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h4yam1
h4yami_

19 y/o artist who's tired of life and simping for fictional men || MDNI

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h4yam1
5 months ago

The Whitney loft scene has my entire heart

💛 (Below is some parts i found cute, spoilers under the cut!) 💛

The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart
The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart

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Oh and ofc this part 🤭

The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart
The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart
The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart
The Whitney Loft Scene Has My Entire Heart
h4yam1
5 months ago

I can’t stop thinking about a religious character on the verge of orgasm. Like imagine them saying:

“Oh lord, heavens, I’m arriving”

“Indeed, I'm on the break of enlightenment”

“God has blessed me with offspring”

“My time has come, the hour is near, I’m ascending”

(For example) Fyodor, Gabriel, Michael, Raphael, sunday, argenti

h4yam1
5 months ago

How far must I go to prove that I love you?

How Far Must I Go To Prove That I Love You?
How Far Must I Go To Prove That I Love You?
h4yam1
5 months ago
More Hands + Faces: Dol Edition
More Hands + Faces: Dol Edition
More Hands + Faces: Dol Edition
More Hands + Faces: Dol Edition

more hands + faces: dol edition

h4yam1
5 months ago

ehe

Ehe

aftermath...

Ehe

hmm i wonder what happened for jordan to end up like that in the second picture 🤔🤔

h4yam1
5 months ago

Shower Spying~

Shower Spying~

Doodles under cut ^^

Shower Spying~
h4yam1
5 months ago

im thinking about sydney and harper's relationship and how its been outright confirmed by purityguy that syd stayed at the asylum at some point, which is the reason they're so "pure" at first meeting while missing quite a bit of their memories

sydney also knows harper, it's safe to assume this is from the asylum times, but we don't know the extent of what happened between them.

Im Thinking About Sydney And Harper's Relationship And How Its Been Outright Confirmed By Purityguy That
Im Thinking About Sydney And Harper's Relationship And How Its Been Outright Confirmed By Purityguy That

and i want to assume it's because of harper doing their ... harpering, but also: how long ago was this exactly? because ultimately.. harper isn't that much older than the pc, and by extension, sydney.

Im Thinking About Sydney And Harper's Relationship And How Its Been Outright Confirmed By Purityguy That

paired with this line you can hear from a patient in the asylum, (that i cba to hunt down in the game itself,)

Im Thinking About Sydney And Harper's Relationship And How Its Been Outright Confirmed By Purityguy That

what exactly got harper sent to the asylum in the first place and how long ago was that? was harper always like that, or was it a gradual change, a weird evolution of sorts from being in the asylum for so long? how old was harper when they transitioned from a patient to a doctor? was harper still just a regular patient when sydney was admitted? were they already a doctor by then?

there's so many variables, which leaves so much room for theories!! and i love cooking my own food!! me personally?? i like the idea that harper wasn't quite a 'proper doctor' yet when sydney was admitted.

darling sydney, freshly traumatized from the loss of their parent, and from potentially having witnessed the rite being performed on kylar's parents.

harper, still a patient, probably around 18 years old or so, maybe a bit older? practicing and perfecting his hypnosis on other patients, including sydney. simple things like.. memory alteration. real convenient!

eventually, that skill lets harper to take up the role of a totally legitimate and licensed doctor. the doctors and nurses who took care of him are now his assistants. they always had been. and those who only knew him as a fellow patient... well, they can simply go ahead and forget about that entirely, can't they?

h4yam1
5 months ago

Whitney forcing you into his lap and slipping his fat cock inside you. You wait for him to start thrusting up into you but no, you feel a warm stream of piss coming from his cock. He groans lowly in your ear as he relieves himself inside your tight cunt, "Thanks slut."

h4yam1
5 months ago

Oh I fucking love this. I feel like Whitney would go full yandere if pushed

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

Sub Whitney and Kinky Kylar my beloved

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

My babies committing crimes

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

I'm gonna cry, I'm so touch starved

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

I feel like Avery would ask you to turn them.

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

Whitney hunting me? Say less

Oh I Fucking Love This. I Feel Like Whitney Would Go Full Yandere If Pushed

Source

more lore

h4yam1
5 months ago

Happy Birthday, My Love

M!Kylar x Gn!Reader

Words: 708

Tw: Yandere, blood

Note: Happy birthday @propertyofkylar!!!

Gift

Happy Birthday, My Love

I awoke to the smell of something burning, “Fuck…” I grumbled, jumping up out of bed and running down the stairs. I followed the burning smell and ended up in the kitchen, finding a distressed Kylar fumbling with birthday candles. “Kylar…?”

Kylar jumped, dropping the candles. “Wh-what are you doing up?” He asked, frantically picking up the candles. “You’re supposed to be asleep.” I inspected the kitchen as he continued to panic, it was a mess. Dirty dishes everywhere and a burnt cake in the trash. “I-It wasn’t good enough for you, my love.” He explained, noticing me looking in the trash. He was so anxious that he was stuttering and fumbling about.

“I was worried you set the house on fire, so I got up.” I smirked at him, “Were you planning something?” Today was my birthday, and I know he wouldn’t miss it for the world.

He tried to clean up, putting dishes in the sink. “N-No, everything is fine…” 

I smiled, he really was trying his best to set up my surprise. “Are you sure you don’t want my help?” I loved the thought he was putting into this, but I didn’t want him to destroy the kitchen in the process.

Kylar fumbled with the dishes, “I-I got it handled, I got a ca-”  I held back a smile as he went wide eyed and stopped himself, trying not to ruin the obvious surprise. He dropped the dishes in the sink and started to shoo me out of the kitchen, “Please, my love, I don’t want the surprise to be ruined.”

Laughing, I let him shoo me away. “Ok, ok.” I decided to go back to bed and wait for him to come and “surprise” me. I laid there and played on my phone as noises continued to come from the kitchen. I hope he doesn’t break anything.

Sometime later, Kylar came into the room holding a bandanna. “Come on.” He looked so excited, and I couldn't help but smile. I obliged, standing up and letting him cover my eyes with the bandanna. He carefully led me downstairs to my “surprise”.

Kylar sat me down in a chair and removed the bandanna, “Happy birthday!” 

I smiled at the sight before me, a sad cake with messy frosting and candles. “Thank you, Kylar. I love it.”

He beamed, pulling out a lighter and lighting the candles. “Make sure to make a wish.” He sat beside me and began to sing Happy Birthday. His singing was awful, but I loved it nonetheless. He put so much work into this, and I didn’t want to upset him. Once he finished, I blew out the candles. “What did you wish for?” He asked excitedly, no doubt hoping it was about our future.

I smiled, shaking my head. “If I tell you, it won’t come true.” I didn’t completely believe in that, but it was fun to tease him.

He frowned and nodded before getting excited again, “Wait here.” He instructed me before running off, leaving me slightly confused. It didn’t take long for him to come back, holding something behind his back. “I-I got you a gift.”

“Oh, you didn’t have to do that.” 

Kylar shook his head and sat beside me, “I wanted to.” I blushed as he placed the gift in my hands. “Go on. Open it, my love.”

The gift was small and crudely wrapped, “Ok, ok.” I slowly pulled off the bow and then tore off the wrapper, revealing a smaller box. I raised a brow, but he gestured for me to open the smaller box. I gently opened the box, revealing a beautiful vial necklace filled with some kind of red liquid. “Kylar, this is amazing!” I wrapped my arms around him, hugging him tightly. “Thank you so much!” I thanked him, kissing his cheek.

He blushed furiously, “ H-Here,” he gently took the necklace from my hands, “Let me help you.” I turned around and lifted my hair out of the way so he could put the necklace around my neck. “There, you look beautiful.”

I played with the vial, the liquid inside sloshing around. “What’s in it?”

“Our blood.” He answered with a big smile, “It represents a bond between our two souls.”

Happy Birthday, My Love

𝘔𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

𝘒𝘰-𝘍𝘪

h4yam1
6 months ago

what do you think of Jordan using hallucinogens to see the tentacles?

(also why do you never draw fem Jordan. I wanna see fem jordan)

I think Jordan is a druggie, and I love them for it.

Let them cook, anon.

Also here is your fem Jordan shooting her load

What Do You Think Of Jordan Using Hallucinogens To See The Tentacles?
h4yam1
6 months ago

I wanna put a leash on Asa

I Wanna Put A Leash On Asa
I Wanna Put A Leash On Asa
I Wanna Put A Leash On Asa

we learn something new about ourselves everyday! :D

h4yam1
6 months ago
"You Cup Kylar's Cheek With Your Hand And Stare Into His Eyes"
"You Cup Kylar's Cheek With Your Hand And Stare Into His Eyes"

"You cup Kylar's cheek with your hand and stare into his eyes"

h4yam1
6 months ago
(Dolsydney 48h/day 2 02:00)
(Dolsydney 48h/day 2 02:00)
(Dolsydney 48h/day 2 02:00)

(Dolsydney 48h/day 2 02:00)

代为发表,感谢云舒老师…继happy halloween之后又一巨作!无敌感谢!膜拜!

The painter‘s video meme was also published on discord! You can check the details on the channel!

You can find all of our arts on LOFTER!

Thank you for supporting us 48h. Yesterday was an extremely proud and happy day for all our creators. I hope everyone will enjoy the new day.

Happy Halloween

h4yam1
6 months ago

(Warning for hints at spoilers from some events below 😮)

Sydney, who practically glues themselves to the pews at the temple after you are gone. The scarf you left behind clutched tightly by their hands as they pray day and night.

They can only hope you are safe wherever you are, that the mission Jordan entrusted you with will go smoothly and you'll be back soon enough, reassuring them with your sole presence

But a month passes and you are still not by their side. The spear returns, yet you are missing. The temple's chants, the excitement for the holy item's appearance can barely reach them through the overwhelming sorrow that consumes their very soul. What is there to celebrate if you are not here? If their dreams are the only way for them to see you, how can they even face reality?

You are a liar, and them a fool for not doing more to protect you. If they had been stronger, maybe more courageous. If only they had gone there instead of you...

So they choose to believe, to ignore it all. If one more month passes, it doesn't matter: they know you'll be back...right?

Somehow, it feels as if a part of their life they managed to forget is repeating...

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Whitney, who managed to send you off to the underground brothel, a stash of cash safe in their pocket as they go back home. Smirk plastered in their face, gloating about finally teaching you a lesson after you humilliated them in front of the whole school all this time.

Still, something doesn't feel right.

Finding themselves waiting for an annoying face when they are loitering under the rain, scribbling notes for someone who isn't in class, passing by the same alleyway thrice in silent hopes to see the one who only appears in missing posters.

Their mood sours, dreams haunted by snippets of memories where you are by their side. This wasn't how things were supposed to go after getting rid of you for good.

Perhaps a strong drink might help kill that weird gross feeling that has been pooling in their heart for these past few weeks. A trip to the local bar with their friends, the promise of some casual sex with a random whose face they won't remember.

But when the moment of truth comes, it's your face that replaces the one of their new conquest. Tugging at the strings of their heart with that insufferable smile you always seemed to have.

What's more pathetic than finding out your are in love while throwing up in a filthy alleyway? Alone, their mind racing to understand that that weird feeling has always been regret and sorrow...

Because they loved you, in their own twisted way, and there's no going back to how things used to be before.

Wasn't actually planning to write these as they are part of comics I wanted to do. However, I highly doubt I'll be able to, since time is limited and I am already dying over here, buried in studies and stuff.

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Note: I want to draw but I am extremely sick, so you guys will only get my brainrot for now :(. Sorry

If it's written like ass, sorry. I did this in the bus I take back home while I had a horrible fever ;; (Though I promise I'll get better at this with time...Maybe)

h4yam1
6 months ago
Some Sketches Of My Beloved
Some Sketches Of My Beloved
Some Sketches Of My Beloved

Some sketches of my beloved

h4yam1
6 months ago
The Hallucinogens Have Driven Him Mad With Lust!

The hallucinogens have driven him mad with lust!

h4yam1
6 months ago

Vrel said that Whitney and Sydney are both characters that have yandere potential. He said that Whitney would be the most violent as a yandere, but that Sydney would be the scariest, he refused to elaborate further.

h4yam1
6 months ago

Y'all ever thought about how Sydney change from being this innocent sweet church boy who don't even know what sex is, to an insatiable sex-crazed maniac who also constantly reminds you that you did this (whatever this is, depends on you) and pretty much gaslights that you have it coming to you.

The first time i played the game and corrupted him, I was flabbergasted by his sudden change in behaviors, although the player, us, is fully aware of our choices, the PC however, might not (again, depends).

The reasons why I find myself liking Sydney corrupted version isn't even about his constant craving for carnal pleasure and his openness about sexuality, but more like, I adore how even called "Corrupted", Sydney is very much still have conscience and a sense of rightessness in him, even showing worries for Whitney or Robin if they haven't show up at school. Pure!Sydney also have this, but the difference is, if Pure!Sydney is just gonna give you a pat on the back and tell you to hang on, Corrupted!Sydney will physically want to seek out the person who harmed you.

It's just make the whole Prayer room scene even more traumatic for PC, who would have thought Sydney, who is even no longer an innocent boy still normally very calm and level-headed, would physically beat you into submission if you don't let him have his way.

It's just... kinda felt like betrayal ya know? How he always tells you that you made him who he is, like he have every rights to do this, to have this like you OWNED him, a price to pay for the things you did (doesn't matter intentionally or not) to him. After all, he loved you, yes, but also I feel like living in a town like that have twisted his mindset and how he perceive if someone should take responsibility for his own sexual awakening, consented or not. It's just, really another level of fucked up when you think about it, but also expected since it's been clear you can never really have a completely normal and healthy relationship with any of the LIs in this game lmao

h4yam1
6 months ago
Pure/Neutral Sydney Lowkey Scarier Than Corrupted Sydney

Pure/Neutral Sydney lowkey scarier than Corrupted Sydney

h4yam1
6 months ago

i would like to let you know i stumbled upon your blog through the elf priest and have not stopped thinking about him since, it's been a week, for the love of GOD help me /pos

I Would Like To Let You Know I Stumbled Upon Your Blog Through The Elf Priest And Have Not Stopped Thinking
I Would Like To Let You Know I Stumbled Upon Your Blog Through The Elf Priest And Have Not Stopped Thinking

✶ Father Killian seems very pleased with you. ✶

h4yam1
6 months ago

That pink elf of yours looks so cute (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*. I can already imagine the scenario where by day he and his beloved human enjoy cute activities together like foraging an/or picking flowers to adorn his adorable tree branches. Just for them to have brutal seggs by night >:)))

I think simple name like Oliver will suit him, probarly from his vibes.

(I also volunteered as tribute)

That Pink Elf Of Yours Looks So Cute ()*. I Can Already Imagine The Scenario Where By Day He And His

this is such a cute idea i had to draw it omg...................................decorating Yuri with flowers... 🥺🥺🥺

h4yam1
6 months ago
Hi Disappears For Another 3 Months

Hi disappears for another 3 months

Hoping on Twitter trend

h4yam1
6 months ago
I Gotchu ( + Eminem For Decency)

i gotchu 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍( + eminem for decency)

I Gotchu ( + Eminem For Decency)

uncensored version here!

milkless version (lol) here!