Vampire Orphan

Vampire Orphan

Chapter 1

Now it's completely silent in the office, although it was awkward the girl didn't see the need to break it. She just stared on the wall behind the couple. "So, may I ask why you live here, in an orphanage?", Nadia asked not thinking how much pain the memory causes. However Lilith replied coldly not letting them see that she's hurt. " My father murdered my mother." The adults both went wide eyed at how unaffected she spoke about her loss. "Oh uh, I'm so sorry. I didn't kno-" "It's best if you never ask anyone why they are here. Nobody is here because it's so fvcking great. Remember that!" Lilith cut her of at the first sentence still fake friendly but after it, she wasn't able to hide her anger. Nadia swallowed and only nodded. "Um well, what are your hobbies?" Marcus tried to begin a nicer conversation with the eleventh year old girl. "Archery and sword fighting.", she said uninterested. "we heard that you ran away once or twice, may i ask why?", the woman asked shyly. "First I hate it here and secondly I just love the risk that it brings." Lilith smirked devilish. "Um okay, we will think about adopting you and letting you know how we decided, alrigh-" "you can tell me to my face, that you don't want me as a form of a child!" Lilith cuts him once again off, he gulps at her response. "O-okay, Sweetheart maybe we should go" Nadia said a bit scared to her husband. "mmh." he hummed with that they were gone and short after Mrs. Jones burst into the office. "Can't you be one time at least a bit friendly, what is wrong with you?! Other kids would kill for a family, that wants them and you scare family after family away!", she yelled. Lilith just stared numb in the woman's eyes. "To your dorm! Immediately! And you got yourself a whole month detention!", the girl just walks to her room.'to think I would stay here' she thought.

Enemies to lovers (part 4)

Newt Scamander x Reader

!Trigger warning: abuse!

You dreamed about Newt chasing you around Hogwarts, Newt soon catched up to you and tackled you to the ground before you even knew what happened he started to tickle you. After he eventually stopped you just laid there and smiled at each other. You snuggled up to him and he laid his arms protectively on you.

You slowly started to wake up to an strong arm stroking your back and to a calming heartbeat. First you thought you were still dreaming but a few seconds later you were sure that your awake and you were also pretty confused, at that moment you didn't remember that you and Newt went in the forest because you just woke up. By that time Newt noticed that you aren't asleep anymore. "Good morning, sleeping beauty" he said in his morning voice. You instantly felt save in his arms, buried your head deeper in his chest and blushed at the nickname he gave you. "Morning" you mumbled tiredly. He smiled at you at how tired but cute you looked. "Hey, don't fall asleep again. Its already 11am" he chuckled. "But you're so comfortable and warm to lay on." You mumbled in his chest with your eyes closed. He smiled at the sight of you and blushed. You laid there for a bit longer. "Come on Y/n, I need to feed the creatures" he whispered as he felt that you're about to doze off again. "Fine" you sighted. He hated that you two had to stand up and missed your warmth immediately as you stand up. You guys fed the creatures that were still there and brought them back to where they belong. Then you separated even though you two both didn't want to. Newt headed to do God knows what and you went to your dorm and get ready for the day. You changed your clothes, brushed your hair, cleaned your teeth and put make up on (if you don't wear make up just ignore the part). The rest of the day you sat in your dorm and drew pictures of Newt and the picnic he made you. You didn't even realise that it was already dinner time. On the way you were stopped by a strong arm grabbing your wrist harshly. You looked up to see a boy you never saw before. "Who are you and what do you want?" you said as you tried to get out of his grab, but he didn't let go. "Not so rude, princess" he said tightened his grab on you. "Let me go, you're hurting me!" you cried out. "Not so fast, beautiful, first I want to have a little bit of fun with you" he commanded. "Stop I don't want that!" you cried. He just chuckled and pressed you against the wall with his arms you tried to get him off of you, but it had no use he was way to strong. Newt heard crying coming from a hallway your crying. "Please let me go" you screamed as tears falling down your cheeks, but he ignored you. You knew that you were getting bruises from his tight grip. He now holds your face to the side so that you stop moving away and attacked your neck. Newt searched everywhere to find you. "Please stop it. I don't want you touching me" you cried and still tried to get away. "Flipendo!" you heard someone calling and the guy flew away. "She doesn't want to be touched from you and I assume that you should stop it and never talk to her ever again if you don't want to get hexed!" he said threatening. The guy rushed annoyed away and you turned around to see Newt standing there with his wand in his hand. You didn't wait longer and ran in his arms and cried in his chest. "Did he hurt you Y/n?" Newt asked calmly even though he really wanted to kill that guy but you needed him and so he did his best to sound as calm as possible. You showed him your wrists, which were already red and a bit purple. He took your hands and kissed them "I'm so-so sorry Y/n" he said with tears in his eyes. As he hugged you tight but makes sure to not hurt you more than you already were. "It's ok, he's gone now. I'm so sorry I wasn't there earlier." He comforted you and rubbed your back. "Do you want to go to your dorm" he asked. "C-can I s-sleep w-with you t-tonight?" you managed to say. "Of course, Y/n" he said happy that you felt comfortable and save enough to sleep in his dorm with him (we're gonna pretend that he has his own dorm and didn't share it with someone). He carefully picked you up bridal style as you put your arms around his neck and buried your head in his chest. He lightly blushed and smiled at your actions and carried you to his dorm. He carefully laid you on his bed and admired you. "Wait I got no pyjama here" you said as still a few tears rolling down your cheeks. "Here" he tossed you a shirt of him. "That should fit you like a dress but if y-you want to I still can give you l some pants of mine" he said. "Newt its ok" you said walking past him into his bathroom and kissed his cheek on the way. He was holding the spot were your lips touched his cheek and turning completely red as you got ready to go to bed. You washed your face, cleaned your teeth, brushed your hair and changed your clothes and Newt was right the shirt really fits you like a dress. You couldn't believe you actually were allowed to wear Newt's shirt and turned around in front of the mirror admiring the shirt you were wearing. Newt put a few more pillows on the bed and made it comfy for you as you walked out of the room. "Wow" he whispered under his breath. You giggled at his reaction. "Did you do this for me" you asked smiling at the bed. "Oh, um yeah. D-do you like it?" he asked looking at you, which surprised you because he never looked at anyone. But you liked that Newt seemed now more comfortable around you. "Of course, I like it how could I not" you said hugging him, he slowly put his arms around you and hugged you back. "Well, do you want to go to bed?" he asked. You nodded against his chest, which made him smile. You go and sit on the bed and saw a blanked and a pillow on the floor. "what's this " you asked pointing to it. "oh, uh I- I just thought since you want to sleep in my dorm t-that you probably d-don't want t-to sleep with me in one b-bed, so I w-will sleep on t-the floor." He said blushing. "Newt, I'm not gonna let you sleep on the floor. W-we could share the bed if that's ok with you." "I-uh, a-are you sure that its ok. I- I really have no proble-" "don't be silly. Come here" you patted the bed next to you. He slowly walks to you. And you both lay down. Newt reached out to turn off the light as you slightly flinched and grab his other wrist out of reflex. "You are still scared, aren't you?" You looked away from him and nod embarrassed. "Y/N, please don't be embarrassed. You have every right to be afraid but I'm here and I will not let anything happen to you." You loosened your grip on his wrist but you still looked scared and Newt noticed that so he pulled you on top of him with your head on his chest so you could hear his steady heartbeat. His one arm rapped around you and with the other he played with your hair and massaged your scalp lightly and you immediately felt safe and were calm. And soon you fell asleep safe in Newts arms.

Vampire Orphan

Chapter 4

"1...2...3!", Jack counted. Both took a deep breath and put the boat away to swim to the surface. When they finally reached it, they took themselves a minute to steady their breathing again. Then they began climbing to the deck of the ship. Jack was the first, who reached it and held a hand out for Lilith, which she gladly took. He hoisted her up and pulled his pistol out. Lilith imitated the action with her sword. "Everyone stay calm. We're taking over the ship!", Jack announced. "Aye, Avast!", Lilith heard an unfamiliar voice behind her say. Everyone looked in the direction from where the voice came from. The girl saw a rather young man with brown hair, which reached his shoulders. She looked to Jack not knowing what to do. He only nodded to her, signalizing to not hurt the stranger yet. "This ship can not be crewed by two men." Gillette stated. "Excuse me?! Am I invisible to you?", Lilith asked as anger fills her senses. All the men from the Royal Navy started laughing, which only made her angrier. "Oh please, Woman are only there for good looking, doing chores and maybe bring a man his joy if you know what I mean." Lilith nearly exploded from the amount of anger she was experiencing. Jack, who saw that placed a hand on her shoulder trying to comfort her, which was of little to no use. Suddenly Lilith's eyes turned black again and she could feel how her canines grew. The girl smelled the blood running trough the veins from the men on deck. Lilith sensed every little movement, and she got a better vision than with her normal eyes. She saw the anxious faces from the men, but she didn't feel bad about it she felt proud of herself. The little girl, who wasn't good for anything other than to look good had now a group of grown up soldiers scared of her. She felt so much stronger and more powerful than ever before. One of the soldiers tried his luck, aimed his pistol at her and pulled the trigger. But thanks to her new senses she turned and caught the bullet with her pointer finger and her thumb with ease only inches away from her face. She then walked over to the man, who now looked completely terrified. Lilith grabbed him harshly by the collar furthermore picked him easily up and let him hang trembling over the railing. "Really nice try but you definitely have to try harder to kill me!", she laughed. Her voice was slightly deeper than her normal voice and full of power. Jack was surprised to say the least from Lilith's appearance and the way she acts. Without sparing the trembling man a second look Lilith let go of him and let him fall into the blue waves, which crashed against the ship. "Still think I'm useless?", the girl smirked showing her now long sharp canines. The rest just stood there shocked for a while before they all sailed away from the Dauntless in one of the little boats as fast as possible. Lilith transformed back and immediately pointed her sword at the stranger's throat. "Who are you?!", the girl asked sternly. He swallowed hard before answering. "W-Will, Will Turner.", he anxiously stuttered out as he looked to Jack in hope, he would rescue him. "Let go of him, lass.", Jack calmly ordered as he walked to the wheel. She reluctantly let go of him and muttered a small "Aye, captain.". Jack had a tough time not to smile at this. She was obviously much stronger than him but still obeyed to him and trusted his decisions. Will sighed in relief as the sword left his throat unharmed. "You do know what pirates do with stowaways, do you?", Will now looked again terrified as the pirate continued, "so what is your excuse? I'm especially curious since you said you do not want to cross paths with pirates and now you tried to help two pirates commandeer a ship.". "I- They took Mrs Swann.", Will muttered. "Oh. So, there's a girl. And now you want to save her from the cruel pirates and play the hero to win the fair lady's heart?", Jack mocked, "Well in that case you will have to do it on your own. I see no profit in it for us.", he went on and put his arm around the girl's shoulders. Lilith looked at this point simply confused back and forth between the two men. "You know him?", She asked Jack puzzled, who only hummed in response scared that she would transform again if she knew the hole story. "Jack please I beg you- ", "It is still captain to you!", the girl interrupted him. "Lad, as I said I see no profit in it for me neither for Lilith. Means you can beg as much as you want, I won't help you, Savvy?", the pirate said sparing Will to ask again. "I do whatever you like if you help me. Please, I love her!", Will begged desperately. "Whatever I like?", Jack wondered out loud. "Yes!", Will instantly exclaimed. "Your name Will, that will be short for William I imagine. Good strong name. No doubt named after your father, right?", Jack asked. Will only answered with a puzzled 'Yes' "Alright welcome on board, young Mr. Turner. But if you don't obey, I will let Lilith do whatever she wants with you.", Jack smirked at the last part of their deal and Will swallowed again clearly scared of her but nodded anyway at the chance of rescuing the girl he loves more than anything in this world. Lilith didn't looked too pleased with their new crew mate but as always so far she respected the decision of the captain and trusted him. Jack tried to show Will something with a rope when Lilith saw something . "And here they come.", she informed the males, at that they both looked to the direction of the haven and saw the Interceptor sailing in their direction. "I hope your plan works.", Lilith said as she looked to her captain. "Thought you got nothing to lose?", Jack asked smirking at her. "Fair enough.", she said now smirking too. "Just keep to the plan and everything should be fine.", the captain reassured both Will and Lilith. Both of them nodded and everyone hid themselves. When the Royal Navy came on board of the Dauntless and searched for them the three all grabbed a rope and swung over on board of the Interceptor. Will and Lilith instantly began to cut all the ropes that bounded the two ships. When the men from the Royal Navy finally noticed that the three they searched for where currently on the Interceptor it was too late for them to come back over. One poor guy even fell into the sea  as he tried to swing back over. Jack shouted something but Lilith couldn't make it out since she was too busy with glaring at Will. She didn't trust him even if her captain did. Soon she found herself sitting next to Jack, who was standing at the wheel, sharpening her sword. "When I was a lad living in England my mother raised me by herself after she died I came out here looking for my father.", Will explains. "Is that so?", Jack asked not really interested in his life story. "My father, Bill Turner, back at the Dauntless it was only after you have learned my name that you agreed to help me since that's what I wanted I didn't press the matter. I'm not a simpleton, Jack. You knew my father.", Will explained further. Jack sighted and finally looked at Will. "I know him probably one of the few that knew him as William Turner. Everyone  else just called him 'bootstrap' or 'bootstrap Bill'.", Jack explained and walked away as Will disbelievingly 'bootstrap?' muttered. " Good man, good pirate. I swear you look just like him!", he went on. "Its not true!", Will exclaimed, "he was a merchant sailor. A good respectable man who obeyed the law!". Jack clearly annoyed by this turned quickly to face him again as he steered the ship. "He was a bloody pirate of scallywag!", Jack repeated. "My father was not a pirate!", he argued again as he drew his sword. Lilith looked up and watched every move closely as she held the handle of her sword in a tight grip. "Put it away, son. its not worth you're getting beat again.", the captain calmly stated. "You didn't beat me. You ignored the rules of engagement. In a fair fight I'd kill you.", Will reminded him. "That's not much incentive for me to fight fair then, is it?", he responded. Out of sudden the captain turned the wheel harshly so that the mast pushed Will over the railing not before he dropped his sword on deck and if Will didn't grab onto it he would have fallen over board. "As long as you're just hanging there, pay attention! The only rules that really matter are these: What a man can do and what a man can't do- ", he cut himself of as he looked at Lilith, who glared at him, "And woman.", he quickly added and went on, " For instance you can accept that your father was a pirate and a good man or you can't. The pirate is in your blood boy, so you'll have to square with that someday. Now me for example I can let you drown but i can't bring this ship into Tortuga with only me and Lilith, savvy? So-", he turned the wheel once again so Will landed harshly on the deck again and pointed the sword he dropped before at him, "can you sail under the command of a pirate", he flipped Will's sword so the handle was now pointing at him, "or can you not?", he finished as Will grabbed his sword again. "Tortuga?", Will repeated still laying on the floor. "Tortuga.", Jack confirmed.

Vampire Orphan

Chapter 2

'To think I would stay here' Lilith thought. Back in her dorm, Lilith only grabbed her knife and puts it in her right pocket. The eleven year opened her window and climbed out of it, from there she jumped on the roof across from her after that she slipped intentionally to the rain gutter and climbed down on it. She looked one more time back to see if anyone noticed her escape, luckily for her no one did. She walked along the road to an old house. The house was made of wood and not really big, but a good spot for hiding things, especially since someone made the rumor, that it was haunted. She walked in it and to the living room. Lilith kneeled in front of the couch and got her bow and arrows from under it. The girl puts both of them on her back and went to the city center where always a mart was. On her way she saw a poster, it was about, that today is going to be a hanging from a pirate. Lilith raised her eyebrows and sighed, she was never a fan from hanging, she just didn't saw the point of it. "Hey, you!", Lilith turned only a bit to see that it was on from the Royal Navy. "Fvck.", she muttered, as she started to sprint down the street. She climbed on a near roof and from there, she saw the gallows, which were good 37 meters away from her current spot, where the pirate already stood. A rope around his neck. He got brown dreads, a red bandana, a dirty white shirt with a brown vest over it, brown pants and brown boots on. Lilith could swear she saw him saying 'Captain, Captain Jack Sparrow' when the announcer said his name and his crimes. She couldn't help but smile at his priorities. The girl only knew him from books and stories, but she didn't want him to die. If only half of what she heard and read about him was true then he shouldn't die, maybe he could even help her to run away. Lilith knew she had to be fast if she really wanted to save him. At that time the soldiers were also on the roof and ran towards her. The calls from them made all the people look to her and her chasers, even the pirate looked at her. Unfortunately that didn't stop the executioner from grabbing the lever and pulling it. Lilith jumped from the roof, on which she used to ran on and in between the two roofs the eleven year old aimed with her bow and arrow to the rope and let go, hoping she didn't miss, because if she missed she was going to be hanged too and couldn't help the pirate. Everything seemed to stop and everyone only watched the arrow, until it successfully cut the rope. The girl landed on the ground swung her bow back to her back and made her way to the pirate, in hope he would knew what to do. On her way she stole two swords one for herself and one for the famous Captain Jack Sparrow. When she finally made it to him, he sat clearly confused on the floor. However as she offered him a sword he gladly took it. Not a second later Lilith turned around and blocked an attack from one of the soldiers, it was strange, it was like she knew someone was going to attack her. She had always good reflexes but never once was it like that, but Lilith hadn't more time to think about it, because the girl was in a full sword fight with a soldier trying to stay as close to Jack as possible, somehow she got the feeling, that she could trust him. After all Lilith saved his life and risked her own. In the corner of her eye she saw that Jack gave his best at fighting, but it didn't had much use. There were far to many soldiers. Soon Lilith and Jack were both in iron chains. "I did know that you don't quite like following the rules, but freeing a pirate? I really thought you knew better.", Norrington said. She knew him a bit, because he often brought her back to the orphanage, when she ran away. Lilith just lightly shrugged her shoulders and responded "didn't got much to lose, did I?". Before anyone said something else, Lilith and Jack were brought to the prison. On the way no one spoke, until they were harshly thrown into a dirty cell. "Well, what do I call my savior?" The pirate showed his golden teeth, as he smirked. "My name is Lilith." She answered looking for a way to get out, but she gave up. "Not that I'm complaining, but why did you save me. I can't recall that I met you before." "I don't really know.", Lilith spoke truthfully," I just thought it's not the right time for the famous Captain Jack Sparrow and I hate the concept of hanging or in general killing prisoners." Something about Jack made Lilith trust him and she felt somehow familiar with him, although she doesn't knew what it was, normally she can't trust anyone and no one felt like her family, especially a fearsome pirate that she only just met. "Thank you,luv." Their conversation goes a little further and they began to talk more about themselves. "Your little rescue operation was quite impressive, you know, where did you learn that?", he asked interested. "Well, you don't have that much fun to do in an orphanage. I always found sword fighting and archery fascinating, so I started training myself, when I turned seven. It was also a good distraction from my parents.", she replied. "You're an orphan?", Lilith sighed. "Yes, my mother was murdered by my father, when I was six, since then I had to live in an orphanage. I don't have any other relatives." The eleventh year old answered acting though but Jack saw the sadness in her eyes. "I'm so sorry, luv, do you want to talk about it?" "What?", Lilith asked confused. "Well, you don't seem like a girl that talks with everybody about everything." Both of them were silent for a bit. "I really miss her. She didn't deserve to die, especially not because of the man she loved and trusted.", Lilith choked out. "I know, I'm so sorry.", he comforted. "Why be sorry. You weren't the one who killed her.", she managed to form a small smile, which he returned. " Why were you chased by soldiers back on the roof?", he asked not just because he was curious about the girl across from her, but also to distract her, he saw the pain in her eyes, when she talked about them. Lilith smirked. "I ran away.", the pirate thought it's best if he left the question with the answer he got. "Are the stories true?", Lilith asked after a while. " Which stories,luv?", the Captain asked. "That your Captain of the Black Pearl.". Jack sighed. "I was.", was the only thing he said. "May I asked what happened?", he smiled at how careful and polite she asked. "My first mate caused a mutiny, long story short he marooned me on a lonely island and sailed away with my ship." I'm sorry, Captain Sparrow.", Lilith stopped for a moment," how did you get from the island?". "Sea turtles, luv." Lilith gave him a confused look but didn't asked any further. After a while of silence she spoke again "You'll get your ship back. I'm sure of it!" " What makes you so sure?", He asked. "Oh come on, you're Captain Jack Sparrow. You will find a way. I know it!", Lilith motivated him. Jack smirked and Lilith saw his golden teeth again. "Lilith?" Lilith looked a bit surprised, when he used her name but hummed in response anyway. "If we get out of here, will you do me the honor by joining my crew?" Jack asked hoping, that she would say yes. "I-I would really love to, but I never sailed before and don't want to be a burden for you or the crew." The girl replied looking at the floor. "You could never be a burden, luv." the pirate said as he put an arm around her shoulder. Instead of pulling away and slap the person, who was touching her, she snuggled closer to the pirate. "But of course, I can teach you what to do, if you want to work." He offered. "You would?", the eleventh year old questioned. "Aye luv, think about it. Being a pirate means not only robbing silver and gold or killing and threatening people. Being a pirate is mostly about freedom, when you're a pirate you're free from anything.", Jack explained with passion from which Lilith had to smile a bit. "In that case my answer is yes. But how on earth will you get out of here?" "I'm not sure yet, but somehow we will get out, don't you worry, luv.", the girl smirked again at how determined he was. "But to pass a little time we're not going to respond with yes, we're going to respond with aye, alright?" Jack stated "Aye, Captain!" Lilith answered"You're a fast learner, that's good!" The two talked a little more, until the girl grew more and more tired. She fell asleep in Jack's arms. "Goodnight, luv, I promise you we will get safe out of here!" Jack smiled. Even if he only just met her, he liked her (!NOT IN A ROMANTIC WAY!) and he knew she would be a good crew member. After a while he fell asleep too and slept quite a while, until they suddenly both heard unnaturally loud footsteps coming the stairs to the prison down.

Enemies to lovers (part 2)

Newt Scamander x Reader

He sat there for a while until suddenly a niffler ran to the lake and put something in its pocket. Newt followed it just quickly enough to see it was the necklace from you but before he could do anything the niffler ran away and Newt chased it. After half an hour he finally catched it he took the necklace from it and let the niffler free again. Newt looked at the necklace and saw all the beautiful details in it. It is a heart and in the middle of it is a owl.

(This is what it exactly looks like because I´m bad at describing)                                        

  “It’s beautiful” he thought to himself. Newt picked then a few of your favourite flowers and went to your dorm. He took a deep breath as he stood in front of your door and knocked nervously. You sat on your bed and drew a hippogriff to distract yourself as you heard a knock on your door “come in” you called. You couldn’t believe your eyes when a nervous Newt with f/f in his hands stands in the doorway. “Y/n… I-I’m so s-sorry b-but please l-let me apologize to you.” You thought to yourself a while not looking away from Newt which made him even more nervous. “Ok, come in” you said a bit colder than you wanted, he did as he was told and gave you the flowers which you thanked him. You two sat there in awkward silent until you began to speak “go on, apologize” “uhm y-yeah, I-I’m really really s-sorry about what h-happened but I-I didn’t know t-that s-she could d-do something l-like that and I’m a-also sorry for b-being so mean i-it wasn’t right, I know that now. I’m j-just so sorry please believe me.” The hole time as he spoke, he wasn’t looking at you he always looked at the floor except of the last sentence there he looked straight in your eyes and you knew he couldn’t be lying but after that he looked on the floor again. “I…I’m sorry too for yelling at you b-but why did you ignore me the hole time?” “Leta said that you had talked bad about her because she is a Slytherin and a Lestrange” he answered still looking at the floor. “But that’s a lie I never talked bad about her or anyone else!” you said a bit hurt that he believed that. “Oh Y/n I’m so sorry I should have asked you before just believing it. I should have known I could trust you. And I can understand if y-you don’t want to s-see to me again I can understand I j-“ “woah, wait I never said that. I think we have a lot of talking to do if you have time.” You cut him off. “Of course, I would love to speak to you again, in fact I really missed you. Uh I nearly forgot I still got something from you” he said as he put the necklace out of his pocket. You gasped as you saw it “You found it?” “Well, it was more a niffler who found it which I chased after I saw that he has your necklace.” You smiled and hugged him “thank you, thank you, thank you” you said repeatedly with tears of joy in your eyes. It took him a while to hug you back, but when he did, he did not want to let go again. To soon you two separated. “May I?” he asked and hold the necklace in front of your neck. “Sure” you answered and turned your back to him so he could put the necklace around your neck. He was really gentle and careful, so does he not break it, when he was finished you turned back around and he saw the hippogriff “You’re a really good drawer, you know.” He said looking at it. You blushed a little “Thank you” you giggled. After that you talked for hours and made up for all the lost time. You walked together still talking the great hall because its dinner time. “There you are Newt. I searched for you” a voice said that you only know too good. Leta Lestrange. “What are you doing here” she said know directly looking at you. “We were talking, Leta” Newt said before you could even open your mouth. “You were talking to her” she said in disbelieve. “So, you think its ok what she did to me?” she went on. “Leta, we all know she never did anything to you and I think its pretty cruel what you did” he said angry. She gave both of you a death stare and walked off but not without bumping into you (on purpose), which caused you nearly to fall. Luckily, Newt caught you. “Are you alright?” he asked worried. “Yeah”. You continue to walk to the great hall.

Comparison

Newt Scamander x Reader

Requested by: @newtscamanderimagines

Word count: 1431 words

Summary: All your life you felt self conscious about yourself compared to your sister but luckily a certain wizard is about to change that.

Warnings: Reader compares herself to Tina and Queenie; Reader talking bad about herself

You sighed. You had still many things to do but instead of doing them you were staring yet again at the mirror. Bothered by the reflection, which looked back at you. Every time you looked at yourself you seemed to find more issues. Like why were you not as skinny as Tina? Why didn’t your eyes have the same spark inside them like Queenie’s? The list could go on and on. As you may have noticed you often compared yourself to your two older sisters, but you weren’t completely at fault for that. Since you were born your sisters were better than you and you were always compared to them by your mother.                                                                                                                                                                 “(Y/N)?”, the soft voice of Queenie called. Quickly you wiped the tears away that you can’t remember spilling.

“Yes?”

“Where going out searching for Newts creatures. Do you want to come with us?”, the mention of the man, on which you managed to have a big crush on, made your heart flutter, and your cheeks and ears blush.

“Um, sure. Let’s go,” you tried your best to conceal the fact that you were crying not a minute ago. You looked one last time in the mirror and walked out of your room to put your coat on.

Together with Newt, Jakob, and your sisters you were trying your hardest to search for any signs of the creatures from Newt.

“We’re going to find them, Newt,” Tina encouraged when you all came home with no trace of the missing creatures. She put a hand on Newt’s shoulder in response to that he smiled at her. You suspected for a long time that the two liked each other and this suspicion was confirmed by the look they gave one another. You sadly walked past them knowing you have no chance with him.

“Where are you going, sweetie? We’re going to have dinner soon,” Queenie called while hugging Jakob’s arm.

“I’m not hungry,” you stated. With your back turned you couldn’t see the concern in Newt’s eyes. You continued your way to your room with your head down.

The mix of chatter and laughter from the living room filled your ears, while you were laying on your bed staring at the ceiling. Tears run down your cheeks straining them with mascara. Unknown to you the little brown eyes of a certain bowtruckle with attachment issues were watching your miserable state. Pickett quietly left your room unnoticed by you. Truth to be told the little creature saw that his owner and you liked each other much more than friends from the moment you had seen one another. Since then, Pickett tried to bring the two of you together. Pickett walked to his owner and climbed on Newt’s shoulder. He tucked at a strand of Newt’s hair, which startled Newt a little. Pickett squeaked and pointed to the hallway.

“What is it, Pickett?” Newt asked confused. Pickett squeaked and pointed to the hallway again angrier and more desperate this time, showing Newt his matter was of great importance. Newt excused himself and followed Pickett’s directions. He got more concerned the nearer they walked to your room.

When they stood directly before Newt’s heart broke at the sound of the sobs you couldn’t hold back anymore.

The sound off someone knocking at your door made you jump up into a sitting position.

“(Y/N)? Can I please come in?” you heard Newt’s soft voice full of concern and sadness. You quickly wiped the tears away and made a big mistake. You looked into the mirror again. Your eyes were red and puffy, and your cheeks were stained with a mix of tears and mascara. You just felt overall ugly and immediately felt like crying again.

“Please, (Y/N). Let me in,” Newt’s soft voice called again, with an undertone of concern. You tried your best at wiping the mascara away and slowly walked to your door. You took a second thinking of your options but opened the door eventually. It was known that Newt isn’t really a hugger, but he couldn’t help himself when he saw you. In Newt’s arms you broke down again. For a moment he thought he had done something wrong, but you made it clear to him that you were comfortable when you clutch at his shirt pulling him even closer.

“What’s wrong?” Newt asked with sympathy in his eyes when you calmed down a bit. You didn’t really want him to know, so he was met with silence. Newt pulled away a bit in order to look into your eyes.

“Y-you can talk to me, (Y/N). You know that don’t you? So please? I want to see you smile again,” he begged.

“I-,” you could feel tears building up again, “I just don’t feel like I’m good enough compared to my sisters,”

“What do you mean?” he carefully asked. He didn’t want to push you but also wanted to understand what was bothering you. You sighed and watching how you began to play with your finger.

“I’m not as good as them in witchcraft neither am I as social. My eyes aren’t as special as Queenies. My hair is always a mess not like my sisters theirs is always perfect. My body isn’t as beautiful as theirs. I’m completely ugly. My-,”

“Alright, stop!” Newt interrupted your rambling, “I’ll not let you say those bad things about yourself,” you looked surprised up in Newt’s eyes.

“You’re so beautiful! Inside and out-,“

“You’re just saying that to make me feel better. You don’t mean that,”

“H-how can I just say that w-when you made me fall in love with you?” Newt whispered nervously now too looking down not daring to meet your eyes in fear he would see disgust written on your face.

“Y-you love me?” you asked not sure if you heard him correctly. He took a deep breath to calm his nerves.

“I love you,” Newt repeated louder this time. You still couldn’t believe what you had heard.

“Say something,” he pleated.

“I- but you’re in love with Tina,” it wasn’t what you wanted to say but the only thing you managed to choke out.

“What?”

“I- I mean you are always by her side and look at her like-,” you stopped your meaningless ramble when you noticed that your noses were nearly touching.

“Like?” he asked, and you could have sworn that you saw his eyes flickered shortly to your lips.

“Like she’s the most beautiful girl in the world,” you whispered as if it was a secret, and no one should know about it.

“But the most beautiful girl sits right before me,” Newt whispered back feeling his heart thumbing so wildly it already hurts. You just furrowed your brows and lowered your eyes. He carefully put a hand under your chin to lift your head so that you had to look into his eyes.

“Y-you don’t believe me? Then let me please convince you?” he asked hopefully in a moment of bravery. You slightly tilted your head in confusion but nodded anyway.

“I love your nose. I don’t know if you know but you scrunch it when you concentrate and meanwhile look incredibly cute.

I love your eyes. How your beautifully (Y/E/C) eyes twinkle with curiosity when you try to understand something or when someone tells a story,” The list went on until he complimented nearly every body part of you. You again had tears in your eyes but this time of joy. He even made yourself laugh about your insecurities.

“By the way I love you too,” you grinned.

“Really?” you nodded. In response to that Newt leaned slowly in, giving you enough time to back away. You slightly opened your mouth and met his lips mid-way. His kiss was pretty soft, but he didn’t fail to convey the love he felt for you. His right hand cupped your cheek, and his left was on your waist. Your hands were on his neck playing with the ends of his hair. You both pulled yourselves even closer to one another. When you eventually pulled away to catch some breath you just stared in each other’s eyes. After a few more kisses Newt laid down on your bed pulling you down with him, so you were comfortably laying on his chest. You talked for a bit, but you eventually fell asleep cuddled up in your loves embrace.

“Sweet dreams, my love,” Newt whispered and gave you one last kiss on your forehead before falling asleep himself.