Rating My Past Doctors On A Scale Of How Much LeonardBones McCoy Would Want To Fight Them

rating my past doctors on a scale of how much Leonard “Bones” McCoy would want to fight them

For context i have had chronic fatigue syndrome that went undiagnosed for 5 years, its very tied to my anxiety and depression. Also undiagnosed autism my whole life until recently lmao

The One With The Glasses

- -2/10 

- actually started treating me for the cfs even though i was yet to have a formal dx at the time

- offered to help get me out of P.E. class 

- gave me a list of what medicine to take, how much, and in what order

- i feel like they could actually enjoy a nice pot of tea together 

The One With The Bob Cut

- 6/10

- she is getting decked 

- refused to do anything about the depression until i did daily walks, which i was already doing

- told me to walk more even though i literally can not because of my (unfound at the time) cfs

- insisted my severe depression would go away if i walked enough

- brushed off my chronic illness symptoms that ive had for 5 years

- “her pronouns are they/them”

The Other Bob Cut Lady (one who gave me my autism dx)

- 7/10

- she’d really grind his gears tbh

- acted like me being autistic was something to be “overcame” instead of embraced 

- generally talked about it as though it was a bad thing, which it isnt

- “doesnt believe” in meltdowns???

- told me and my mother who both have celiac disease that 20 minutes is not enough time for a reaction to eating gluten despite it being how long it takes for my body to react to gluten

- if she thought she knew enough about celiac disease to tell us that she should know that every celiac reacts to gluten differently

- literally just insisted that it would take me longer to react to gluten even though it just doesnt???

- condescending 

- yet again brushed off my chronic illness symptoms as “normal”

- “her pronouns are they/them”

- listed “possible gender dysphoria” on my diagnosis papers when i told her directly that i had gender dysphoria, am using he/they pronouns, and have an actual gender dysphoria diagnosis 

The Blonde One

- 8/10

- hed somehow get her fired i think

- acted surprised when i told her i have friends 

- got sent in for severe depression and anxiety 

- acted surprised when i exhibited symptoms of severe depression and anxiety 

- told me that my executive dysfunction (which is a common trait in all my conditions and autism as well, to the point where its sometimes considered an autistic trait) was just me being ‘lazy’ even though i had all my dx at this point

- acted completely indifferent and condescending when this made me cry

- didnt care or do anything when i told her i felt like i had nothing to live for 

- claimed to have never have done any of these things after i complained

- brushed off my cfs symptoms completely 

- tried to start diagnosing me with autism despite her knowing i already was diagnosed with autism

- then proceeded to be all like ‘i think you may be autistic’ ????after we already told her i am???

- did not listen to me or my family at all 

- suggested mindfullness breathing after we told her we had tried everything

- hEr pRonOUnS aRE thEy/tHeM

The Angel Sent From Heaven 

- 0/10

- she found out what was wrong with me in 15 minutes

- gave me and answer ive been looking for for 5 years

- actually listened to my chronic illness symptoms and didnt act like they were ‘just normal’

- she was the one who recommended i get tested for autism, which gave me another answer i had been searching for my entire life

- actually used my pronouns

- didnt act like autism was a tragedy 

- was an actually nice doctor who i could talk to without being gaslit and talked down too

for quite a while i wondered how my parents missed me being autistic for so long and then i remember than when i told my dad spock was autistic he was confused

he deserves it

Jim Kirk’s original series actor is trending so I will officially request that the Trek fandom censors his name to be Shitner going forward.

idk what it is about Kirk but he gives me demi vibes 

like he never seems to be that into romantic or sexual things unless its like a past lover or Spock

then he looks at them like he wants to eat them lmao

anyways demi Kirk rights

the real reason why vulcans took so long to initiate contact with humans, a crack theory by an autistic trekkie

some vulcan science observer discovering autism: it seems that there are different ways human brains can be formed, one of which has striking similarity to that of a vulcan brain. This demands further study. I wonder what the other humans think about these people- .............................................................................................................................. .............................................................................................................................. ....................................................................................k maybe lets leave the humans alone for a while longer

thinking about him (beanie Spock)