added: don't need anyone looking at your fine ass! A third: i'm the only one allowed to look #respectfully
Each and every note had a drawn heart, being saved to a hidden shoebox. He found notes in his usual coffee mug, reminding him you loved him. He found notes on his toothpaste tube, telling him he was doing a great job. Cereal boxes now promised Carmy they were proud of him, pastas told him to have a great day, and the light switches assured reminded him how special he was.
The microwave told him you felt blessed to be his and in his jacket pocket, he was told how lucky you are to love him. Some notes swore to him he was one of a kind, others explicitly detailed what parts of him you wanted in parts of you, and a few reminded him of important dates, appointments, deadlines, anniversaries, birthdays, etc..
Sometimes, he found little treats with these sticky notes. Like when you had to make brownies for your little sister's bake sale, you left him a Tupperware full with a hot pink note, labeled: for the love of my life!
And then... One morning, when you got up for work, Carmy was already gone for his day. You went through your normal routine, entering the kitchen with the intention of making a to-go cup of coffee, only to pause and grin when a neon green sticky note greeted you from the stovetop. Written in messy, fresh, black Sharpie was: got you on my mind. love you, be home @ 6 tonight!
Carmy drew own heart and you beamed at the reciprocation. You didn't mind the distance for now, knowing he was busy and it wouldn't last forever; but the fact that he could reassure you as much as you could him warmed your heart. You felt like the Grinch when his heart grew in size, just without the painful grunting. If anything, you felt euphoric from his little note - thinking it was reassuring to still communicate even when your schedules differed.
The day passed sluggishly - only because you were actually excited to go home. Ironically, your last client of the day didn't leave until a little later than scheduled, so, when you FINALLY got off work and made it home, Carmy had beaten you. When you got through the door, you were met with a heavenly aroma; using Gandalf's advice and following your nose to enter the kitchen.
You sighed dreamily when you came to a halt in the doorway, bottom lip trapped between your teeth to attempt and restrain your ecstatic grin. Carmy was shirtless at the stove, stirring a pasta dish to coat it in the sauce of his choice. "Hi, pretty peach," he beamed at you.
"Oh, I've missed this sight," you squealed, rushing to his side to throw your arms around his neck. "Hi, baby, hi, baby, hi, baby," you chanted between chaste kisses to his cheek.
"Someone missed me," he laughed, cheeks blooming a bright red - but not from the kitchen heat.
"I feel like I haven't seen you in forever, and you know I don't do well alone, I need attention," you teased with a pout, his arm slithering around your waist - but a crinkle noise caught your attention. "Woah, hey. Did you get a new tattoo?" You pondered, looking down at his arm that was protectively bandaged.
He smirked and held his arm out, "Wanna take the plastic off for me?"
"What'd you get?"
"Find out," he whispered, staring at you with his intense baby blue eyes; waiting as you calculated your next move. Slowly, you reached out and unwrapped the protective cling wrap, getting to the gauze, then slowly peeling that from his skin.
"Ohhh, my fucking God," you whispered.
"Like it?"
"Are these... My hearts?"
He nodded, "I got 6 of them from your notes tattooed. 'Cause we've been together six years. Figured, each year, I could add one - but you gotta draw it."
"You're ridiculous," you laughed, in minor disbelief. "What made you do this?"
He eased, "You. I've never felt so confident in my life before, and I know you're a huge part of that. It feels right, being with you feels right and I wanted to show you that I see and appreciate all you do." His tone softened, "I wouldn't be me without you, Peach."
"You'd still be Carmy."
"A totally different Carmy, though," he chuckled. "I actually like who I am with you, baby. But look here, I know it's been real hectic lately, sweet girl, with the restaurant, but it's not gonna be like this forever. We're makin' progress, we're gonna get this settled."
"I know," you assured, "'cause if anyone's gonna get this done, it's you. Just don't forget to breathe every now and then - you're drowning in this stress and I need you to stay afloat, Carm."
"I'm good, Peaches, got you on my team so I can't lose," he eased, tucking you into his chest for an embrace. After a minute and a tight squeeze, he sighed, pecked the crown of your head, then mumbled, "Why don't you go wash up? Dinner's almost ready."
You agreed, stealing one last (prolonged) kiss before scampering off to the bedroom. When you got there, you almost tripped when you came to a halt; laughing loudly as the entire bed was covered in an array of neon colored sticky notes. Until you got closer and realized each note detailed a different reason Carmy loved you; from the way you search for him in your sleep to how you resembled a Gremlin if not fed within certain hours. From how you weren't afraid to dress up for the Renaissance Festival to how you throw blankets in the dryer for 15 minutes before movie nights. In fact, "movie night" was on a single note, being a fond yet routine date. You read each note carefully, tears wanting to build but you refused to let them, yet it was difficult when this was the sweetest gesture you've ever known.
Even things you were insecure about, like dimples or weight or hair color, was highlighted as a reason Carmy loved you. He listed your authenticity, generosity, thoughtfulness, charisma, incredible brain but even bigger heart. He praised your wit, your humor; adored your sneezes, and looked forward to coming home every night because he knew he was coming home to you.
You've never felt so loved before, wondering if this was what Carmy felt each time he found one of your notes.
Movement caught your peripheral, and when you looked up, Carmy was leaning in the doorway of the bedroom; arms crossed and lips pulled in a small smirk. He didn't speak, he just stared at you. You were at a loss for words, opening and closing your mouth twice; holding most of the sticky notes in your hands, but then, you settled on telling him simply, "I love you so fucking much, Carmy."
Dinner might've allegedly burned that night, but so did your love and passion for one another. Even the smallest of gestures can go farther than we anticipate, and showing someone you care could be as simple as leaving them notes around the apartment you cohabitate in, on neon colored Post It's.
Wanna know the cool thing about adult relationships? You get to love your partner out loud; being unapologetic in how you emote, and in return, you're loved by them. Each person deserves to be loved in the way they want to be loved - but you know how fucking great it is when two lovers respond to the same language? What I mean is, it could be considered rare that you, who liked to leave notes, would meet and fall in love with someone who liked to collect and read those notes. Your love language was the same as Carmy's, part of the reason you both worked so well together - but also why one day, he'd add plenty more hand drawn hearts to the collection on his forearm.

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Sy, I am Backup

pairing: Captain Syverson x Girlfriend!Sniper!Reader
summary: Reader is like a total badass super deadly sniper and she leads like a badass group of women who are also deadly soldiers. Anyways the ladies are called in to help rescue Sy and his team? (requested by @stormcloudss )
Warnings: Gun Violence
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âYou sure youâll be okay baby? You know the girls and I are always on call to help?â Y/n said helping pack her boyfriend Syâs backpack for his next mission at his recent position, commander. âI know sugar, but iâd rather not put you into danger, ya know thisâ Sy huffed throwing on his boots before hotly kissing his woman goodbye and off he went.
Y/n L/n, wasnât the most innocent, with her being head of the sniping division, she had quite the talent herself. In fact thatâs how Sy and her met, they were put into the same training group at the deployment centre, and voila. Sy couldnât help but find himself drawn to this amazing woman, not only was she able to carry herself, but Sy as well (Literally)
Now 7 months down the line the two had moved in together and were finally getting serious, until the dreaded call came. They needed Sy out there again, luckily it was only a short drive and a smaller scale task, but still all the more dangerous. Even though Sy was mean and scary to others, to Y/n he was nothing but her big baby that asked to share showers, kisses and cuddles on the daily.
âOk I donât have a good feeling about thisâ Y/n whispered to herself and calling up her fellow girls on their groupchat, watching as Syâs truck pulled off and out of their homeâs driveway. Rifling through her old gear, Y/n got out her old suit and equipment with the phone stuck between her ear and shoulder.
Steph: God did I think we would never talk again, Miss L/n
Y/n: Come on now Steph, itâs only been two months
Grace: Did commander send us a task or something?
Y/n: No but he sent Syâs team one, a drug bust, which is unusual because how violent could it get for soldiers to be there
Sophie: Jesus there must be bombs or something, thereâs no way itâs just a drug bust
Y/n: Thatâs what iâm sayin! Which is why I think we need to get ready girls-
Stephanie: Woah woah owah, ready for what?
Y/n: Look, all of our men are on that squad, and we know damn well their general is going to hound us for backup
Grace: Sheâs got a point, we are the most experienced snipers around the place
Stephanie: I canât believe iâm actually agreeing to this, meet yâall at L/nâs place in 15
Sophie: Omg the gang is back together
Within a half hour, all four girls were stood in the living room, strapped into their camo gear. Hairs in ponytails, heavy duty boots in tow and letâs not forget them reloading their customised weapons of war. Each different sniper sporting a different colour, each representing each womanâs aura. Y/nâs was a strong deep red, you can guess the reasoning for that.
âSo what do we just wait here or something? How do we even know theyâll need us, thereâs like 6 of themâ Grace asked setting down her green sniper and sitting down onto the velvet white couch.
âBecause of thisâ Y/n rushed out showing them the newest message from their commander
General L/n, assistance is needed at (insert address) Be prepared for situations 302 and 105. Mild casualties reported, enter from the side and take position. You know what to do.
â302? That means mild explosives does it notâ Sophie asked looking at the phone herself, her hand reaching for her purple sniper, her fingertips tingling with anticipation and exhilaration.
âYeah and 105, means outnumbered. Holy shit girls, we got ourselves a good oneâ Grace shouted getting up, the rest of them following her out of the house and into the one van they were going to use.
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Reaching the destination which seemed to be a dingy old warehouse, the girls got a glimpse of the amount of men walking in and out of the building, not their own men of course. Slinging on their extra ammo and their snipers, the girls found a wide enough pipe system for them to climb up skilfully. Y/n the first one to end up onto the roof, found herself a nice little spot with an opening straight into the warehouse. Setting up her stand and sniper, peeked into her scope and saw Syâs squad.
Oh my were they outnumbered, they were practically surrounded, all of them tied up and some were clearly bleeding out. Just how strong were these other men? I mean granted there must be 100 of them, but wow.
Y/n felt her breath hitch when she saw her man, Sy, sitting dejectedly against a pile of cardboard boxes. His face still as brave as ever, but this time sporting more than a few cuts with blood running down his face. Y/n was going to kill these sons of bitches even if it was the last thing she did.
Looking up around the roof, Y/n saw that the other three girls were also raging, all of them nodding at each other before focusing down at their targets. Y/n found her first shot, a bald man who was tattooed all over, he seemed to be the one giving the orders.
Counting down under her breath
â3, 2, 1â And the trigger went off, the bullet embedding itself into the manâs head, instantly knocking him into the ground.
âGotcha assholeâ Y/n whispered loading up her next bullet, hearing all the men down below go into chaos at who shot their boss, the other three girls taking down what was assumed to be his right hand men. Leaving only the pawns of this vigilante group, when all of a sudden, Grace found herself making eye contact with one of the men, his smirk revealing golden teeth and a horrid face.
âShit shit shit, iâve been spotted, we gotta go now!â Grace shouted slinging back on her gun and running to the other girls, everyone hearing the men shouting up the side of the compound before they felt the shaking of the pipe system. Their only way down.
âOk fuck uh- we gotta jumpâ Y/n rushed out looking over the hole she was spying on, noticing the high stack of cardboard boxes that could break their fall.
âOk L/n even if we jump, we have to somehow get six injured men into a van, how does that work?â
âLet me take care of that, you guys jump and get them all into the van. If iâm not there in 10 minutes, leave without me yeah?â Y/n said stepping away from the hole and putting the other girls forward towards it.
âThe fuck do you mean? Sy will kill us if anything happens to you, plus we canât just leave you. No man left behindâ Steph shouted
âLook, I wonât be left behind if this fucking works ok?! Now just go!â Y/n shouted, seeing the three girls salute to her before each taking their turn to jump onto the boxes, when all of a sudden Y/n heard the sound of metal behind her. They were here.
âWell, itâs just a little lady, musta got lost?â The front man said, twirling a pistol in his hands,
Within seconds Y/n had aimed her sniper and had shot the man full force sending him off the edge of the building, âBring it on you filthy fuckersâ She shouted loading in another round and going to town at the men in front of her, whilst running about trying to dodger bullets
- -
Grace, Sophie and Steph despite hurting their feet in the landing had now found themselves alone with their soldiers, untying them rapidly until a gruff hand pulled Sophieâs, âWhereâs Y/n? I know sheâs in your division. Agent L/nâ Sy asked desperately limping, Sophie couldnât help but stay quiet and instead looking towards the ceiling where they heard a loud cry say âOW FUCK SAKEâ A womanâs cry.
- -
Y/n had near wiped them out, leaving one man behind to step over the bodies of his comrades. Realising she had no more bullets left, the man smiled at the sound of the empty gun, aiming his gun towards her leg before shooting it, immediately sending her to the ground, âOW FUCK SAKEâ Clutching onto her leg Y/n growled and groaned, watching the man step closer towards her, a victorious look on his face.
âLooks like youâre down sweetheart, how unfortunate, women are always patheticâ He spat laughing at her, walking back towards the pipe system, leaving her to lay there in agony.
âNot yetâ Y/n groaned pulling the key out of the hand grenade she was wearing with her teeth, and throwing it as hard as she could towards him as he bent down to climb
- -
âI need to go back for Y/n, you fuckers donât understand-â
âNo trust me we didnât want to leave her either, but her orders were to get you guys into the van and wait ten minutesâ Grace said guarding the back of the van which held the 6 grateful men, thankfully all of them only having mild injuries ranging from dislocations to cuts
*BOOM*
Shattering their conversation, everyone watched as a man's body blew up mid air, parts of the building edge being blown up to pieces. Everyone going silent at the thoughts in their heads,
"get the fuck out of my way or i'll make you" Sy growled, Grace immediately sighing and letting him step out, his now bandaged leg giving him the ability to somehow walk strongly. Sy groaned as he pulled himself up the pipe system, his heartbeat pounding in his ears at the fear of what's happened to his beloved girlfriend. His first love as well as that.
Relief filling him as he looked over the edge and saw a very much conscious and in pain
Y/n, who still had that same smirk on her face, âTold you I was here for backup babyâ She shouted watching him shake his head and walk over to her,
âDonât you ever fucking do that again, ya hear me?â Smashing his lips onto hers as if she would disappear if he didnât hold on tight enough, thatâs how he felt.
(A few weeks later)
âBaby can I have a chocolate bar pleaseâ Y/n shouted from the living room, her casted leg set up on the couch, with Aika licking at her exposed toes.
âCominâ right up honeyâ Sy said walking into the kitchen before settling beside her, her head falling on his chest with his arms wrapped around her shoulder.
âSo about our next mission-â
âShut it sugar, weâre not going anywhere anymore, not after that last scenario. We are done babyâ
âWhat do you mean done? We canât just quit?â Y/n questioned looking up at him confused, his lips pressing soft kisses to her temple and cheeks
âOf course not, but parental leave is a thing iâm sure we could getâ He shrugged smirking down at her, taking a swig of his beer before taking a deep inhale in her neck, smelling her sweet peachy scent that he oh loved so much. A bit too much actually.
âBut we arenât parents Sy- Wait- HOLD ON-â
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I canât help but imagine Barbarian!Bakugou having woman in this tribe/clan really upset he married you. Their upset because they wanted to be wife Bakugou but no, he got a pretty Princess wife who isnât even a barbarian to be his wife.
One woman in particular is so upset about it that sheâs told other tribes that âKatsuki Bakugou married an ogre of a wife just to have peace relationsâ. She uses the fact that very few people have seen you. Which is actually because Bakugou got you pregnant out of wedlock and you didnât want anyone to know.
The first time Bakugou hears of this rumour is at a tribal meeting, when a another chief of a different tribe says âI feel bad for you, Bakugou. I would even imagine myself marrying an ugly woman like your wife.â
The manâs head is cut off within two seconds.
Bakugou tries his best to keep the nasty rumour from you, but once you hear it you are distraught. Itâs makes it harder for you to leave your shared tent. Bakugou has to beg you to even sit up in bed your that upset.
Itâs put Bakugou in the worsts of moods for everyone else.
Itâs only when your 8 months pregnant do people of his tribe see you, with pregnant belly. People can connect the dots. This pregnant woman leaving the tent of their chief and her pregnant belly is the size of roughly how long said chief has been married? Nothing else needed to be said.
You feel so self conscious that people are staring at you, making you fear you really are that ugly. Please are only staring because your pretty as a goddess and your pregnant!
So when you meet a chief of another tribe, all he does is softly chuckle and goes. âSorry- I wasnât expecting such a pretty thing. Didnât think youâd be an angel.â
Bakugou on one hand is possessive as fuck but on the other sees how you arenât taking the compliment seriously. He tries his best to reassure you that you are the prettiest girl heâs ever seen.
Itâs only after once your daughter is born so you start not caring what people think how you looks, because looking at your daughter!
Her face lights up your world and no one can take that from you.
Of course, Bakugou still isnât happy some spread around that ogre rumour and started trying ti find whoever started it. Once he finds out itâs a woman from his tribe who tried winning him over, he is fuming. Leaves a nasty scar down her face as punishment.
Whenever he goes out now, he brags about how his beautiful wife blessed his eyes with a beautiful daughter. And if anyone tries to disagree his sword is out.
berzatto soccer team
cw: pure filth. smut, breeding kink

Carmen Berzatto gives you three babies and still wants more. He wonât be satisfied until youâve given him a soccer team of little Berzattos to run around the house and wreak havoc. Carmy Will stuff his cum back into you after pumping you full and make you lift up your hips so that his seed takes again and again, and again. He will literally hold your stomach down, pressing hard while heâs fucking you and whisper how soon enough youâll be full with his baby again. âMy little breeding whore, canât stop giving me babies can you?â Heâll whisper into your ears, biting at them and then moving down to your neck where he leaves love bites. Because not only does he want you marked with his seed, his babies and his initials that were dangling around your neck, he also wanted physical marks of himself all over you. Heâs filthy, a man gone wild. His blue orbs are crazed as he works himself into you roughly, not bothering to stop âGonna fuck another baby into you right after this oneâ he groans, the both of you whining at his words. He wonât be satisfied until youâre round again, clad in your pretty floral sundresses, your ever manicured fingers cradling your bump while you played with the toddlers. "Iâm gonna pump you so full of my cum. You're gonna take all of it and you're gonna make me a daddy again, aren't you, baby?" At this rate youâre almost blind, youâve seen the light, forgotten how to breathe even and heâs still going. Never wanting to stop, never want to get out of you. Because in his animal brain itâs where he belongs, heâs not complete if not inside of you.
The Hormones
Pairings: Carmy x Pregnant!Reader
Summary: You decided to go with Carmy to work, Carmy hesitated with bringing you along with you. You been dealing with pregnancy hormones recently. With the hormones hitting you, Richie had enough and lashes out on you making you upset.
Genre: Angst to comfort
Warnings: Cursing, Crying, mentions of being pregnant, Richie being mean, Yelling.
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A/N: My requests are open! đ

âAlright baby, Iâm off to work.â Carmen announces as walks over to you in the kitchen. He places a hand on your bump rubbing it gently before kissing your forehead.
âActually, Carmy?â You said making him go back to face you.
âWhatâs wrong baby?â He asked as he softly cupped your face worriedly. You smiled at him being so protective of you.
âCan I come with you today? Iâm tired of being home by myself.â You said with pleading eyes.
Carmen sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. âAre you sure babe? I donât want you getting tired of being bored at the place. Plus, you should be resting.â Carmen loves when you come along with him to work, but with your hormones being more stronger and you being more sensitive, he hesitated. You literally started to cry over tying your shoe because your stomach was in the way.
You pouted, âPlease Carmy? I promise I wonât cause trouble I just wanna be with you, I get sad when Iâm alone here.â Your eyes were already watering making Carmen panic.
âOkay, okay baby, donât get upset. I hate when you get upset, it hurts me. Of course you can come, but if things to start to overwhelm you, you tell me okay?â You nodded making him smile and peck your lips. He grabbed your hand as the two you of walked out of the apartment.
âLook who finally showed up!â Richie announced as Carmen walked in with you, Carmen rolled his eyes.
âShut the fuck Richie, get to work.â Carmen shook his head as he led you through the kitchen.
âWhat brings you here sweets?â Richie asked you as he gave you a hug, you smiled.
âDidnât feel like staying home, I need to get out and enjoy life before the little one comes.â Richie nodded as he continued to work.
Tina smiled as she walked up to you giving you a hug and a kiss before rubbing your bump. âHow are you doing mama? Baby doing good?â
You smiled at Tinaâs comfort, âHealthy baby, but itâs killing me.â You whined making Tina frown.
âAye, poor thing. You need anything?â
âNot right now, Iâm okay thank you.â Carmen yelled something at the others, as you walked towards his office.
âOh, hey Y/N!â You quickly turned to see Sydney waving, you quickly smiled at you and gave her a hug.
âHey Syd! How you doing?â
âGood, good, and you?â
âUgh, itâs hard dealing with a fetus in your stomach.â You joked as you rubbed your bump.
âWell hey, almost time yâknow?â
You nodded with a smile, âI canât wait.â You quickly said goodbye as Carmen led you to sit in his office chair.
âYou hungry or anything?â He asked you as he ran a hand over your back, you shook your head.
âNot at the moment.â You shrugged
âAlright, let me know if anything.â He quickly gave you a kiss to your lips making you sigh.
âLove you.â You said with a smile making him smile back.
âLove you more.â
Itâs been over two hours already and you starting to get cranky. You were whining as you had your head down. Your back was killing you and you felt a headache coming on from the heat from the kitchen. You whined as you slowly got up before wincing as your back started to hurt. You rubbed your bump as you opened the office door entering the kitchen.
âGuys, I fucking told you a million times! Get your shit together, Iâm not fucking playing!â Carmen yelled as everyone yelled âYes Chef!â In unison. Carmen sighed before he spotted you with a frown on your face.
âHey baby, you okay? Whatâs wrong?â He cupped your face as he examined your features.
âIâm getting hungry carm, itâs hot Iâm dying! And my back is hurting!â You said a little too loud, Carmen cursed in his mind knowing you were getting cranky.
âIâm sorry babe, you wanna sit by the booths? You might cool off better there. And you want something to eat?â He led you to the entrance of the diner, before you stopped him.
âNo Carmen, nothing is helping me. Iâm tired and hungry and itâs making me upset!â You could feel tears forming making Carmen cringe.
âHey, hey, hey. Relax, I know baby. Iâm sorry that youâre going through this. Just take a deep breath and Iâll make you something to eat, what do you feel like having, hm?â He said softly not wanting to make you more upset, he quickly rubbed your back making you whimper as small tears fell down your face.
âI-I I donât know what I want to eat! Basically anything I eat makes me puke! I canât take it anymore!â You were starting to get more loud making everyone in the kitchen look at you and Richie finally blew it.
âJesus Christ! Why did you even come if youâre gonna act like a bitch?â Richie yelled from the other side, everyone turned to look at Richie who had a frown on his face.
âRichie!â Carmen yelled back at his cousin making Richie shake his head.
âNah! Because why the fuck is she here if sheâs gonna be bitchy about everything? Make that make sense to me!â
âRichie, you better shut the fuck up! Sheâs pregnant, I donât care if sheâs here or not! Donât make me fucking hurt you cousin!â
âLet me see you try, jagoff.â Richie said with a sarcastic chuckle. Carmenâs eyes twitched.
âDonât even start with me Richie! Youâre the fucking jagoff, donât start with that bullshit I-
Carmen stopped his yelling when he heard a sniffle and a whimper. Everyone turned to look at you, tears fell down your face as you hiccuped.
âI-Iâm sorry.â You said through broken sobs, everyone just froze as they watched you cry.
âBaby.â Carmen said softly as he quickly walked over to you. âHey, look at me.â You pushed his hands away as you shook your head. You then turned around and walked over to the back door, you opened the door as you went outside to the cool breeze.
Everyone just stood there in silence, then looked at Richie.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you Richie! How dare you do such a thing to that poor girl! Sheâs pregnant for god sake!â Tina yelled at Richie as she slapped his arm with a frown.
âNot cool Richie, seriously.â Marcus said with a shook of his head as he followed Tina outside.
âDo better Richie, honestly.â Sydney said as she followed the rest outside to console you.
Richie just stood there frozen with his mouth slightly opened.
âWhat the fuck is your problem!?!â Carmen roared as he shoved Richie into a wall nearby, making Richie stumble.
âChill Carmen!â
âNo, you chill! How are you gonna say that to her huh?!?! Donât you have a kid?!?! Didnât you deal with this too?!? How dare you come at Y/N like that! She didnât deserve that shit! Sheâs seven fucking months pregnant! Of course sheâs gonna feel like shit!â All Carmen saw was red as his shoulders rose up and down from his yelling rant. His heart was pounding as his hand shook under Richieâs shirt he had a grip on.
âChill the fuck out Carmen! Iâm sorry, that just came over me! I mean it! I didnât mean for that happen, I just let my inner thoughts get to me! I know she didnât deserve that. Iâm sorry alright?â Richie said in a calming voice to get Carmen to calm down.
Carmen gave him a glare as he let go his shirt, âYou better fucking apologize to her, not me. Understand?â Richie nodded with hands in surrender, Carmen huffed as he first walked outside, Richie behind him.
You had your head buried in your hands as Tina comforted you, your head rested on her shoulder as she rubbed your back in comfort , your shoulders shook with each sob.
âI-Iâm sorry, I didnât mean for-for that to-to happen.â You whimpered, making Tina shake her head.
âNonsense mija, you are carrying a child. You have every right to feel this way. Richie is being an asshole, donât let him get to you mama.â
You removed your hand away from your face before looking up to see Carmen and Richie. Tina moved away but not before giving your head a peck as she told everyone to go back inside, leaving you, Carmen, and Richie alone.
You looked down at your feet, not making eye contact with either of the men. Carmen didnât say anything as he walked up to you and wrapped his arms around you.
You couldnât help but feel more tears fall down as you softly cried into his chest. Carmen softly shushed you as he rubbed your back knowing it was hurting you. He whispered sweet nothing in your ear as he kissed your head and forehead repeatedly.
âI-I Iâm sorry, I didnât m-mean for this to happen.â You said through hiccups, Carmen shook his head.
âHey, no, stop that. This wasnât your fault baby. Youâre pregnant, you have every right to be mad, upset, and sad. This is a hard time for you. But you shouldâve stayed home baby. Itâs always chaotic here, and I donât want that to overwhelm you. I want you to be okay and feel comfortable. I know itâs hard for you, but Iâm here always for you okay?â
He cupped your face making you look up at him, your lip trembled as tears fell down your cheeks. He quickly wiped them away, before kissing your lips a few times. He gave you a hug making you wrap your arms around his waist, enjoying his touch.
âI love you, yâknow that?â He said softly in your ear making you nod in his chest. He swayed you back and forth before facing Richie, who had a frown on his face.
âI think Richie has something to say to you too.â Carmen said softly making you open your eyes to see Richie with a sad frown. He cleared his throat before speaking.
âIâm sorry for what I said to you Y/N, I really am. I admit I was being a jagoff and all that shit I said was wrong and that you donât deserve that. But, I hope you can forgive me because youâre my family and I donât want to hurt you like that again.â
You actually felt another set of tears coming at Richieâs apology, you loved Richie as family. You hated what he said to you, but how can you not forgive him.
âOh Richie, of course I forgive you. Iâm sorry that I triggered you to go off on me. Iâm sorry, youâre a sweet man and I know you didnât mean it.â You hiccuped as you walked over to Richie before wrapping your arms around his waist bringing him into a hug. Richieâs eyes went wide, not expecting you to forgive him so easily. He tensed up as you hugged him, but quickly relaxed and wrapped his arms around you.
âIâm sorry kid, really. I was an asshole for that.â He said softly as he rubbed your back in comfort making you look up at him with a smile. You stood on your tippy toes before pecking his cheek with a smile making him smile back at you. You turned to face Carmen who walked over to you and Richie.
âDonât pull that shit again cousin or I swear I will beat your ass.â Richie rolled his eyes at him.
âYeah, yeah cousin, I got it. Jesus.â He shook his head making you chuckle a bit at the two men.
âYou still hungry baby?â Carmen asked you as the three of you walked back into the kitchen. You nodded your head at that.
âIâm having those cravings again actually.â You said as you held onto Carmenâs hand. He led you to the booths in the front, Carmy smiled.
âWhatâs the craving today?â Carmen said as the two of you sat down at a booth.
âPickles and ice cream.â You said with a smile making Carmen give you a disgusting look. You smacked his arm before laughing.
âHow the fuck do you enjoy that?â He said as he got up, you laughed.
âItâs not me, itâs the baby!â You put your hands up in surrender.
âSure it is baby.â He said with a smile before leaning down to kiss you before entering the kitchen.
âMarcus! Get me a cup of the ice cream you made and Tina! Get me some pickles! Y/N is having her weird ass cravings again!â
âCarmen! Donât announce it to everyone!
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