Here Is Part 1 Of My Mad Ramblings. This One Actually Relates Back To A Previous Ask Of Mine, The One

Here is part 1 of my mad ramblings. This one actually relates back to a previous ask of mine, the one about Vanessa getting a new job.

My idea is based on my interpretation that the Vanessa we see in Security breach isn't really her, it's Vanny controlling her. Vanessa's consciousness is there, but all that she can do is just watch, like viewing your own life through an old television.

So after the 3 star "I want more animations of this" ending, Vanessa would be left with a job that requires skills that "she" technically never had. She can't just pull up Vannys memories (which i have her being able to do because extra pain:D) because the memories of how to do that job are suspiciously gone, almost as if they were taken by Vanny just before she "left" as a final "fuck you" to Vanessa.

So now all Vanessa has left are her own memories of watching herself push random buttons that do random things.  It would be like trying to learn how to fly a plane solely by watching someone else do it.

Vanessa also realizes that she'd have to still assist lost children after hours, a thought that truly scares her. It's not because she doesn't like children, no. In fact I believe Vanessa used to work really well with children due to her old position as a video game tester/coder.

So she would put in her 2 weeks notice, but not before working out some special deal with the plex that allows her and Greg the gremlin of chaos to visit the pizzaplex whenever they want and for any length of time.

As for what job she would try and go back to? Beta testing and coding. She was evidently very good at it based on those cut AR emails. It might sound like tempting fate, but I think that Vanessa would be a heck of a lot more careful this time if she was put back on the vr project. That assumes that the project is still even active.

Ooooh~ alr yeah i like this one alot. Interesting to think that it was Vanny throughout the whole thing, even if it was the security guard role. Can also maybe explain Gregory's distrust in her a tad bit

Also damn, Vanny really do be fuking up Vanessa's life XD

That is a huge middle finger to her

But I like the outcome of it. And the idea of them visiting the plex, but not for work. Its to visiting Freddy right? Either way love the concept

And he going back into what she does best, also really cool. And yeah, obviously she would have to be more carful now, but that also makes it that she can make sure another Vanny situation is never caused again

Idea 13: Things Vanessa does to get over Vanny, a sequel to Idea 6 (kinda)

As has been previously stated, I consider Vannys personality to effectively be the polar opposite of Vanessa's with some exceptions. I wanted to expand on that with this idea that Vanessa would try to do things as differently from Vanny as possible. This is done in order to help convince herself that they were not the same. Here is a list of some of those things, ranging from minor to major in no particular order:

She stops wearing hats indoors

Uses a different hair style (something easier to do than a damn ponytail, which according to Roxy, "hasn't been popular since the 70s". So Roxy gives her a friendly makeover)

Tries to avoid getting slightly upset or mad at anyone, but especially children. Vanessa is absolutely TERRIFIED of losing her temper in front of children, because then that means they will be scared of her. This makes Vanessa, in her mind, just as bad as Vanny. This is because Vanny was constantly irritated and annoyed by everything and that was basically one of 2 emotions that she felt. The other emotion was…

…pure unadulterated bliss, which Vanny only felt when she was murdering her victims while also wearing a deranged smile. As a result she tries to find more reasons to be happy and smile softly in her life. This is comparatively easy, (although it is still a lot more difficult to be happy and positive then it was before) the animatronics help her by being available to talk to. Luis also assists by just being supportive and he is especially great for whenever she needs some comforting words of encouragement. He and Gregory also offer to play some games with her, which she really appreciates because of the company.

Stops wearing clothes with long sleeves like sweatshirts and jeans. The stuffy feeling they give her feels way too much like HER costume, something she only discovered after she tried wearing "her" work uniform for the first time after being freed. She had a flashback, had a small panic attack, and quietly sobbed for 30 minutes in her bedroom. She ended up just showing up out of uniform, but no one really cared so it was fine. 

Starts making cupcakes and cooking again, something she loved doing before this mess happened (check the cut FNAF AR emails.) Everyone at her workplace loved them, Luis even had some made for him especially ;). Chica even asks for her recipe after Vanessa brings some to eat at the pizzaplex and the 2 end up sharing multiple recipes with each other and become great friends. 

After being freed, Vanessa is extremely hesitant to be near knives, let alone hold one, for obvious reasons. However she really wants to get over this fear she has because she wants to start cooking things since that was a hobby she had before…before. (again, cut emails) 

Vanessa would start by having Gregory take out a knife and put it on her kitchen counter.

Then once she gets acclimated to the knife's presence, she would move a bit closer.

She would repeat these steps until she is within arms reach of the knife. Now comes a more difficult step, touching it

Vanessa moves her arm very slowly towards the knife, gives it a small poke, and then quickly darts away like she touched hot coals. This repeats, each poke lasting a longer amount of time, until she is able to rest her hand on the knife.

The next step is the scariest for her, holding it. She takes it even slower, constantly reminding herself that she is in control and that nothing bad is going to happen. She manages to give it, moves it around, and then gently places it back in the drawer.

Vanessa relaxes, lets out the breath she was holding, and walks out of the kitchen.

Actually cutting something will come later, but for now this is enough.

Here is the greatest fairyweight combat robot that has ever been conceived.

Well after 2 days at the @floridasupercon Team Halogen Robotics was able to take 2nd place in the antweight division with Fluorine going 4-1, its best performance ever. Chloride only managed 1-2, but was still able to put on a show. A lot of improvements are in store for these 2, ones that will hopefully push Fluorine to the realm of first place. (at Miami Beach, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cf2MTPbv0eb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Behold the absolute greatest fairyweight ever conceived, Mousterminds. Composed of Street Rat and Lab Mouse, they also operate as minibots for the Fluorine and Chloride. #mouse #fairyweight #combatrobotics (at The Isles At wellington) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfXfrftLGtE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

FNAF sketches

So... I decided to practice hugging and this was the result.

I also wanted to draw the AU where Gregory and Vanessa are siblings (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ✨

Credits to kibbitzer, based on your references. Your patreon here