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49 - go big or go home

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47 - forever with you

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warnings: smut!!!! mdni!!!! not many warnings tbh just public sex lol (kind of but no one sees them), unprotected ofc, sappy lovey dovey sex, creampie ofc sigh im so predictable

“Do you want to move in with me?”

Jay thought that he stopped breathing in that moment, his eyes widening comically as he dropped the sandwich he was holding down onto his plate.

“Do I want to what now?” He asked, blinking repeatedly. He really did look like a little kitten here, his ears twitching quickly with his dark eyes all glassy and excited.

“Move in,” you replied, putting down the food you were holding as well. “I thought about it a lot, and you’re at mine nearly every evening anyway. It’s just the logical next step right?”

“Fuck Y/N, I’d love to,” Jay couldn’t help the grin that started to spread across his face. “But what about Jungwon? Is he ok with it?”

“Wonnie’s fine with it, I already checked before I asked you. So if you want to then we can get all your stuff moved in whenever you want!”

“Oh my god,” his eyes were glassy as he blinked away tears rapidly. “I can’t even believe it, you have no idea how happy that makes me.”

You couldn’t help the smile that made its way onto your face now, mirroring Jay’s. He pushed the food to the side, shuffling over on your picnic blanket to tug you closer to him, kissing your lips gently a few times. As he tried to pull away, you followed his lips, crawling closer to him and eventually onto his lap. Jay’s hands came to rest on your hips, holding you on top of him as you found a comfortable seat on his lap.

Your hands found their way to his hair, tugging on the strands and playing with the fur in his ears and you deepened the kiss. There was something about the way he looked today, a little tired from work and makeup-less, that drove you crazy.

“Y/N,” he mumbled against your lips, tugging your hips to bring you further against him as one hand kept him propped up. “We need to stop before I get carried away.”

“Hmm, I don’t mind sweetheart,” you replied, moving your lips down to his neck and pressing open mouthed kisses there. Jay threw his head back, allowing you more access to his skin there for you to cover with your lips.

“But we’re in public,” he whined, the hand on your hip moving to your thigh to grip the flesh tightly.

You smiled against his skin, you’d set up the picnic in a secluded part of the park where not many people gathered. It was nearing evening time so most people had gone home, there was virtually no one around and the drooping branches of the trees hid the two of you well.

“So what?” You said, pulling your face back up to kiss him properly. Your hips subconsciously ground down against him, feeling the way he was already turned on through his trousers. Jay groaned loudly into your mouth, your kisses swallowing his moans and little gasps.

“Fuck it,” Jay mumbled as he pulled away. He pushed himself up a bit more so he could free up both hands, landing them on your bare thighs to push your skirt up a little. He kept going until he could see your panties, the damp patch already spreading as you practically dripped with arousal.

His thumb rubbed over your cunt softly, “fuck baby, you’re so wet already. You been waiting for this?”

“Mhm,” you breathed out, teeth tugging at your bottom lip as he ghosted his fingers over your clothed core. “Been thinking about you all day, always on my mind.”

A smile ghosted over his lips at the praise, his fingers pushed your panties to the side to expose your cunt to him. You glanced around nervously, the thrill of possibly being caught only adding to how good you felt in that moment.

Jay pushed two fingers into you at once, knowing you wouldn’t need much prep with how turned on you were. You dropped your hands to his shoulders, lifting your hips up to give Jay more access to where you needed him most.

“Fuck Jay please, don’t need prep,” you rocked your hips against his fingers that were pumping into you slowly. “Need your cock so bad.”

Your eyes pricked with tears of frustration, reaching for Jay’s trousers to tug at the zip impatiently. He just laughed softly at you, pulling his fingers from you and pulling his trousers down enough to expose his cock that was already fully hard. You just had to look at him and he would get hard, that’s how in love with you he was.

Jay helped you remove your underwear quickly, tucking them into the pocket of his trousers and positioning you over his cock, running his head across your cunt as it dripped arousal over him.

“Good girl, taking me so well,” he mumbled through gritted teeth as you sunk down onto him, adjusting to his size quickly now that you were used to him. “Feels so fucking tight, so good for me Y/N.”

“God Jay,” you dropped your head to his shoulder and let him guide your hips over him, hiding your flushed cheeks from the rest of the world. “Don’t think I’ll last long sweetheart, needed this so bad.”

“Me neither baby,” he bounced you on his cock quickly, chasing an orgasm that was on the brink of crashing already. You and Jay knew each other’s bodies so well that it didn’t take you long to get to that point, his cock reaching points of you just right and your cunt squeezing him in the perfect way. “God I love you Y/N.”

“I love you too Jay, so fucking much,” you squeezed hard on his cock, using your hands to steady yourself and bounce faster on his cock. “Want you to cum in me baby.”

“Oh fuck,” Jay whined, his lips pressing over your neck and chest at any skin he could reach. “Want me to fill you up? Pump you full of cum, carry me around with you, yeah?”

“God Jay you’ve got such a dirty mouth,” you huffed out a laugh, picking your head up to capture his lips again. “Please Jay, make me cum.”

He muttered out praises, dropping his thumb to your clit to rub quick circles and push you over the edge, clenching down on his cock hard as you came around him.

“Oh my god,” he breathed out, squeezing his eyes shut. “Fuck baby, I’m coming.”

Jay held your hips, thrusting up into your harshly as he chased his own high. You were shaking with overstimulation, gripping his shoulders tight as he attached his lips to your neck, just over your old mating bite mark. Jay came with a low moan, painting your insides white as he held you impossibly closer to not let a single drop leak out.

“Jay,” you mumbled, tugging on his hair to bring him up from your neck. He looked up at you, hair messy and eyes wide, before finally connecting your lips in a sloppy kiss. Your teeth clashed together, spit pooling at the corners of your mouths as you portrayed every emotion into it.

“God I love you,” he said into your mouth, nipping at your bottom lip a few times. “I can’t wait to spend forever with you.”

You hummed against his lips, lips tugging upwards, “I love you more.” You swiped a thumb over his lips, wiping away the remnants of some lip gloss you’d put on hours ago, “let’s clean up, yeah? Then we can head home.”

Jay kissed you once, twice, probably about six times, before helping you get up from his lap, “yeah, let’s go home.”

I'm so single it hurts 💔🤧 (I loved every single second of this, @heesbaby I love your brain)

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50 - loving you has always been easy

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(before you read: thanku for all the love and support on this smau, it was a long ride but all my lovely readers make it so worthwhile 💌 I hope you enjoyed reading this au as much as I enjoyed making it, this will hold such a special place in my heart forever,,, I love you all so much!!! I hope to see you all soon in my next smau)

"Where are you taking me Jay?" You laughed softly as he tugged you along the beach, it was nearing evening time now and the sky was a dark shade of blue.

Jay had picked you up from work that afternoon, telling you he wanted to take you somewhere. However, his usual chirpy demeanor was no where to be found when he greeted you. He was quiet, the nerves were getting to him all of a sudden and it showed.

He'd spent all day with the boys preparing, Heeseung and Jake had managed to come along for a few hours to help as well as Taehyun and Beomgyu. The only one who kept you busy at work was Niki, who was there to keep you distracted so that you wouldn't realise exactly how long the other four were on their lunch break for.

All the boys had spent the last few weeks planning and preparing this day, checking the weather forecast for when it would be warm and calm, making the decorations, preparing food for the two of you. Jungwon had even made sure you wore a cute outfit to work that day, insisting on styling you into something a little bit too fancy for work.

If you'd been paying attention then you'd probably have noticed something was up. But your mind was too occupied with the sales of your new hybrid multivitamins that you didn't even register the weird behaviour of everyone around you.

"Just a little further," he mumbled, bottom lip tucked between his teeth. His fingers were intertwined with yours, the little box in his pocket was burning a hole.

You turned a corner, seeing a setup of pillows, lights and decorations tucked away in the spot you and Jay had been to before. It was beautiful, the little makeshift seating area was cozy and there was already plates of snacks and drinks waiting for the two of you.

"Did you do all this?" You asked softly, eyes wide as you took it all in. You remembered coming here before, kissing Jay for the first time, how times had changed since then.

"I had a little help," he said shyly. He knew the boys were all hiding nearby, as soon as you'd left work everyone had made their way to the spot, taking their positions behind any bushes or trees they could find.

Heeseung was sitting behind the nearest tree, his phone out ready to film when he needed to. He wouldn't miss this moment for the world, he could feel a tear in his eye already.

"This is so beautiful Jay," you said, turning to face him. "What's this all for? It's not an anniversary or anything, is it?"

Jay shook his head, a nervous smile on his lips. He took both of your hands in his, the two of you standing underneath the fairy lights that were your only source of illumination now that the sun had gone down. Heeseung hit record on his phone.

"I love you Y/N," Jay started, taking a shaky breath. "I have for the longest time now, even before I said it to you. You've done so much for me, you came into my life and turned it upside down in the best way possible."

He caught your gaze, eyes showing so much sincerity that you felt like crying, "I never knew what love was until you came along, I never knew how amazing it could be. You taught me how to be myself, how to love myself and who I am, you showed me that it was ok to be me. And for that I'm so incredibly grateful, you have no idea how much impact you have had on me."

"Jay," you mumbled, a tear slipping down your cheek. "I love you so much, I did all that because I love you. You don't ever have to thank me for it."

"I know," he replied, smiling at you. One hand came up to cup your cheek and wipe away the tear. "You're so selfless when it comes to love, you give without expecting anything in return. That's why you're such an amazing person through and through. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've ever done."

He dropped your hands, stepping back slightly as you watched him with wide eyes, "you showed me how much more I was worth, you changed my life for the better. There will never be anyone else like you, you're truly one of a kind. And you're it for me, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else. I don't want to do this with anyone else, I want to live my life fully with you by my side."

Jay dug the box out of his pocket, dropping to one knee in front of you and holding it open. He watched as the penny dropped in your mind, your eyes automatically tearing up at the sight. Your hand flew to your mouth to cover the gasp that sounded, Jay's smile never once leaving his lips.

"So I'm asking you, Y/N, will you do me the honour of marrying me? So that we can spend forever with each other, so that I can continue loving you for as long as we live?"

He didn't even need to ask, because before he'd even asked the question you'd dropped to your knees and wrapped your arms around him, "of course I will. I'll marry you Jay, I'll spend forever with you."

Jay held you in his arms, pressing his lips to yours as if to seal that promise. He felt the tears run down your cheeks and onto his own, but he didn't really care. His mind was still reeling as he pulled away, slipping the ring onto your finger finally.

"Let's fucking go!" Jake screamed from somewhere in the distance, prompting the two of you to snap your heads over in their direction. All the boys came out of their hiding spots, cheering for the two of you as a wide smile broke out onto your face.

"Were they all in on this?" You asked Jay quietly, admiring the ring that sat so prettily on your finger. Jay took your hand in his, kissing it gently.

"They helped me plan this all, they bought my vision to light," Jay replied. His gaze kept falling down to your hand, loving the way the ring looked on you, "Heeseung filmed the whole thing too, I'm sure he'll use it to blackmail us one day."

"That sounds about right," you laughed softly, finally standing up and pulling Jay with you. He wrapped you up in his arms, pressing a few light kisses to your lips. "I love you Jay, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else."

He visibly relaxed, his own smile mirroring yours, "I love you too Y/N, you're my forever."

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