I WAS SO MAD, I WANTED TO HUG HIM

I WAS SO MAD, I WANTED TO HUG HIM

I BUILT FULL CHARISMA AND FOR WHAT??? TO KILL MY COUSIN?

With all respect, Spiders, but

FUCK YOU

WHY COULDN'T I TALK TO HIM

more Tostador, imposter this time

Please share this!!!!! As you resident vitiligan and fellow artist I am here to educate people on how to properly create a character with vitiligo and other things to keep in mind about the disorder.

Only 1% of the entire world’s population has vitiligo but I see so many artists making characters with it when they sometimes don’t even know what vitiligo is and pass it off as “skin pigmentation”. Like— what does that even mean??? XD

It’s not an aesthetic and it won’t get you “diversity points” so stop romanticizing vitiligo!

am i still here because i want to keep going?

or because I'm expected to be there every morning?

i just loved it

the

"save the person who loves you the most(cause even if platonic, Constantin loved De Sardet more than anyone) and doom everyone else"

or

"kill him and save everyone else"

ended up being an ending on morals and feelings: do what you know you should because you had to, do it because you realized it wasnt Constantin anymore, or stay with him for love or power.

either way i cry.

I'm surprised by the amount of people that choose to save Constantin

I'm not angry, but I'd known I might have to kill him, and I thought, no way in hell, I'm maximizing friendliness with everyone, whatever happens, I will not kill Constantin.

Then he came up and he was unhinged. I know that deep down all he wants is to be free of the shackles that are his father's expectations, and for de Sardet to be free as well. But to me, the Constantin that killed so many and planned to kill even more, was not there real Constantin, not anymore. My beloved cousin, who loved me more than anything and who I loved more than anyone (platonically, I mean, no offense, but just because they aren't technically cousins doesn't make it okay for me to consider them romancable) was gone forever, and I would mourn him forever.

I'm not ranting against those who saved him, I'm just saying that's why I think that ended up being the good ending.

Arms tonite (Constantin/De Sardet songfic)

Female!De Sardet/Constantin

this all came to me when i pressed shuffle and i listened to Arms tonite for the first time ever, almost cried ngl.

(here's the link to the second part)

i tried to keep it platonic but i might have slipped a little, i'm aromantic but love Constantin hahah.

also this is my first fic ever posted, constructive criticism is appreciated.

Warnings: Canon character death, mentions of suicide, angst, mother mother songs general warning.

“I fell in your arms tonight

I fell hard in your arms tonight

It was nice”

De Sardet lurched forward, stabbing him right in the stomach.

A whirlwind of emotions overcame her heart, she couldn't stop the tears as they fell.

-My Sweet Prince...-

“I died in your arms tonight”

Constantin didn’t feel the tip of the blade, he didn’t feel the power of en on mil frichtimen leave his body either.

Everything he felt was De Sardet’s body close to his, her arm around his back, and her face hidden in the nape of his neck.

-My Lucky Star…-

“I slipped through into the afterlife”

De Sardet cradled his head as she carefully guided his body to the ground.

Pained apologies made way between her sobs.

Clear tears ran shyly down the prince's cheeks.

-I’m sorry.-

“It was nice”

Constantin’s eyes started to lose color, his hands lost strength, and his lungs lost air.

“White light in your arms tonight”

Between blurry colors and fading lights he saw his Lucky Star’s eyes, she was crying.

-Please don’t cry. -

“I lost sight in your arms tonight”

De Sardet hugged him closer, like she did so many nights ago, she brushed the hair out of his face and kissed his forehead, muttering one last apology on his skin.

She had swore to protect him.

Constantin went with a smile on his face, his head tucked into her chest. Like that little kid who went to his cousin after a nightmare.

She would protect him.

“It was nice”

“And hey, you, don't you think it's kinda cute

That I died right inside your arms tonight

That I'm fine even after I have died

Because it was in your arms I died”

De Sardet lifts Constantin’s body, cradling him with utmost tenderness.

-He's just sleeping- she tells herself, ignoring the blood that paints her clothes red. -don't wake him up.-

“I cry in the afterlife”

As if affected, the sky cried the loss with roaring darkened clouds.

“I cry hard because I have died”

Thunder masks sobs, and salty tears get lost in the rain.

“And you're alive”

A twig creeps up beside De Sardet, moving on it's own, wanting to grab her arm.

She looks at it with disgust, pushing it aside.

Her grip on Constantin’s body never faltering, De Sardet was determined to get Constantin back to New Serene, by any means.

“I try to escape afterlife”

A line of small animals start to follow her, and the plants seem to come alive in her wake.

“I try hard to get back inside”

Birds perch themselves on De Sardet’s shoulders, they mourn their temporary god.

De Sardet mourns her life-long love.

“Your arms alive”

“And hey, you, don't you think it's kinda cute

That I try to escape the afterlife

That I try to get back in your arms alive

That I died in your arms

That I fell hard in your arms

I went and died in your arms that night”

The camp halfway to New Serene was gloom, De Sardet wouldn't speak with anyone, she reminisced of the little kids who ran around the castle, full of life.

That night would be the last time the two cousins slept by each other.

“I fell in your arms tonight”

De Sardet refused to let go of her cousin, the guilt of what she had done settling deep in her heart, breaking it into a million pieces.

She considered...

“Suicide in your arms”

“And hey, you, don't you think it's kinda cute

That I died right inside your arms tonight

That I'm fine even after I have died

That I try to escape the afterlife

That I try to get back in your arms alive

That I died in your arms that night”

-Goodnight, Sweet Prince.-

I fell in your arms tonight

I died in your arms tonight

White light in your arms tonight

I fell in your arms tonight