I Feel Like It Seems I Just Dropped Off The Face Of The Earth, Especially From This Fandom, But Id Like

I feel like it seems I just dropped off the face of the earth, especially from this fandom, but I’d like to just take a moment and say I have not and I’m still here in the background. My grandpa just passed away, and it was very sudden and very unexpected and now I’m in a state of mind where anything I do just kind of feels...weird to do, knowing he isn’t around to enjoy it with us anymore. Writing has been a distraction as well as all the fan fictions I’ve been reading, even if I haven’t been reviewing like I normally do. So thank you for everyone who does write. I’ll probably update my stories soon, because like I said writing has been a good distraction. I just wanted to let the very few people I do interact with on here know what was going on and that I haven’t left. ❤️

i’ve said it a million times… the 9-1-1 cast is sexy as hell!!

When you're writing and you suddenly realize you don't know what happens next

If you could only pick one favorite food, what would it be?

Have a great day ❤️

Wow, kind of a tough question considering I literally eat everything and anything in front of me lol, but I really like vegetables. Like, I haven’t found a vegetable I don’t like yet. But if I had to choose out of all vegetables, I love asparagus. Thanks for asking @madneyfiles and I hope you have a great day too! ❤️

writing fanfic like “am i getting the dynamics of this friendship right?” “would this character actually say this?” “what is the proper ratio of kindness to sass?” “am i falling prey to overused fanfic personality shortcuts or is this a canon trait?” “am i overthinking this so much that i will grind to a standstill out of sheer terror?”

my favourite adhd / general executive dysfunction feeling is when you become very consciously aware that you are bored and there is nothing interesting left on the 5 social media apps you’ve been cycling around for the past hour and finally a small logical part of your brain goes “hey! perhaps at this point it might actually be more fun to do one of the productive things you’ve been putting off!” and you’re this close to going oh huh yeah maybe that's true! and getting up to do some housework or read a book or something when a far louder part of your brain goes “NO WAIT!!!! maybe THIS time when we refresh tumblr.... it will be interesting again” and you’re like "ohhhh right sorry for doubting you boss" & promptly get right back to doing fuck all