I Know I'll Never Be Good Enough. The Only Real Use I Have Is To Be A Fake Ass To Make Others Feel Better

I know I'll never be good enough. The only real use I have is to be a fake ass to make others feel better about themselves. When I'm being myself, no one can stand it. If you don't like me, then tell me. Don't just fucking string me along, yell at me, and spread lies. At least when I die, I can say I was honest.

I just don't want to be here anymore,

I don't want to be anywhere anymore.

Nothing makes me happy anymore,

Things just distract me of what a failure and loser I am.

the feminine urge to destroy every part of you that’s like your mother

In want to quiet quit my life. Ghost everyone and everyone ghost me.

According to 23andme, my black parents gave birth to a white woman