The Only Thing I Hate About Being A Writer Now Is That I Cant Just Enjoy A Fic My Inner Editor Just Wont

The only thing I hate about being a writer now is that I can’t just enjoy a fic 😭 my inner editor just won’t shut up!!

Yep, it was twilight. I hold no shame for it

Guilt is such a weird emotion at times. And also completely irrational as well.

I’ve been feeling really guilty these past few days cause I haven’t been able to sit down at write anything because I’ve been so tired.

And I shouldn’t even feel that guilty! Because one of my dogs literally just had her puppies on Monday! My sister and I have been up at all hours with her through the labor, helping her with cleaning and feeding the puppies, and monitoring them at all hours while also taking care of the farm and other dogs we have. So we are justifiably exhausted at this point.

I want to write so bad but my eyes hurt, my head hurts, I’ve been stress itching all over, and I only have enough energy to take care of all the animals then doomscroll for hours.

I say all this to say, guilt is a stupid emotion and I’d like to be rid of it now, thank you 😩

[For anyone interested; mom and babies are doing just fine, we had two born- a boy and a girl. This is her first and only litter, that was kinda sorta planned. The Mama’s name is Mochi (in honor of Jimin, yes I’m that nerdy) and she’s a year old Dalmatian. She was bred to our male, Indigo (that album is a masterpiece) so they are purebred, cutie little whiny babies. Kookie (my Dalmatian, Mochi is my sister’s as well as the male, I just got to name them) is very excited to play with these little babies when they are old enough 💜]

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take your hands off of what you can't control and put your hands on what you can change. — min yoongi

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even today i continue to learn new things, so here i stand today with my members, with faith in myself, my members and the world and i hope you also will do the same for yourself and move forward. — jeon jungkook

if any of you feels lost in the face of doubt or uncertainty, or the pressure of starting anew, don't rush. take a deep breath. you may find that any moment can be turned into an opportunity. allow yourself to take it easy. take it one step at a time. — kim seokjin

bts is comfort.

New chapter posted!!

ok but u can't tell me this isn't jungkook checking y/n out at the club in every bts mafia au fanfiction out there lmao