Chronic Fatigue - Tumblr Posts
i wish stores would have more places to sit and rest for a little
like pleaseee i don't wanna pass out on your floor
gonna start answering "i hope you get better" with "thanks, i probably won't"
like i hope so too it's just not realistic rn
casually having a low symptom day the day of a doctors appointment
they CANCELLED the cardiologist appointment i was waiting for for OVER HALF A YEAR!
i was waiting for over an hour just to have someone come up to me to tell me they have to cancel and that i should call in 3 weeks to make a new appointment
the medical system is fucking bullshit and neglectful
i'm so tired of feeling sick all the time
i don't want to be miserable... i wanna worry about things that other people my age worry about and not how to manage doctor appointments... i want a doctor to actually help... i wanna feel okay and not be scared of dying
naptime does become mandatory again when you're chronically ill
healthy people will never understand the amount of joy i feel when i come home dreading having to feed myself to then realize i still got leftovers
overdid it today... will suffer the consequences later
can't completely stand upright rn, but i'm still gonna try to function tomorrow (we'll see how that goes)
my mom told me she doesn't know what to do anymore with all the different health issues i got... which is like fair enough, but i wonder if she realizes how i feel and how draining it is to actually go to all the different doctors appointments
i feel like i wasted all my healthy years with being sad
should just start whacking peoples shins with my cane if they stare at me
some guy invited me to go clubbing with him and his friends... i tell him i would go, even though it's not something i usually do, but i couldn't drink because of the medication i'm taking/health issues
he looked at me and just went "oh maybe some other time then"
and my question is why? WHY am i required to drink to hang out with people? and if that's just a rule then there won't be some other time, because i got a chronic illness and not just a cold
playing a fun game of anxiety or new chronic illness symptom
the concept of doctors is better than reality
despite going to the doctor way too often there are still so many things wrong that i don't even know where to start
(the list of things i should probably get checked is loooong)
the urge the give my dnd character a chronic illness cause i want representation
i can't get rid of this constant nausea ffs
grateful for everything my life is besides the illness
grateful for everyone i get to have close to my heart
grateful for everything i get to experience
i refuse to let being sick stop me from being grateful for the rest
made the typical joke about "being allergic to gravity" today and i got an understanding nod instead of a "wtf"... now i'm the one that's confused