Happy 16th Birthday To Me. I've Been Crying So Much My Eyes Are Starting To Itch. Birthday Blues Are

happy 16th birthday to me. i've been crying so much my eyes are starting to itch. birthday blues are the worst

at the end of the day i'm just a kid with too many feelings

developing your ocs is 50% waiting for bursts of divine inspiration like an oracle sleeping next the vapours seeping from fissures in the temple floor and 50% stalking them in your mind relentlessly like a persistence predator until they tire out enough for you to get close and scamper away with the bloody scraps of "eye colour: brown" and "dislikes: people who think they're funny" clutched in your mouth like a hunting trophy

// vent

got my phone taken away by my school for 6 weeks. how is this even legal. im actually so upset im tired of acting like im not. its so inconvenient walking around without a phone idk why they thought they ate with that rule... they genuinely think i dont have a social life outside of school. i hate it here. it wasnt even my fault i wasnt even using my phone he just saw it in the inside pocket of my blazer and took it??? AT LUNCHTIME? what the fuck???? i cant even get my parents to get it back because they made it clear that even if they beg they won't give it back unless im willing to get expelled. if they had taken it for a week i wouldve been fine bc im not addicted to my phone but i can do SO MUCH during a month and 2 weeks, i need it to call my parents and stuff. i hate this fucking school and the uk oh my lord

year 11 isn't going the way i wanted it to

I've walked a long way, yet I'm still searching for a place to call home.