
••I made this so people I know irl won’t know this is me. I felt like I needed an outlet without fear of judgment from people who know me•• ..guess I’m finally adding this here now...I just need something to help keep me accountable.. SW: 128.9 lb. CW: 112.4 lb. GW1: 110 lb. GW2: 105 lb. UGW: 100 lb. Stretch/Super UGW: 90 lb.
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Ah This, I Feel This A Lot. But I Feel This In The Ways Of Suicidal Ideation..
Ah this, I feel this a lot. But I feel this in the ways of suicidal ideation..

adulthood is just experiencing this gif again and again until you die

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More Posts from Idontwantthem2findme
Well Hi
So I made an anon account so people I know irl won’t know this is me.
I felt like I needed an outlet without fear of judgment from people who know me

I’ve struggled with disordered eating for awhile now and as fucked up as it sounds, I sometimes get mad at myself for not being committed enough to eat less and thrust myself into a full eating disorder
I’m not proud of it, but it’s just how I think sometimes
So I’m in my early 20s and already feel like my life is over
..and even if it’s technically not, I can make it that way..
..it’d be so easy...but maybe so hard at the same time..
I just don’t feel okay. I can’t tell you what triggered me because I don’t even know. I’m just not okay. I feel so empty, usually it feels like home but today not so much.
