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25 - taste
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“It’s so pretty here,” you said quietly. Your hands wrapped around a takeaway coffee cup to keep you warm.
The sun was setting over the ocean, Jay had bought you to a viewing point just on top of a small hill that gave you a beautiful view of the coastline. All the weekend sunbathers had gone home, just leaving the two of you and a few couples strolling along the sand for a romantic walk. It was comfortable, being with Jay felt comfortable, and you didn’t want this moment to end any time soon.
Jay looked over at you, his own cup long forgotten, “I’m glad you like it. I found this place a few weeks back and wanted to bring someone here, I’m glad it’s you who I brought.”
You met his gaze, his eyes were soft as he looked at you and there was something there that you couldn’t decipher. Something warm and content. You thought that this was probably the first time you’d seen Jay completely relaxed and happy, as if he didn’t have a single worry in the world.
“Why does this feel like the end?” Jay sighed, he tilted his head at you with a small pout on his lips. If you didn’t have a conscience then you would’ve kissed him right then and there. But you had morals, somewhat.
“It’s not the end, you’ll still see me,” you tried to reassure him. But it sort of was the end, at least for now. It would be hard for you to see Jay without May becoming suspicious, these late night meet ups would have to halt for the time being.
“But it feels like it,” he whined out, tilting his head until it rested on your shoulder softly. “How will I survive without seeing you every day or going on our cute little dates.”
“Dates?” You asked, eyebrow raised teasingly. You know he already considered them as such, his text earlier confirmed that, but it was fun to see him flush pink at your tone.
“Is that not what these are?” He asked, sitting up and turning himself to face you instead. He took your hands in his, lacing your fingers together.
You knew Jay was an affectionate person, he was always finding an excuse to have his hands on you somewhere. But usually he wasn’t this bold, he’d always opt for a careful hand placed on the small of your back or a quick hug at the end of the night. This was the first time he’d been this forward, you liked this side of him.
“I guess so,” you replied, squeezing his hands. “Don’t worry sweetheart, there will be other dates in the future.”
“Promise?” He asked, eyes wide as he met your gaze. You nodded.
“Promise.”
You watched as he brought your hand up to his mouth, pressing his lips gently to the skin there in a soft kiss. His lips lingered there for a second as he took a deep breathe, taking in your scent. A soothing feeling washed over him, just being near you was enough to do that to him.
“Have I ever told you how pretty you are?” He said, lips brushing against your skin with each word. You let out a small laugh, shaking your head in response, “well I’m telling you now, you’re the prettiest person I’ve ever laid my eyes on. And I’ll tell you that every single day from now on.”
“You’re unbelievably cute,” you replied. You tugged on his hands to bring him closer to you, so much so that he was hovering slightly over you. You weren’t necessarily small, but Jay still towered over you. If it wasn’t for the furry black ears poking out of his hair then he might’ve looked intimidating, big emphasis on ‘might’.
“What are you doing?” He asked quietly, voice strained when he noticed how close the two of you were. He was leaning up slightly on his knees, hands now released from yours and placed on either sides of your hips.
“What does it look like?” You smiled, bringing one of your own hands up to brush against his cheek softly. Jay subconsciously leant against your palm, closing his eyes briefly before looking back down at you.
He scanned your face for any sign of hesitancy, “we really shouldn’t do this.” He whispered, but his actions said the opposite as he moved impossibly closer.
You dropped your hand as he brought one of his own to cup the back of your neck, drawing you closer. You could feel his breath over your lips, he was so close you could almost taste him.
“We shouldn’t,” you agreed, never once moving your gaze from his. “But I really want to.”
Jay smiled gently, “I really fucking want to as well.”
And that was when your morals flew out of the window.
Jay drew you closer, finally pressing his lips against yours. Automatically your hands flew back to his cheeks, holding him against you as you moved your lips with him. He was so gentle, as if he was scared that you were about to disappear, but it was everything you’d imagined it would be.
Pulling you tight against him, Jay pushed his tongue past your lips to taste you fully. If he wasn’t already obsessed with you, he definitely was now that he’d gotten his first taste. You were so good for him, letting him take control of the kiss and taking everything that he gave you, even when he tugged on your bottom lip harshly.
“Jay,” you whined into his mouth, pulling back a little to look at him. His eyes were half lidded, a lazy smile on his lips as he tried to chase your own. “We need to stop.”
He pouted in response, bringing his lips down to your neck this time, “but why? Do you not like it?”
He brought his head up from your neck, looking at you with genuine concern that he might’ve gone too far. You almost caved, instead opting to kiss his forehead to soothe him.
“I love kissing you Jay,” you replied, feeling him relax against you. “Trust me, I do. But we really need to get going, it’s late.”
Jay looked up, noticing how the sun had set and a cool wind was starting to swirl around you. It would be cold soon, he needed to get you home before your froze to death outside. He nodded, pressing one last kiss to your lips before standing up and offering you a hand.
You took it, standing up next to him and brushing off your clothes. This time you didn’t let go, intertwining your fingers with his as you set off on the short walk back to your place.
“When will I get to see you again?” He asked softly, swinging your hands between the two of you. Your apartment was nearing and you didn’t want the night to end, you didn’t want to go back to pretending that you weren’t head over heels for this man.
“Soon Jay, I promise,” you turned to face him as you reached your front door. “I’ll text you every day, and I’ll come by in the mornings as much as I can. We’ll work it out.”
He nodded, he trusted your words that you wouldn’t lie to him. Whatever this was between the two of you, he didn’t want it to end any time soon.
Jay leant down, pressing his lips to yours a couple times before pulling away, “I’ll text you when I’m home, ok baby?”
Baby. Baby… Baby.
“Please do,” you managed to breathe out. You kissed him once more, lingering your taste on his lips so he would remember you, “be safe.”
As he walked away, his little ears disappearing into the distance, you realised the weight of what you’d done. Your morals truly were fucked.
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26 - that safe space is heeseung
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27 - so I just did a thing
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28 - ok jungwon wannabe
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30 - I'm all yours
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31 - don't hold back
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(warnings: smut lol, 3k words of pure filth,,,, sorry it's so late! anyway,,,, breeding, kinda rough sex i guess?? slightly pussy drunk jay,,, not tonnes of stuff but yeah, enjoy!)
That evening you found yourself, once again, letting Jay into your home. This time you didn’t have to feel guilty, this time you didn’t have the fact of Jay’s girlfriend hanging over his head. You knew it was a bit fucked up to think like this, but the breakup might’ve been the best thing that happened to you.
“Thanks for letting me stay,” Jay mumbled, kicking his shoes off by the door. He had a small backpack over one shoulder and was wearing a simple outfit. But seeing him in loungewear, some grey sweatpants and a black hoodie, was doing something to your brain that you couldn’t wait to explore.
“It’s ok Jay,” you closed the door behind him before turning to look at him. Now that you paid more attention, he was looking a little pale and there was a sheen of sweat covering his forehead. “Come sit down, yeah?”
He nodded, following you into the living room even though he already knew the way. He dropped his bag on the floor before sitting down, you grabbed some water from the kitchen before joining him and setting it on the table in front of the two of you.
“Thanks baby,” he said quietly, his head leant back against the couch. “Sorry, it’s hitting me hard now.”
“Don’t apologise,” you leant over, running your fingers through his hair softly. His eyes closed in retaliation, a sharp intake of breath as he tried to hold himself back. He could smell your scent so intensely and it was making it even harder for him not to jump your bones. Jay was insatiably turned on, and you hadn’t even done anything yet. “What do you need sweetheart? Tell me and I can give it to you.”
“God Y/N, you can’t talk to me like that,” he said, turning his head to look at you. You took this queue to ruffle his ears slightly, prompting a smile to spread across his lips at the soothing feeling. “There’s so much that I want, but I don’t want to scare you off.”
You wanted to laugh at him, not in a mean way but in a way that said ‘you could never scare me’. You knew what you were getting into when you asked him to stay for a while, plus this wasn’t your first time dealing with a hybrid in heat. Back when Jake was having a rough time, you were the only one around who could help him, so you took one for the team and helped him out. That was years ago now, they were funny stories to look back on with your friends, and coincidentally that was the time when you’d decided that taking birth control was definitely a must.
“Jungwon’s staying with Heeseung for a few days,” you said, running your fingers back through his hair. “I wouldn’t have invited you here if I wasn’t ready for whatever that entailed.”
Jay was still staring at you, eyes scanning your face for any hesitance. When he found none, he leant forward, capturing your lips with his for the first time that evening. You let him lead, wrapping your arms around his neck whilst he pulled you tight against him until you were practically in his lap.
You could already feel how turned on he was before anything had even happened, you knew it was just his heat but it gave you a little spike of confidence in knowing he was attracted to you. You hooked one leg over his lap, sitting on him fully so that he could guide your hips to rock against him gently. Already he was whining into your mouth, his jaw going slack so that you ended up kissing down his neck instead.
“Baby,” he breathed, fingers tight on your hips. “It’s so hard for me to hold back right now.”
“Then don’t,” you replied, pressing your lips to his skin a few times before pulling back. You looked at him, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead under his messy hair and short sharp breaths leaving his lips, you thought he looked the most beautiful he ever had.
“Are you sure?” He said, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck now, tugging the hem of your shirt down so that he could reach your collarbones where he let his teeth drag along the skin there. He bit gently, eliciting a small whine from your own lips at the feeling. You wondered how it would feel to have him sink his teeth into you fully, maybe you’d even let him one day.
“I’m more sure than anything,” you lifted his head up to look at you properly. “I want this.”
“God, yeah, ok baby,” he muttered, hands going to the hem of your shirt. “Let’s get you out of these, yeah?”
You smiled, nodding and raising your arms so he could remove your shirt. You’d prepared yourself already, putting on your prettiest underwear set for him a few minutes before he arrived at your apartment. Before Jay could even comment, you were pulling at his hoodie to tug it off of him as well, the both of you just taking a moment to appreciate each other in a way you hadn’t before.
“You wear this for me?” He asked, slipping a finger under the strap of your bra, running it down a little before letting it fall off your shoulder.
“Of course,” your hands found their way to his sweatpants, untying the strings slowly. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”
“You always look pretty,” Jay smiled, holding your waist tight again and lifting you up. You barely had a moment to breathe as he switched you around so that your positions were flipped, him hovering over you on the couch whilst he kicked his sweatpants off his legs. You tried not to look but you couldn’t help it, eyeing the way his underwear was tight against him and showing everything so that you didn’t need to imagine what he looked like.
Jay went for your trousers, popping the button and tugging them down slowly, watching your face for any signs of hesitance as he did so. He found none, of course, you were down for whatever he wanted. Once the two of you were undressed, something switched in Jay’s brain and he couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He’d been doing good at keeping himself restrained, but seeing you laid out so prettily for him was making his brain fog over with lust.
“Wanna taste you,” he mumbled, tugging your underwear down until it pooled at your ankles. He knelt down on the sofa in front of you, parting your knees so that he had full access to you. Your smell was driving him insane, he wanted nothing more than to feel you on his tongue. “Can I baby?”
You ran a hand through his hair, tugging it gently to bring him closer to your cunt, “go for it, I’m all yours.”
That’s all that Jay needed to encourage him to attach his lips to you. He held your thighs tight, bruising the skin with his grip as he kept your legs open so that he could work on your cunt easily. All you could do was gasp out his name as he sucked on your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to edge you close to an orgasm within seconds.
“Taste so good baby,” he mumbled again your cunt, using one hand to spread you out for him. His lips messily mouthed over you, alternating between fucking your little hole and rubbing against your clit. He moved his hand down, pressing one finger into you and setting a quick pace inside you to join his tongue.
“Oh fuck Jay,” you tugged his hair harder, eliciting a moan from him that sent vibrations throughout your body. This just urged you to tug harder, pulling him as close to you as possible. “You’re going to make me cum Jay, fuck.”
Those words only encouraged him further, his tongue speeding up against you to push you closer and closer. One last particularly harsh suck on your clit was enough to get you there, your orgasm washing over you whilst his name tumbled out of your lips over and over. Jay lapped it all up, swallowing down any arousal he could because he loved how you tasted, he could never get enough.
Jay continued his ministrations, working you into overstimulation until you had to physically pull his head away from you. One hand in his hair, the other cupping his cheek, you stared down at him with heavy breaths. His mouth was shiny with your cum and he licked his lips obnoxiously, a small grin on his mouth as you blushed profusely.
“You’re insane,” you laughed, tugging him up to hover back over you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him gently a few times as you let yourself calm down a little from your first orgasm.
“Sorry baby, you were so good for me,” he mumbled against your lips. “I could eat you out all day, you sound so pretty when you cum.”
“Oh my god,” you pushed his shoulder a little, rolling your eyes. Jay smiled at you, taking a moment to live in that feeling before he became needy again, his aching cock demanding his attention. You noticed this change, kissing him a little harder before moving your hands down his body.
Your fingertips reached the hem of his underwear, dipping below them and wrapping around his cock gently. He pulled away from your kiss with a short gasp, bowing his head down to rest against you whilst you spread his precum over his length.
“Fuck Y/N, I need to fuck you so bad,” he bucked up into your palm when your thumb passed over the head of his cock. “Want to fuck you open, breed your little cunt.”
“I need you too Jay, been wanting this for so long,” you pushed his underwear down enough for him to kick them off. “Want you to fuck me full, I want to feel you inside me for days afterwards.”
Jay took his cock in one hand, holding his weight up with the other and lining himself up with your cunt. He let his tip rub along you, spreading your wetness, you definitely wouldn’t be needing lube with how turned on the both of you are.
He didn’t let himself push in yet, letting his cock continue rubbing along your slit, “we need a condom baby, I can’t fuck you without one, you’ll, like, one hundred percent get pregnant.”
In any other situation, you’d have found his concern quite cute. But at this point in time you wanted him inside you, you were impatient.
“I’m on the pill Jay, it’s fine,” you ran your hands through his hair, stopping to scratch his ears gently. “I promise, I want to feel you properly.”
Jay threw his head back with a load groan, his eyes glazing over, “can you get any more perfect? Can’t wait to feel your little cunt around me.”
And if you had the moment to, you would’ve laughed. But Jay immediately pushed into you, stretching you out and silencing the noises that would’ve left your lips. You knew Jay was big, that was obvious from what you’d felt and seen, but having him fuck into you was a whole other feeling.
He held your hip with one hand, the other propping himself up next to your head on the couch, and pushed your body down against the cushions whilst he pressed each inch into you. You tried to move, you didn’t know if you wanted more or if you wanted him to stop, it was too much and not enough at the same time.
“You’re so tight baby, relax for me, yeah?” Jay said thought gritted teeth, letting go of your hip to cup your cheek gently. He was really holding himself back now, it was almost painful for him since he’d been turned on for so long.
You nodded quickly, taking a deep breath before relaxing yourself around him until he was fully seated inside you. Jay gave you a little moment to adjust, brushing your hair behind your ear and kissing you softly, lips distracting you from how he was essentially splitting you open.
Tugging on his bottom lip, you pulled away from him and looped your hands around his neck, “move Jay, I’m ok. Don’t hold back.”
And it’s as if a switch was flipped. A low moan ripped from his throat and he braced himself above you before pulling out and quickly snapping his hips back towards you.
“So good,” he mumbled through deep breaths. “Feel so good around me angel, could stay here for hours.”
His hands curled around the fabric of the couch, hips harshly thrusting into your cunt over and over as you gripped onto him. You weren’t a virgin by any means, but the way that Jay was fucking you was so insanely different to any other guy that you barely had the words to talk back to him, your eyes rolling back with each time you felt his cock reach the furthest parts of your cunt.
“Oh my fucking god,” a tear slipped out of one of your eyes as you whined his name. “Fuck Jay, you’re so big I can’t handle it.”
Of course that was a lie. If anything, you wanted him to go harder and faster if that was even humanely possible.
But Jay slowed a tiny bit, looking directly into your eyes as opposed to staring at your cunt like he was before, “do you need me to slow down baby? Are you ok?”
“No, no!” You almost shouted, shaking your head, “no, definitely not. Please, keep going it feels so good.”
Jay smiled, laughing softly before returning to his frantic pace inside you. You reached up to grab one of his hands, pulling it down to fall over your lower stomach so that he could feel how deep he was fucking into you, the bulge moving under his fingertips with each thrust.
He pressed down experimentally, eyes widening when it ripped the loudest moan from you that he’d heard all evening. Jay did it again, softly pushing the skin with each thrust of his cock.
“Right there baby? Does that feel good?” He leant down to nose along your hairline, kissing your forehead a few times before leaning his against you.
“So good, going to cum again Jay,” you leant up to kiss him, panting heavily into his mouth. A few more thrusts and one particularly harsh press on your stomach had you crashing over the edge again, your walls clenching around his cock. Jay coaxed you through it, slowing his hips a little to drag it out as long as he could, mouths kissing at any part of each other that you could reach.
“Shit Y/N, I’m so close,” he kissed you hard. “Can you hold on for me? Be a good girl and let me cum inside you?”
He leant down further so that his chest was pressed to yours, his thrusts turning into a slow grind of his hips into you. You wound your fingers into his hair, the strands damp with sweat, and tugged his lips towards yours in a silent yes. But Jay needed your verbal approval, he needed to know you wanted this as much as he did, so he pulled back slightly so that you could talk with your lips rubbing against his.
“Cum for me Jay,” you tugged his lip with your teeth again. “Need it so bad.”
That was all he needed, crashing his lips to yours and pushing his hips into you a few more times before he was spilling himself inside of you, his moans muffled into your mouth. And one thing you knew about hybrids was that they came a lot, more than a normal human, and they definitely were not finished after one orgasm.
So as you lay there, hands running up and down Jay’s back with his cock nestled deep inside you, you knew you were in for a long night. The cat hybrid was getting sleepy, his lips occasionally kissing against your skin and on your collarbones, always wanting to be touching you with as much of his body as possible.
“Are you ok?” He asked softly, eyes fluttering closed every now and then with exhaustion.
“Hmm, I’m perfect Jay,” you ran a hand through his hair and to his ears, petting them in a way you knew he liked. “How about you? How do you feel?”
“I feel good, the best I have for a while,” he shifted up to look at you a bit better, your hand falling from his ears to rest on his shoulder. “We should shower, then I’ll cook us something. How does that sound?”
“That sounds like exactly what I need right now,” you laughed, wincing a little when he pulled out of you. Jay threw you an apologetic smile.
“Sorry baby,” you brushed off his apology, letting him stand up off the couch. “We’ve got a good few hours before my heat will come back strong again, are you still ok with me staying here for it?”
You reached up for him, holding out your arms for him to pick you up. You didn’t trust your legs to hold you up at that moment, you would probably fall straight to the floor, “Jay, I told you I’d help you through this. And I meant that. So if that means we need to fuck every hour then so be it, you just might have to carry me everywhere. And I’m definitely calling in sick to work for the next few days.”
Jay smiled brightly, scooping you up into his arms as you wrapped your own around his neck, “have I ever told you how amazing you are?”
“Hmm, no you haven’t. But you could show me,” you puckered your lips at him, eyes closing as you tried not to smile. And Jay would be a fool to deny kissing you.
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(warnings: smutttttt, mating kink basically, biting, like literal biting, like a big chomp u know, cockwarming ofc, unprotected, breeding basically, uhm idk what else, oh throat fucking yeah)
Waiting in your apartment for Jay to arrive was feeling nostalgic, you’d been here a few times before with an anxious feeling settling in your stomach. This time was worse, you felt extra nervous to see him after the events of recent. You felt guilty, and you knew you shouldn’t feel too bad because he’d still hurt you, but after his selfless act you knew Jay didn’t have a bad bone in his body. He’d never have hurt you intentionally.
Your leg was shaking up and down, your phone clenched in your hands whilst you waited on the couch for him to arrive. It had been sixteen minutes since he texted you last, if you remembered correctly it took around twelve minutes to get from Sunoo’s to yours on the subway. Had he changed his mind? Was his train delayed? He was a whole four minutes late.
Every possibility ran through your head as you counted the seconds, growing more and more nervous with each one thinking that he had changed his mind.
But all worries flew away the second your doorbell rang, prompting you to drop your phone and rush towards the front door where Jay was waiting for you, hands clasped behind his back.
“Jay,” you sighed, opening the door wide with a smile finally making its way onto your face. “I was so worried you wouldn’t come.”
Jay almost cried at your words, he hated how quickly he had managed to break your trust, “I’ll always come to you.”
You nodded, lip tucked between your teeth to try and stop the tears from falling. You pulled the door open a little wider, letting Jay slip inside, his hands still out of sight and out of reach. Almost as if your body wanted to betray you, a few tears slipped down your cheeks that you wished you’d kept at bay. Because as soon as you glanced back at him, you saw the sadness in his own eyes return.
“Oh baby,” Jay sighed, he wanted to reach out and hold you. “It’s ok, I promise it’s ok.”
You wiped at your cheeks harshly, “I don’t know why I’m crying, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologise,” Jay shifted on his feet a little before bringing his hands to the front, revealing a small bunch of flowers wrapped in a white ribbon. “Here, I know it’s not much, but I felt stupid if I turned up empty handed.”
And now you were crying even more.
“Jay,” you reached for the bouquet with wide eyes, letting the tears fall freely. “They’re so pretty, thank you.”
“You’re welcome baby,” he reached forward, brushing some hair from your forehead gently. “Now let’s stop crying, yeah? Otherwise I’ll start as well.”
You nodded quickly, huffing out a small laugh before setting the flowers down on the little entry table next to you. The two of you were standing in your hallway still, eyes glossy as you just took in the moment. You smiled through the tears that were starting to dry up, tugging Jay forward and wrapping him in a hug, your face burying into his chest as his arms found their rightful place around your waist.
“I love them,” you mumbled into his shirt. “No one has ever got me flowers before.”
Your fingers gripped onto his shirt, breathing him in as his hands rubbed up and down your back gently. Jay took his time, taking in how you felt against him again and taking in the scent of you that filled his senses as soon as he entered your home. Instantly he felt calm, he felt happy, and compared to the anxiety and stress he’d felt recently this was bliss to him. This was everything he needed.
“I’ll get you as many flowers as you want baby,” he kissed the top of your head before pulling back a little so that you could look up at him. You’d stopped crying now, and Jay thought you looked beautiful even with the stained tear tracks on your cheeks.
You smiled softly, one of Jay’s hands coming up to cup your cheek, “I need to tell you something Jay.” You mumbled, leaning against his palm, three words at the tip of your tongue.
“Can I say something first?” He asked quietly, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. You nodded, happy for him to take some of the pressure off of you. Jay kissed your head again, lingering his lips against your forehead as he spoke those words, “I love you Y/N.”
“You fucker,” you mumbled, eyes welling up as your bottom lip jutted out. “I was going to say that.”
You pressed your hand flat against his chest, right over his heart. Jay was trying not to cry this time, he didn’t want to cry, but knowing you felt the same way was so relieving to him and he realised just how long he’d been waiting to hear those words from you.
Jay placed the hand on your cheek over your hand instead, holding you against him until you could feel his heartbeat, “say it, please.” He voice was quiet, fragile, he was so close to crying.
“I love you Jay,” you could feel a tear slip down your cheek again. “I have for a while, and I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you.”
“Fucking hell Y/N,” he sighed, his own tears falling freely. He’d given up trying to hide it. “I love you so much, so fucking much. I’ll never make you doubt that, I promise you that.”
Nodding your head, you leant up, kissing his cheek softly over the tear stains. You kissed the other side before settling back down on your feet. But Jay didn’t let you rest, tugging you closer and wrapping his arms around you, his own lips finding yours as if it was by instinct.
Your own hands went to rest on his shoulders, holding him close to you as you bent your head back, allowing Jay to kiss you deeper. He pushed against you, one hand coming up to tangle in your hair and guide your mouth with his, tongue licking past your lips and into your own mouth.
“I love you,” he mumbled against your lips before diving back in to kiss you, gently pulling your hair to angle your head the way he wanted you. A small moan left your lips, instantly being muffled by Jay’s own sounds, a low growl sounding in his throat. He pulled back once again, “I love you so much, only you.”
You nodded frantically, kissing his neck just to have your lips on him somewhere until he pulled your head back by your hair, “love you too Jay, please, kiss me.”
He used your hair to guide you into the position he wanted, neck exposed so that he could kiss the skin. His teeth grazed against you, daring to bite down into you but holding back, “I wanna do so much more.” He slurred his words, drunk off your scent and taste. Jay became a mess around you, the only thoughts he had revolved around you and making you his.
Jay pulled away briefly, leaning his head back against the door, you two hadn’t even made your way out of the hallway yet. You took the opportunity, hands finding their way to the hem of his shirt and slipping underneath, palms flat against the expanse of his stomach.
“Tell me what you want babyboy,” you said, hands running up the warm skin. Jay could barely think with you touching him like this, any coherent thoughts leaving his head. He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to give you an actual answer.
“I want to,” he swallowed hard when your hands dropped to his lower stomach, just above his belt. “Want to fuck you,” a sharp intake of breath when you slipped a finger under the waistband. “Wanna mate you baby, make you mine.”
A clink. Jay’s belt fell to the floor, your hands returning to slip under his shirt again. You moved closer to him, pressing your crotch against his until you could feel the outline of his cock against you, “make me yours Jay.”
You wrapped your hands around the material of his shirt, pulling it down to expose his collarbones so that you could kiss over there a few times, “mate me Jay, I wanna be yours forever.”
Every part of Jay screamed that it was too soon, he had only just got you back and he didn’t want to fuck things up. But the way your hands danced over his body and how hot your lips felt on his skin made all those thoughts redundant, he was an idiot when it came to you. So instead of pulling away, instead of doing what his head told him to do and ‘take it slow’, Jay wrapped his arms around your waist, picking you up effortlessly and carrying you over to the bedroom. It felt natural, it felt right, and any doubts left this mind the moment your back hit the mattress.
“You look so pretty baby,” he sighed, running his hands up your legs until they reached your hips, coming to hover over you and kiss your lips a few times. Jay took his time to undress you, kissing over each inch of your body as the clothing was removed until you were left in just your underwear.
He knelt down on the bed over you, bringing your head up to meet his in a softer kiss, a kiss full of love and adoration. You took that moment to place your hands on his chest, pushing him gently until his own back hit the mattress and you were the one hovering over him, your positions switched.
“This is new,” he breathed out a laugh, holding onto your hips when you climbed over to straddle him. Your hands pushed up his shirt until he let you slip it over his head, dropping yourself down a little to kiss his chest a few times.
Jay chased your lips with his own, nudging you up to kiss him properly again whilst his grip tightened on your hips, urging you to grind yourself down on him. You followed his lead, pressing your hips down against him, revelling in the way his cock seemed to nestle directly against your clit where you needed him most.
“Fuck baby,” he whined into your mouth. “I need to feel you so bad.”
You nodded, slipping yourself off his lap so you were kneeling next to him. His eyes followed you, followed your hand as you reached for the zip on his jeans to start tugging them off. Only once did he break concentration on your fingers when you nudged him to lift his hips.
You pulled his jeans off, underwear following closely behind and ending up thrown halfway across the room. Jay’s cock was painfully hard, and the way you were eyeing him up with a sort of hunger in your eyes was doing nothing to help him calm down.
Running your hands up his thighs, your fingers wrapped around the base of his cock gently, but the feeling alone was enough to have Jay throwing his head back with a moan.
“Need to suck you off,” you said desperately. “Please Jay, wanna suck you off so bad.”
“Fucking hell,” he whined, head pressing back into the mattress to avoid looking at the way your eyes were wide and pleading. “Go for it baby, be a good girl, yeah?”
One of his hands came up to wrap around your hair, tugging you down so that your mouth brushed against the head of his cock, coating your lips with precum. You didn’t need to be told twice, opening your mouth automatically to accommodate his length as he slid himself down your throat.
Your hands fell to his thighs, digging into the skin as you swallowed Jay down as far as you could go, ignoring the choking that occurred when he hit the back of your throat. Jay was huge, you knew that already, but it never failed to surprise you.
“Feels so good,” he groaned out, pushing you down a little, your nose brushing against his lower stomach. “Wanna fuck your throat so bad.”
You whined, you wanted that too. You used one hand to grip his wrist, urging him to push down on your head harsher. Jay seemed to get the hint, using your hair to tug you up on his cock a little before thrusting forward so that his hips snapped his cock further down your throat each time. Tiny little gurgling noises left your lips as he continuously fucked past your lips, chasing an orgasm that already wanted to happen.
Your nails dug into his thighs, likely leaving tiny little marks in their wake. You blinked back tears as you gagged over his cock, Jay’s hand gripping your hair and tugging you off of him so that you could breathe harshly. You gulped in a few breaths, blinking over at him with wide and teary eyes. You probably looked a mess, but Jay was looking at you like you were the most beautiful person in his life.
“Why’d you stop?” You sighed, feeling as he released your hair, smoothing it over with his hand a few times. Jay laughed at you, pulling you down to lay next to him and wrapping his arm over you instead.
“If I didn’t stop you then I’d have cum right there and then,” he said, kissing your lips a couple times even though they were swollen and covered in spit. “And I really want to cum inside you.”
You rolled your eyes, a dumb smile making its way onto your lips, “well get to it then.”
And that’s all the confirmation Jay needed, a laugh tumbling out as he pushed you onto your back, crawling between your legs and ridding you of any remaining clothing, “you sure you can take me baby? It’s been a little while since.”
You knew he was genuinely concerned for you, but there was still a cocky smile on his lips. In return, you wrapped your legs around his waist to pull him closer until the head of his cock was pushing against your cunt.
“Please Jay, need you so bad,” you tugged at his neck to bring his face closer to yours, lips brushing against each other’s. “Please, make me yours.”
“God you can’t just say that,” he groaned, kissing you hard. He pushed his hips forward, cock nudging past your hole and filling you up perfectly. “You don’t know what that does to me.”
Your head fell back against the bed as he pushed further into you, hips snapping forward a few times until he was buried as far into you as he could go, “what does it do to you?” You asked breathlessly, bringing him down so that you could run your lips over his collarbones and neck.
“Drives me crazy baby,” he used one hand to pin your hips to the bed before fucking into your harshly. “Makes me want to fuck you full of cum, claim you as mine forever so no one can even touch you. Do you know how fucked up that makes me?”
Maybe you were fucked up too, because at that moment the only thing you wanted was for Jay to take you as his mate so that you were tied to him forever. And your dumb mouth didn’t know how to stop running as you told him everything you wanted him to do.
“Not fucked up if I want it too,” you whined, his cock brushing up against that little sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside you with every single thrust. Jay moaned out brokenly, bringing his head down to rest on your chest whilst he pumped his hips into yours. He was so close to your neck, so close to where he could smell your scent the strongest, it was driving him crazy.
“Don’t say things you don’t mean,” he choked out, swearing when your cunt squeezed around his cock.
“I mean it though,” your nails raked down his back. “Fuck Jay, make me cum, so close.”
“Oh my god,” one hand dropped to your clit to rub harsh circles on it. Never once did his pace stop inside you, stimulating you perfectly to the point of your orgasm, “cum for me baby. If you cum for me, I’ll make you mine. I promise.”
And that promise was all it took for you to fall over the edge, your orgasm hitting you hard as you bit down onto his shoulder to hide your moans. The pain mixed with how good you felt around him was almost enough to send Jay into his own orgasm, but he held himself off so that he could feel you a little longer.
You cried as he fucked you through the high, fingers digging into his back enough to draw blood, “please Jay, cum for me baby, mate me.”
“Fuck, are you sure Y/N?” He gritted his teeth, using every ounce of willpower not to cum right then and there with how nicely your cunt was squeezing him.
“Please Jay,” you couldn’t help the tears that fell from your eyes with your pleading. “Need it so bad, I love you so much.”
“God I love you so much too baby,” he pressed his lips to your neck, kissing the skin a few times. “Fuck I’m cumming baby, it’s going to hurt a little, ok? But I promise I’ll make it better.”
“I trust you,” you wrapped a hand around the back of his head, pushing him closer to your neck whilst you did your best to clench your cunt around him and bring him as much pleasure as possible. “I love you.”
With those last words of affirmation, Jay sunk his teeth into your neck, finally piercing the skin as a sharp pain short through you. You winced, gritting your own teeth at the feeling. You wanted to cry out, tell him to stop, but feeling his cock press deep inside you as he came and moaned against the skin of your neck was enough to push any thoughts of the pain away.
You held his head there, wrapping your legs tight around him to keep him pressed into you as his cock shot cum into you over and over, filling you up completely until you were sure there was nothing left.
Jay sighed against you, bringing your thoughts back to him, and you realised that the pain had subsided until you just felt a soft floating of your body. He pulled his teeth from you, his tongue darting out to soothe the skin before he pressed a couple of kisses there.
Your hands fell to his shoulders, suddenly feeling too exhausted to even hold yourself up. Jay pulled away to look at you, still keeping his whole body pressed to yours so that as much skin was touching you as possible. He needed to feel close to you.
“Are you ok baby?” He asked quietly, bringing one hand up to brush your hair away from your face. He dropped that hand to rest on your neck over the small wound he’d created, “did it hurt?”
“A little,” you mumbled, tears welling in your eyes. It actually hurt a lot, but you loved Jay and would do anything for him, you were willing to put up with a little bit of pain if that meant you were made to be his.
“Oh baby,” he sighed, eyes soft now compared to the frantic lust that they held earlier. “Please don’t cry, it’ll stop hurting soon, yeah? I’ll get you some pain killers.”
He went to move off of you but you protested, more tears welling up at the thought of him leaving you. Jay noticed this, immediately moving to wrap you up as comfortably in his arms as possible with the position you were in where his cock was still buried inside you.
“You feeling a little fragile?” He asked softly, tracing along your cheeks with his fingertips.
“I don’t know,” you mumbled, closing your eyes at the feel of his touch. “Just don’t want you to leave, I’m sorry.”
Jay nodded, “that’s normal baby, it’s ok to feel like that now. After you mate with someone, it’s normal to feel a bit clingy to them, it’ll fade after a while and you’ll feel better. Please don’t apologise, I’m not going to go anywhere.” He kissed your forehead a few times, wiping away your tears.
“Can we stay like this for a little while?” You asked softly, being in his arms with his entire body intertwined with yours was comforting to you in that moment. Such intense emotions were flowing through both of you, but most of all you felt so connected to him and so in love with him that you couldn’t imagine thinking about anything else.
“We’ll stay like this as long as you need baby,” he leant down to kiss you gently before shifting so that he could hold you tight against his chest. “I love you, thank you for trusting me like this.”
“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing that,” you replied. “I love you too Jay, only you.”
“You’ll make me cry if you don’t stop,” he breathed out a small laugh. “I guess this means you’re my girlfriend now?”
“I don’t remember you asking me,” you teased, raising an eyebrow at him. Jay groaned, pushing you back a little so that he could lean over you. Each movement just reminded you that his cock was still buried inside you, a small moan leaving your lips.
“We’re mated for life now Y/N,” he kissed over the bite mark that was already starting to heal, a shiver running down your spine at the slight sting. “If you say no to being my girlfriend then I don’t know what to do with you.”
You rolled your eyes, “I’m literally in love with you, of course I’ll be your girlfriend.”
“Good,” he hovered over your lips until you could feel his breath on you. “I’m literally in love with you too. Only you.”
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