
* Pansexual * She/Her * Mostly batfam & danganronpa but a bunch of other shit too *
1001 posts
Is There A Way To Filter Out Things When You Search Tags On Here? Like Do I Have To Block It Or Is There
Is there a way to filter out things when you search tags on here? Like do I have to block it or is there smth else?
Bc I've just started liking bartylus and if you search the "bartylus" tag it'll be 90% just "jegulus but Barty was mentioned" and like I do ship jegulus but I just wanna see them rn yk?
This is a genuine question btw because like do I just scroll past or do I have to block it and unblock later?
-
bloodpaean liked this · 6 months ago
-
villux222 liked this · 6 months ago
-
moonyluv-s liked this · 6 months ago
-
insertcoolusernamehereee liked this · 6 months ago
-
mag-deadlynx liked this · 6 months ago
-
postsfromthedark liked this · 6 months ago
-
bronagthehag liked this · 6 months ago
-
koy-kun liked this · 6 months ago
-
elysian-writing liked this · 6 months ago
-
humblefryingpan liked this · 6 months ago
-
callymemaybe reblogged this · 6 months ago
-
definitionoffuckup liked this · 6 months ago
-
deepkidwhispers liked this · 6 months ago
-
starzzmissthesun liked this · 6 months ago
-
ang3l0fde4th4ndd0gs liked this · 6 months ago
-
thatoneangryduck1 liked this · 6 months ago
-
busycryingoverthemarauders liked this · 6 months ago
-
thatbivthbcj liked this · 6 months ago
-
willowwtreess liked this · 6 months ago
-
ro0s liked this · 6 months ago
-
vvxdoesurmom liked this · 6 months ago
-
thereal-evanrosier liked this · 6 months ago
-
valeriearmani1 liked this · 6 months ago
-
hashbrownsoncrack liked this · 6 months ago
-
whydousernamesevenexist liked this · 6 months ago
-
nyx-taylors-version liked this · 6 months ago
-
art3mis-exe liked this · 6 months ago
-
humblefryingpan reblogged this · 6 months ago
-
ghostfelicis188 liked this · 6 months ago
-
midnightstargazer liked this · 6 months ago
-
midnightstargazer reblogged this · 6 months ago
-
mr-tellmeafuckingsecret liked this · 6 months ago
More Posts from Humblefryingpan
I just found out a game I wanted to play is free and I'm so fucking exited bc i didn't think I'd be able to play it lmao

Thank god, if I didn't get there now I might actually have cried

Ffs I'm so close why is this so hard (I have a 600 word minimum, it's homework)
Dw I figured it out :))
I can play it now fuck yeahhhh (literally wanted to play this since 2021 but I always thought it costed money lmao)

How do I stop this? I can't get it from the store and idk what to do in the settings
I already downloaded the game, I just can't open it
The "Amy likes spiders" poem in doki doki literature club (Natsuki's second poem) just makes me think of being closeted with internalized homophobia and I think it works really well for her


There's the poem if you haven't seen it!
(This is just me analyzing the poem and it's probably my longest post yet. I've been overanalyzing all the poems but this is the only one I've typed out atm lol)
It specifically makes me think of four things - Yuri liking different things and her disliking her for it, Natsuki being so far in the closet that she'll take any excuse to avoid the pretty girl™, Natsuki's self projection onto "Amy" and most importantly internalized homophobia, like I said earlier
It generally makes me think natsuri but I'll get to that later. So if we go from the internalized homophobia + closeted perspective (more like raised homophobic and doesn't know she's gay but ykwim), it reads as "a girl I know is a lesbian and Im meant to hate her for it. She's pretty and she makes me feel things but I can't be friends with her because she's a lesbian"
'The narrator' (Natsuki) heard a rumor that a girl, "Amy" (the lesbian), apparently likes 'spiders' (girls) and is repulsed. And that's why she isn't friends with her.
"Amy" sings the narrator's favorite love song, her voice is cute and it's making her heart pound. But she still likes 'spiders', so she can't be her friend.
She hurts her leg and "Amy" helped her get to the nurse. She tried to avoid touching her because her hands might be gross due to touching 'spiders', so she still can't be her friend.
"Amy" is very popular, but "she probably talks about spiders" (being gay). "What if her friends start to like spiders too?" (This entire verse rlly speaks for itself)
The next verse is shortest and even more repetitive than the rest of the poem (to emphasize her point) "it doesn't matter if she has other hobbies, it doesn't matter is she keeps it private, it doesn't matter if it doesn't hurt anyone" because to the narrator - she can't be "Amy's" friend, no matter how bad she wants to, because she's always going to be a 'spider lover' (lesbian) and she won't be able to ignore that.
And then the final nail to seal shut the door to the closet - "it's gross, she's gross, the world is better off without spider lovers. And I'm gonna tell everyone" because she needs everyone to know she hates 'spider lovers' to make sure no one knows she is also one. It's so gross because she was taught it was and now she can't stop thinking it's gross, no matter how nice/pretty/kind "Amy" is.
Onto the natsuri part so if you don't like that ship feel free to skip the rest of this (if you're still here lol)
Yuri and Natsuki like such different things (creepy and complex vs cute and simple) and they reach the point where they've argued so much that Natsuki doesn't want to admit she doesn't dislike Yuri. Even if she likes her poems, she'd never tell her because she feels like she can't at this point.
Natsuki couldn't see past their differences for a while, when she finally does, she's too embarrassed to apologize and too uncomfortable to befriend her without apologizing.
Nearly every verse of the poem will talk about how great the girl is. How she has a cute voice, she helped her, she has lots of friends, she makes her heart pound. But every verse she will still come back to "but she likes spiders. That's why I'm not friends with her". It feels like her gradually warming up to Yuri but still reminding herself that she can't be her friend, they're too different, Yuri likes creepy things (Yuri probably does like spiders so that's a bit more literal but it's also that spiders seem to symbolise everything she likes that Natsuki doesn't) and she couldn't be friends with someone so different.
And lastly, Natsuki's self projection (this is what the meaning is said to be in-game), meaning "Amy" is Natsuki herself. Natsuki likes manga and her friends won't believe it counts as literature. Her manga is the spider in this interpretation, she doesn't want people to judge her based on what she likes. She's had to be so defensive about what she likes, she may even judge herself for liking it at this point. She doesn't want people to judge people by their interests.
I keep seeing people say that Amy is a real person but that's one of the only interpretations that makes no sense to me. Because Natsuki may be a bit judgemental but even she wouldn't make an entire poem about disliking her classmate's love of spiders. She said herself that anyone that agrees with the narrator in the poem is a bad person. It's far more likely that "Amy" is a made up idea, she's barely even shown as a person. She's seemingly meant to be symbolic of Natsuki's flaws and insecurities, whatever you perceive those insecurities to be.
Portraying Amy as an actual person kinda cheapens the poem, at least in my opinion, because she was talking about how people should be given a chance no matter what (or who) they like and if Amy was a person it wouldn't make sense