Same. ^

Same. ^

15.12.2023 // i've recently realised that even after 6 years of university, I'm still going to miss it when I graduate this summer. There's something about going to various library and coffee shops to learn new things that is just beautiful. I'll probably end up continuing to study and learn new things (like languages, finally!!) as a hobby... how nerdy hahah

I have a pretty productive time, since I've seen the difference between "I CAN'T" and "I DON'T WANT TO". Every time I have to do some difficult stuff and my brain tells me that I have no abillities to accomplish those tasks, I ask myself - Do I want to do it? Do I want to see the result? Like from the bottom of my heart - do I want it?! Or can I do it just because it's obligation? I used to be scared of things, that I'm not perfect in the first attempt. I'm afraid of failure. And now, when I ask myself DO YOU REALLY WANT IT? WE CAN DO IT IF YOU JUST WANT IT, NO MATTER OF THE RESULT. JUST START AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. And oh my God, this may sound stupid, but I've been trying a lot of things with this mindset over the last two days. New software, new application, new art media, new routines.

I am formatting my computer. This means only one thing - a serious cleaning and a new beginning! I got my master's degree a month ago, so it's time to finally start to direct my future and professional life. Studyblr is a huge motivation for me, which is why I will not give up on it despite the end of my studies. will continue to use it as a motivator for further learning purposes!

Why You Struggle With ✨Discipline✨

Discipline can be hard for many people because they often lack a strong reason or motivation to stick to their goals. It's like wanting something really badly but not having the determination to work for it. How bad do you actually want it? Sometimes, people choose fun things over the things that are good for them in the long run. Others have trouble managing their time and making smart choices, and they give in to distractions or bad habits easily. Fear of both success and failure can also make it tough to stay disciplined. If there's no one to remind them or support them, they might give up too quickly. This is your life and no one is coming to save you. No one can want it for you more than you. Things like phones and social media can also make it hard to focus, but they don't disconnect. Feeling stressed or overwhelmed can mess with discipline too. Having clear goals and a plan can help a lot. Remember, being disciplined is like a skill that you can get better at with practice and by finding ways to stay motivated. Usually, there's nothing really stopping you from achieving your goals, it's mostly you standing in your own way. The thought of missing out on your dreams because you're not disciplined enough can be really tough to handle. Worrying about what could happen 5 years from now causes you anxiety and paralyses you. It's difficult to accept that you could have it all with just a bit of effort. So, discipline is not only about getting things done but also about achieving the life you want and avoiding the regret of not trying harder.

I'm on my vacation. I'm trying to relax, sometimes it's difficult. But I need it to be productive when I'm back. I already felt that I needed a reset. For the first three days, I completely cut off my brain from problems. Just swimming, reading and lying down. Now, the closer I get to leaving, the harder it is for me to relax. I'm already thinking about what I will do at home, how I will arrange my schedule and calendar. But the important thing is that I rested. I really relaxed. Everyone should give themselves this space for pure rest.