Im Tipsy And Im Sad

I’m tipsy and I’m sad

am i the last thing you think of before you fall asleep?

you broke me and walked away like it was nothing..

a big fucking mess

who are you when no ones around?

I wish I had you here

I keep telling myself I don’t have a chance and that trying is hopeless. I keep telling my friends, who are rooting for me and telling me that we could be more than just friends, that you and I will never happen. That you don’t see me the way I see you. But it’s like I’m prone to being pessimistic. I won’t let myself have hope because I know I will just be let down. They are all right too. I see how sometimes you look at me a little different, and how others say we could work. But I’ve already fallen in deep enough and I won’t let myself get caught up in the idea of us.

I can’t get hurt again. (via prettyboythoughts)