So, When It Comes To Be My Turn Could You Shine It Down Here For Her? (mitski - My Love Mine All Mine

So, when it comes to be my turn Could you shine it down here for her? (mitski - my love mine all mine )

ᨓ 。nishimura x fem reader ꒰🌙꒱ ﹕fluff w/slight angst ﹕+1.2k

[零] The vast majority of the time, Ni-Ki wasn't a big fan of romance, preferring to watch couples from a distance and see the smiles of others at the niceties they did for each other as he left the clutches of HYBE for his well-deserved vacation after countless promotions and such.

Great was his surprise when he felt his heart flutter for the first time (or at least he thinks so) when he collided with you on the skatepark on one of his nightly walks while carrying a whole bag of snacks. Maybe it was your beautiful eyes full of the brightest stars a person can have, your worried face after the little accident, or how you acted fast to help him before he fell completely to the ground, his chest touching yours due to the force you applied and holding the prettiest rose in one hand. He could feel a slight heat crawling to his cheeks the moment you looked directly into his eyes.

"I'm truly sorry. I'm in a hurry right now, and I couldn't see you." The tone in your voice could be described as a warm embrace to his heart, the small hint of concern making its presence known in that sentence while you still checked his whole body for any injured parts.

He did not remember to move on his own and was left in a trance for a brief moment. He felt nervous; his heart was racing, and he thought his voice had gone since not a single word came from his mouth.

"Are you okay?" He moved his head up and down as an affirmation, you gave a bow, and then you left while still saying several apologies and one beautiful smile. The state he was in must be described as starstruck and he growled on the low when he realized how stupid he looked to you, with his lips parted and his eyes looking at you in a daze. His sight traveled to the sky bathed in stars of all sizes, the moon positioned at the top, and peace reigned for a second in his body for such a beautiful midnight that was happening.

He placed the palm of his hand right where his vital organ was still beating at a great speed, making him clap his hand with his chest slowly. Due to his job, he got to see multiple girls, all of whom were beautiful to his innocent and lovely eyes every time he interacted with them on stage, at fan events, or even outside taking pictures with the HYBE building with their merchandise, but the reaction he had right now was different. Very different.

He could swear that the moment lived a few minutes ago began to bring him certain hallucinations when he saw you again, this time without the smile you wore before when you said goodbye to him in sorrow and the beautiful flower that was embraced by your fingers, now without any petals left. The moonlight was dazzling, and she saw nothing wrong with overshadowing her little companions. The blossom gave directly to your trail as if it were a reflector, a path of tears forming on the cheeks of others.

You, on the other hand, were so excited to see your partner again after several weeks. His constant classes for that test that all Korean students must take, not to mention all the extracurriculars, had taken time away from your relationship. After the incident with the tall guy with cute moles and the most attractive eyes you could ever see, you ran to the meeting place you and Jinsik had agreed to be at.

You understood him, you really did, but you couldn't get it through your head that he had cheated on you to go with someone else when you saw them kissing. You had to face him for your own peace and hit him with the rose you cared for and made grow with so much love in your grandmother's garden.

The tears finally rolled down from your eyes once you were away from the sly smile and empty words of the boy who wasn't worth it, ending up in the same park as before. The rest of the flower ended in the nearest trash can, and you let yourself out for a few minutes in the empty park.

Ni- Ki didn't know exactly what to do. Does he need to go next to you? That was probably mostly weird. Or should he just go back to the dorms?

The bag next to him started to look alarming, and he took out the big marshmallow covered in chocolate that was for Heeseung once he got back. One lie won't be so bad. The same thing happened. Heart pounding to the point it was banging on his chest, with his very slight sweaty palms and random thoughts coming to his head, he went for it.

The presence beside you was very obvious; you raised your head and your breath stuck in your throat. The tall guy you talked to before saw you with all your make-up running down your face, which you tried to hide with your hair, which was completely useless.

A snack was placed in the middle of you both, and the face of the unknown boy gave you the go-ahead that he was sharing the candy. The sweet stopped at your hands, and you gave a short bow. You looked pretty pathetic; you were not going to deny it or even look at yourself because you just knew it. It was your first breakup, and you didn't think it was going to end this way.

"Bad noon?"

"Oh hell, it is... I just got my heart broken" of course it was. The only area in which he has no clue and would not help at all is if he used all he learned about love and breakups from coming-of-age movies.

"I'm probably the worst person to tell you something, but don't hold the sadness for too long. It will only make it worse to forget him or her, especially if he hurt you. Heal yourself from this and wait for the right person again because love will always come at any time, sooner or later."

You made eye contact again and decided to capture his features, or at least the ones that the face mask didn't cover. His messy brown hair and blonde highlighter were messy, and the beanie he was wearing didn't help, but he pulled it off completely. His feline eyes and gorgeous brows made your heart skip a beat. Your mouth gaped to respond to him, being interrupted by the vibration of the boy's cell phone; his eyebrows furrowed, and he put it away again after answering. He took the black shopping bag in one hand and bowed.

Ni-Ki didn't want to leave; he felt the strange necessity of staying by your side to comfort you, something he wasn't allowed to do due to his rookie contract.

"Just think about it..."

And he left, hiding the feeling of punching himself when he realized he didn't ask your name or at least saying his to you. He really wanted to at least find her again and would pray to all the gods above because a small part of his brain and heart told him to trust destiny, because if destiny put them together for a small moment, they would join them back since love must come and go.

↷ 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚢'𝚜 note: this is my very first post over here and hopefully you guys like it 🦋

this post: "sit back down"

me: "I AM SAT NOW"

— car sex

⭒ bestfriend!heeseung, afab!reader, car sex, unprotected sex (consensual) + semi public sex, breeding kink, riding, possessive heeseung (kinda), cussing here and there, suggestive content under cut (mdni)

⭒ c's note: hmmm, i feel like this is not good at all... but i really hope you enjoy it nonetheless

heeseung who had been your best friend ever since you started your first day of middle school. heeseung who was there when you got your first period. heeseung who went through the numerous break ups and hook ups throughout your years in highschool. heeseung who was still by you now in college. heeseung who was jealous of them all.

how was he meant to not fall for you when you went to him first about everything? it hurt him in the gut when you'd ask him for advice about how to do a proper blowjob. why couldn't it be him? what was the difference?

yet there he was, giving you a ride back home after you called him to pick you up from a party. you didn't drink at all. you didn't think you needed to be drunk to have fun, which was one of the many things heeseung loved about you.

it is true that the blood in his veins boiled at the thought of others seeing you in that short skirt, but who was he to complain? nothing but your mere best friend. "had fun?" he asked. you shrugged. "it was okay, i guess."

he hummed softly, leaving the conversation there. he turned a corner — a little too hard — which caused you to grip the seatbealt tightly. heeseung, on the other hand, took this as an opportunity to lay his hand on your thigh. "sorry about that," he apologized and kept it there.

you could feel the blush on your cheeks. for some reason his hand felt nice and warm, almost way too comfortable. and for some odd reason, as if your hand had a mind of its own, you put it over his, slowly dragging it up more.

heeseung's breath got caught on his throat. he was driving, he had to pay attention to the road. but how could he? his mind was starting to go crazy. were you really doing this? right here, right now? there was no way his mind was letting him believe it. not until he saw it himself.

so he pulled over to the side of the road. he looked over at you with big doe eyes. his hand was gripping your thigh a lot harder, but not enough to hurt. it was evident he was confused yet excited. "it wouldn't hurt to try, right?" you asked.

it was the perfect green light for him. all the times he felt like a loser jerking off in his room after hanging out with you were thrown out the window. his lust took over him, and in one swift move, he was kissing you passionately. maybe it was time to accept your feelings. it was time to stop hiding.

his lips were hard yet sweet against yours. you could taste the flavor of gum he always chewed. his favorite. his hands were quick to unbuckle your seatbealt and put his own seat back. also unbuckling his own.

he pulled away, seeing you stare out the window in clear embarrassment. "come here," he said, patting his lap. the idea of being on top of heeseung made you clench over nothing. only in your wildest dreams did you ever think of this situation. maybe wishes do come true after all.

you gladly took the spot he was inviting you to take. your skirt rid up as you positioned yourself on top of his crotch. your panties were so thin you could feel the outline of his cock as if you were naked.

heeseung's hands were fast enough to greet your thighs again, rubbing them up and down. the gesture made you throw your head back, making heeseung's dick twitch under you. you were so goddamn beautiful. there was no way he would let this opportunity go.

"you're so fucking sexy... but you'd look even better bouncing on my cock."

"and what's stopping me?"

if the heeseung that realized he had feelings for his best friend for the first time heard of this, he'd call it bullshit. you were both desperate, trying to get to the deed as soon as possible in such a tiny place.

you positioned yourself so that your entrance was right on his tip, and you slid down carefuly, letting yourself and your best friend adjust to the feeling. "you feel so goddamn good. just as i expected."

he was quick to start rolling your own hips onto his shaft, sighing loudly at the feeling. "fuck... i might not be able to hold myself." you held onto his shoulders for dear life, resting your forehead there as well. once you felt ready enough, you started bouncing up and down.

heeseung kept grunting and groaning, music to your ears. not only was his voice beautiful when singing, but fuck did he make pretty noises when moaning. his left hand left your hip to pull your hair back. "let me look at that pretty face of yours."

not only did his words make it to your head, they also made it to your core. his adams apple was a lot more visible now. as if you had never rubbed your thighs while looking at it move as he spoke.

your movements started getting sloppy, which heeseung noticed fast enough. the hand on your hair was long gone, back to its original position on your hips, helping you bounce harder and faster on him. "go on pretty girl, cum all over me."

and you did. you let out all that was in you at that very moment. your moans were almost pornographich, making heeseung curse under his breath. "i- haagh- ah! i can't hold it." he said. you took his face in your hand, forcing him to look at you as your eyes started to tear up at the overestimulation. "cum in me heeseung... please!"

that was all he needed. fuck was it all he wanted. with one quick thrust up, he was releasing all of his seeds in you while also holding you down on him. the warm feeling made you cum a second time, plopping back on his shoulder. "you're so mine now. so so fucking mine."

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— birthday talk

⠀⭒ paring bf!sunghoon x afab!reader. dirty talk(?, choking, pet names, insinuated sex, semi suggestive content under the cut (minors DNI)

⠀⭒based on birthday by ten

you were confused when you had received a message from your boyfriend wishing you a happy birthday. it was far from the month you were born in, but shook it of as a mistake or confusion in chat.

going on with your day, the thought of sunghoon confusing your special day made you a little upset. he was always on point and never missed it. why did he suddenly forget when it was? so many things were crossing your mind at this point. this was weird.

when you arrived home, you had noticed sunghoon's car parked outside. it was perfect timkng considering you had the thought of confronting him about the message.

the apartment was dark when you walked in, the little light coming from the street lamps decorating your living room. "sunghoon?" you called, but there was no answer.

you left your keys and purse on the coffee table, turning on the tv for some light. after all. if sunghoon turned off all the lights, it was for something.

making your way to your room, you noticed the sound of something or someone shuffling inside. you opened the door slowly, seeing your boyfriend arranging decorations all over the place. your eyebrows furrowed. he had been avoiding your calls and texts all day, and this just added to his strange behavior.

"hoon? what's going on?" you asked, opening the door completely. your boyfriend smiled widely, his fangs like teeth showing. "do you like it? i prepared this for your birthday."

your head was a mess at this point. "my birthday isn't until a couple of months... what does all of this mean?" to which he smirked. boy, was he waiting for that question.

"come here, darling."

you walked up to him and sat next to him in your bed. you could smell a strong scent coming from him, one of his expensive colognes. "we don't need no reason. we don't need to wait. let's make tonight your birthday."

you were shocked, to say the least, when sunghoon slowly pushed you back until you were laying flat on the soft mattress. his hands roamed through your body, playing with the hem of the crop top you had decided to wear.

his touch was soft and delicate, but it was also fast and desperate. as if he had been holding himself for a long time. his mouth was quick to latch onto the skin of your neck. licking and biting softly.

your own hands found their way to hisbhair, messing it up and pulling it with every kiss and bite. "my sweet baby... you have no idea how many times i've dreamt of rewarding you like this on your birthday. i just couldn’t wait any longer."

you let out a soft moan in response, wrapping your legs around his torso to pull him closer. you were starting to feel cold. "everything about you drives me crazy. so so perfect and all mine."

your hips started bucking into the air, still trying to pull sunghoon closer to feel some type of friction. his soft talk and his hands roaming your entire body were not helping at all.

"i wanna be in so deep, baby. let's make tonight your birthday."

GHAAAAA this is so bad im so sorry. my dirty talk sucks, i dont even think it can be concider as such... im posting it anyway so i apologize again :')

my love @yeonzzzn tagged me in this and I lowkey got curious about the quiz

tags: @glitterjay @kwiwin and whoever wants to do it <3

Alright time for that uquiz I promised (I spent a lot of time on this so y'all better appreciate it). It's just assigning you a horror protagonist trope. Some are a little mean, but it's all in good fun :). Anyway use the little picrew, add your results and tag your mutuals!!

So here's the quiz and here's the picrew. and here's mine:

@justanotherenbyhere, @helinedmightbehere @namelessgodblr-blog @murderandcoffee @rapidlydecayingcorpse @crying-pan420 @sernhuh people I'll probably add later, and anyone else who wants to join!!

CAN'T SHE STOP BEING SAUR AMAZING?!?!? And I'm leggit the "she was a fairy" audio for you huh? 🤨

And you're the second person to actually call me hollywood 🧚🏻‍♀️

this is me just publicly announcing my incredible love for @hollyoongs

she just knows how to make me feel better all the time :( the little fairy on my shoulder (cause she's short 🤭)

fun fact, @yeonzzzn (my love) and @heeslut4life (my sweetpie) tagged me on the same thing, saur ty my sunflowers

I freaked out fr, this is too accurate

saw this quiz and thought it would be cool to see what my beloved oomfs got as an answer :D

won’t lie i 100% thought i’d get jay lol and i used to be a dancer and figure skater ahh

tagging: @riftanswhore @alvojake @fakeuwus @onlyjaeyun @karinasbaby @ak4e7a @enha-stars @odxrilove @021894s (if you’d like to participate!)

+ anyone else bc im curious